It says, two thousand words a day.

As for writing, I don't know what I wrote when I wrote it. Moreover, people who have read my article should have a feeling of immediate pain. Haha, because many times I don't know what I'm talking about, and there is too much fog in the article. It is true that some people say that my article is deep and has great potential, but so what?

Sometimes, I feel that what I want to write is like a ghost symbol. I don't know what I want to express.

? I am not a wizard. Sometimes I dance like a god every day and do things for others. Sometimes even if you write one or twenty thousand words, you can't get to the point.

I don't believe in those things in some traditions. I admit my shortcomings, but I am definitely not inferior.

Just don't have so many congenital conditions.

I remember three years ago, when I was just preparing, I had the idea of finding my parents. In my rental house, there is a renter, the owner, and her friends come to visit. There is nothing to sigh and regret, and there is nothing to lack of love since childhood. Although I don't know if this person refers to me, I have understood the nature of ordinary people. No matter in the office or in the workplace, it is easy for those who have a dull life to do so because they are willing to hide themselves and laugh at others at the same time. It is easy to be snobbish, and things often happen when selling things. How can you hope for more kindness in your life? . And a big mouth. Although these are painful, they are not shameful, although some sad things have happened. I feel sad when I think about it. When I dream back at midnight, I even have some strange dreams, whether they are sweet dreams or nightmares. It's all very strange. Just two days ago, I dreamed of fighting with people and choosing weapons. Xianxia drama is popular recently. I may also be influenced by these. Correct the truth or something. I beg you, are all those people around me fake? I remember when I was a child, those nightmares were almost full of ghosts. Later, the ghost in the dream was upgraded and completely changed. Sometimes I became a familiar person, and sometimes I became a zombie city in Resident Evil that I played two years ago. Sometimes, I will go back to the Jurassic period and see some gorillas.

As for writing, if you write it, it will be sealed. It's like I just sent an article with hundreds of words. Until I open it again, it is only visible to myself. I sometimes wonder if the recent sharp drop in the market price of shellfish is caused by the articles that some people always send negative energy. I remember when I first came to Jiancun, the price of a shell was 0.24 at that time, and now it is really 0. 10. It has fallen a lot. After all, there are10.45 billion platform users. Kick off some real or fake empty numbers, dummy, so can more than 11 million people really write on them? How many people can have positive energy? If a negative energy is skillfully spread, it will be like this. Hehe, isn't it a bit exaggerated? But I want to write three or five thousand words for this article. Hey, after all, a novella can have 5,000 to 8,000 words? I don't know if it is so divided. I remember that when I used to write 10 thousand words every day, it took half a day, and the more I got used to it, the easier it was. I stayed at home for three years and studied for three years, just reading some famous books and so on. At that time, I watched it all day and night, and now I am afraid to think about it, because for a while, I actually read an article on the Internet one day saying that a person was blind because he read his homework. Some habits in my life, good and bad, are very scary. Sometimes I think a lot, but because of this, I will get used to combing the knowledge in books more, although I gulped down the dates and read some metaphysical philosophy. Sometimes I want to have an insight into people's work and rest because of my life schedule. I mean, besides the extremely boring Origin of Species, I even want to read Aristotle's Fauna. I even think exaggeratedly, when I am introduced, will I become a person who knows a little about some creatures in the sea, as jules verne did in Two Wan Li under the Sea. Here, as long as you know a little, you can be called erudite by others. However, in fact, I just know something I don't know or have never heard of. That's all. However, I don't have that much time to waste.

Two thousand words a day. At first, I thought ten thousand words were a lot, even hundreds. But that's just writing. Unlike the current typing, many types need to be typed by input method on computers and mobile phone writing software. In the past, when I was on QQ at a certain stage, I added some groups and many group friends. I don't know if I'm bragging or doing anything. They say they need code words every day, some are students at school, and some are people who write novels and practice pens. It is on them that I feel that writing is actually not so painful. At that time, I practiced code words every day for nearly two or three months. Sometimes around 8,000, sometimes around 10,000. But there is an asymmetry here, that is, if I persist for two or three months, the number of codewords I have every day is indeed the lowest of 5 thousand and the highest of more than 10 thousand. But the last word I typed was around100000? What does this prove? Prove that my persistence only lasted about a month, even half a month. Why do I feel that I have persisted for three months?

So time is too much for me? And I, every time I type a word, what is the time speed in my mind? Is it too soon? Typing 100 thousand words is not a great thing. It's been more than a year now, and I've only written more than 200 thousand words. Is this gap too big?

I still remember the first time I went to Hebei in the first few years. At that time, my so-called uncle and cousin insisted that I tell fortune and help me calculate. She probably thinks I'm possessed? At that time, I seemed strange to them, and I always told them some scenes of family harmony in the past, although later my mother said, you should not always belong to the family. From this point of view, they didn't seem to understand my behavior at that time. They thought I was looking for my real parents. Moreover, whether their circle of relatives is harmonious or not has nothing to do with me as an outsider. So my uncle's big cousin, why not get married at my age. Took me to the witch's house. In which village, I can vaguely see the local custom, that is, on the road, I will meet the funeral procession. I don't know which old man died, but a large group of people wore mourning clothes, and they probably held a mixed feeling of sadness and joy.

Stay there for a few days, because Xiaoxu is married. My sister and I live in my uncle's house. My uncle told me and my sister that in the future, if you come back, you will come to my house. Only when you come to my house will your real surname be Li. Your aunts are all married. Xiao, not Li.

I know she is talking about my second aunt, and I vaguely remember how my second aunt took me to play when I was a child. I was on the kang of her house, and she kept rubbing her face with my little feet. Well, it's really embarrassing to have such warm and childish memories at this age. I chatted with my sister about my last name the other day. I have been in a state of mind for such a long time since I came back. When I reluctantly go out to look for a job, I sometimes find with horror that the danger has passed. I still remember that year when I went to my aunt's house, I once told my sister-in-law that I never looked at the road when crossing the street, and I almost bumped into the surrounding vehicles several times. She was angry and scolded me. Why?

I don't know what I should have thought at that time. I just think they care from the heart. However, at that time, I was very confused and didn't know what a real family should be like. I just heard from my elders. At that time, on the other hand, my two sisters-in-law were always grumpy. I don't know why they just seem to treat me differently. In short, at that time, they were all very kind to me. This in itself should not be a place where I can think more. In short, before I found my parents, my first half of my life was just a substitute for my family, although it was an illusion. Alas, life is like a dream.

As for how I came into this world, I actually feel very strange, it is simply amazing. I can't believe I can insist on investing, but I can forget. You can also post online lottery tickets. Of course, I don't understand now. Although I envy people who earn a lot, I am not an ambitious person. I just want to have my own career. I have my own dreams. Because of this, I am very tired. I inexplicably embarked on a journey to find my home. Development, my own place is actually not on both sides. I am surprised that my parents are still poor after years of hard work. If I have 15 mu of land at home, I can earn 1000 yuan per mu. How do you save a sum after more than 30 years? Now they are complaining about me, oh no, all my relatives are complaining about me. Even if they don't blame their uncle, whether he did anything wrong or not. Forget it for a while. According to this calculation, this family has 15 mu of land. Grandma died, leaving only four people in the family. Three acres of land for one person. 3 thousand a year, 65438+30 thousand in 00 years. Twenty years, 60 thousand. Five people, from small to large. Don't say 500 thousand, cut half the cost Say the worst,189,000 is almost the same. So what did the people in this family do with the property I inherited? Great, I dragged down this family because I wanted to make money. The implication is that I earned it. Later, I couldn't stand it because I knew my life. What I originally did was to invest, and my psychology was like a sudden devil. First, my cousin told me the whole truth. This is the second time I went to Hebei. To tell the truth, I have always been bitter about my uncle's Zhihua sister's insistence on pulling my fortune-telling. The witch put a cupping on my neck, and the burn has not healed for two or three years now. It really pisses me off. And then they think I'm going to collect debts from them? Yes, I have a bad reputation. It's my sister who wants the debt, not me. However, she doesn't want to talk about it at all. What about me? I don't want any debt, nor do I mean to be fair, but now I have lost more than 30 absurd years to fiddle with this matter, and my career has never been done. Am I not angry? However, all I want is that my parents are old and may not be so capable in the future. I hope you can bury the hatchet with them and pay them more, just as nothing happened more than 20 years ago. It seems that this is also wrong. Because there is nothing wrong with my family, and I have never been the adoptive father who cheated others of money. No wonder he was angry that I did it. But I'm just a member of this family. What can be won for him is what. Although he may never regard me as his daughter, on the whole, I am well taken care of in this family. What the ancients said is true. If you think you have done nothing wrong, you really shouldn't stick a hot face on someone else's cold ass. He's rich. What are people doing now for money and moral affection? I'm a girl, and I'm humiliated like this anyway. I won't eat these things for nothing anyway. We'll know from now on.

It was more than ten years ago that I set foot in the financial industry. I have been studying and paying attention to the stock market. It is true that my understanding ability is poor, but I have never given up studying. I study, work and save money. But never really set foot in the stock market.

I still remember the first day when I opened an account in Cai Xiang Securities Company. Ten years ago, I didn't know how I walked back to the office. When I went back to work, I was still asking the master about opening a securities account. What's going on here? Because of worry.