I played a good role of Jin Jing in a TV series. Why did I jump off a bridge to kill myself?

Jin Jing's role is called Hu Jingjing. I think everything can be traced back to her suicide by jumping off a bridge. Hu Jingjing can see everyone's negative emotions, but she can't vent her emotions. When negative energy accumulates to a certain extent, a small fuse may be the last straw. On his birthday, Hu Jingjing was fired; Hu Jingjing helped the children pick up the ball and hung the clothes on the tree. Hu Jingjing protected his friend from entering the police station; Hu Jingjing put on beautiful clothes and went to the birthday party. The clothes in the subway were dirty, and the other person had bad breath, but she still didn't break out, just handled it politely. When Hu Jingjing threw away his clothes, he had given up on himself. Finally, a phone call from my mother was a phone call with doubts, regardless of her birthday, and the phone slipped away ... What if Hu Jingjing could inspire himself like everyone else? Yes, if everyone can enlighten themselves, what friends do they need? What psychiatrist? Will there still be depression? ?

Hu Jingjing has experienced too much, and many things come from his pressure. But if one of his three friends could hear what she was saying, Hu Jingjing wouldn't kill himself. What, her friends only know to go to Hu Jingjing when they need her, but when Hu Jingjing needs them, they will gag their girlfriends because they are busy, but Hu Jingjing is not? They are all migrant workers, and no one is more relaxed than anyone else, just one is willing to talk and one is willing to listen. When I arrived in Hu Jingjing, I just wanted to talk, but no one listened and I didn't have time to listen. Seeing Hu Jingjing crying into a dog and crying alone, she experienced it, and I had a similar experience. The difference is that I don't have so many friends around me, and I understand why I sometimes take things too hard and slowly reconcile with them. They play so well, but they don't know Jingjing. Jingjing dated for three months and didn't know Jingjing borrowed money. Jingjing always cares about everyone.

There is one more detail. Hu Jingjing was very sad when his white skirt was stained by the little boy's ice cream, but he wiped the subway anyway. Isn't Jingjing's mother's words the last straw to crush the camel? People will blame people who commit suicide. Have you ever thought about your parents, family and friends, why are you so irresponsible? Why didn't anyone think about what Hu Jingjing had experienced, which made her have no nostalgia for the world? Look outside, I'm laughing. In fact, it is full of holes, so I can only catch my breath all the time. I want to live well for my parents. In fact, real life is really not worth it, so I don't expect it. Besides, for Hu Jingjing who suffers from depression, her friends don't know anyone.