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Probably in the third grade of primary school, I was encouraged by others to contact bad CDs. From then on, I bid farewell to the innocence of childhood in advance, opened Pandora's box, planted the seeds of evil English, and doomed this unforgettable past.

I also came into contact with a small number of unscrupulous CDs in middle school, but I haven't completely sunk. Therefore, although my academic performance fluctuated, it went smoothly along the way, from the senior high school entrance examination to the college entrance examination, and finally I was admitted to the university almost by pressing the line.

When I arrived at the university, I began to be crazy about the opposite sex. Class, walking, self-study, eating, chatting in the dormitory at night, dreaming is inseparable from the opposite sex, and I am fascinated all day. But I am shy, or "man show", and I don't know how to communicate with girls. So, at that time, I was like a lurking beast, and I didn't have an attack yet.

In the second semester of my sophomore year, I bought a computer, which was the beginning of my autumn. I began to search, download and read bad words, pictures and videos like chicken blood. In the communication with my classmates, I will also make some jokes about "meat" from time to time, which is very evil. The photos taken are also very indecent, with a dissolute expression. These dirty things have virtually defiled my original simple "temperament".

The summer after my sophomore year, I learned sy. Since then, I need sy almost every two or three days on average. Now that I think about it, it was my most painful past, because every time I had to wander between seeking the so-called "short-term pleasure" (actually the source of pain) and the incomparable regret after making a mistake. Really contradictory, extremely painful! Especially after sy is over, it will be easy to indulge yourself, such as indulging in games, drinking, overeating, falling asleep, being grumpy and so on. And these will lead you to continue to sink, unable to extricate yourself.

Four years in college, academically, I have been extremely mediocre, even a loser. First of all, I have never won the title of "three good students" (I have won it before); Secondly, I have never won a scholarship; What's more, I failed four times, and my grades are quite backward; What's more, I took CET-6 three times and failed. In a word, my study was a mess, and I was unwilling at first, but after catching the bad habit of sy, I basically "withered", muddled along and lost my old efforts. It can be seen that "sy is not taking drugs, but taking drugs".

In the next semester of my senior year, I felt confused in decadence, so I decided to follow the crowd: take the postgraduate entrance examination and enroll in key universities. It took about four months to prepare for the first postgraduate entrance examination, but I lost in English and got 325 points. When I was studying in the library, I couldn't help myself because of English's aggressive desire, so I rushed to the toilet to go to sy. Shame! Confess!

After graduating from college, I worked as a waste at home for three years! During the time when I was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination at home, I was still sy. After every indulgence, I was decadent and slack for a long time. During this period, I was basically in a vicious circle of "SY- regret -SY- regret again", and I didn't have the mind and energy to prepare for the exam at all.

The second postgraduate entrance examination was prepared for half a year, and the result was 3 17.

The third postgraduate entrance examination was prepared for nearly a year, and the result was 297 points, so there was no chance to adjust.

Careful people may see that I have a long preparation time every time. In fact, my attitude is more serious every time, but my score is more tragic every time.

The failure of the third research exam hit me hard, and I seriously questioned my ability. I wailed helplessly, roared in despair, and even blamed others and gave up on myself. But there is no way, time waits for no one, and life has to go on.

In the first half of 20 10, I began to reflect painfully, and I came into contact with works about abstinence from evil. More importantly, I began to know and understand traditional culture, and realized the source of my ill-fated: evil ying!

From the second half of 20 10, I began to vomit unhealthy things slowly while learning traditional culture, constantly repented, and worked hard to break evil and cultivate good, and gradually cut off sy, probably from August of 20 10 to the present, except in my dreams (sometimes I am confused by * * in my dreams, but this is mainly because I am not diligent enough sometimes). From this, I also deeply realized the ultimate secret of breaking the evil baby forever!

20 1 1 year 1 month, I took the fourth scientific research exam in my life in despair (I said to myself: no matter what the result is, it will be the last time). In fact, I didn't make full preparations this time, probably for two or three months in succession, and I often prepared for the exam with resistance and read with regret, so the efficiency was not high. In March, the results came out, and I got 354 points (unexpectedly, I felt as expected). In the end, although I was not admitted to the first voluntary school, I was transferred to a university in the east, where I could attend graduate school at public expense.

PS: During my postgraduate entrance examination in recent years, my parents helped me to ask for a visa, divination, fortune telling and so on. Almost everyone said that I would be admitted to graduate school, but I was disappointed every time. Now that I think about it, the main problem is myself! Moreover, I learned two things from this: first, evil ying eliminates good news very quickly; Second, life is self-reliant, and happiness is found by yourself.

As for the civil service exam, so far, I have taken three public exams. Although I made some preparations for the first two times, the exam was relatively average. Unexpectedly, it was the third public examination. Because I had been admitted to the graduate school before taking this exam, I was completely unprepared. I plan to spend 80 yuan to experience the feeling of naked test. Even the night before the exam, I played 12 with my relatives and friends. I applied for a position in DC. I only recruited one, and the number of applicants was nearly 300. At the end of May, the results came out, and I won the written test. At first, I felt a little incredible, but later I felt that the cause and effect were not empty!

Regarding the teacher qualification examination, in July of 20 10, I took the "two studies" examination for teachers. It stands to reason that it is not too difficult for liberal arts students to take the teacher qualification exam as long as they are carefully prepared. But at first, I was not fully prepared. More importantly, I didn't control myself soon after the exam, and sy passed it once. As a result, my grades came out and I failed in Pedagogy. At that time, I felt that I did well in this exam. This is a very direct lesson. 20 1 1 1, I prepared for one day and passed the make-up exam smoothly.

My friends and relatives say that my luck has changed this year, and I just smile back. In fact, I know that the so-called good luck does not fall from the sky, it is not a random phenomenon. Good luck is entirely in your own hands: that is, breaking the evil response, breaking the evil and repairing the good!

For those who commit evil babies, an important factor affecting our life trajectory is evil babies. If you commit evil, you will lose your essence and consume yuan, and you will be weak, dull and unlucky again and again; If you quit, you will become energetic, flexible and lucky. It can be said that in today's social clubs dominated by brain power, the double-line low performance from physical strength to brain power caused by evil shadows makes us stop at the bottom social clubs, doing nothing and being depressed for life. Therefore, for candidates who have committed the crime of evil, in order to achieve the ideal situation, they must walk on two legs, one foot is diligent and the other is abstinence from evil. Only when your feet are sound can you go to the point where clouds are scattered and spring is blooming!