? Before sunrise. Excerpt from a poem before sunset

I like to feel his eyes when I look away. ::

-I believe that if there is any kind of God, it will not be in any of us. Not you, not me ... but there is only a small space in the middle.

If there is a God in the world, I believe that he will not exist between us, between you and me ... but only between this square inch.

-If there is any kind of magic in this world, it must be trying to understand someone and share something.

If there is a miracle in this world, it must be accompanied by knowing each other and sharing weal and woe.

I always feel the pressure to be a strong and independent female idol, instead of making it look like my whole life revolves around a certain man. But loving someone and being loved is too important to me. We always make fun of it. But isn't everything we do in life for being loved more? ::

I have always felt that being a strong and independent woman is very stressful ... instead of letting my life revolve around a certain man. But loving someone and being loved is too important to me. We often joke about such things ... but isn't everything we do in life to get more love?

-But in the morning, we become pumpkins again, right?

-When you talked earlier about how a couple began to hate each other by * * predicting ** (v) their reaction or paying attention to their manners a few years later-I think it's just the opposite for me. I think I can really fall in love if I know Eve. About a person-his hairstyle, the shirt he will wear that day, know the exact story he will tell in a certain situation. I'm sure that's when I knew I was really in love.

As you said before, after many years of marriage, couples will start to dislike each other because they can foresee each other's thoughts or get tired of each other's quirks. But I think I will be just the opposite. I think if I fully understand a person, I will love him more, the way he combs his hair, what clothes he will wear that day, and what stories he will tell on what occasions. Only in this way can I be sure that I really love him.

-Well, I think love is the escape of two people who don't know how to be alone.

People always say that love is completely selfless and gives something, but if you think about it, you know, nothing is more selfish.

My understanding of love is that two people who don't know how to be alone escape together.

Interestingly, people always say that love is completely selfless. But think about it, love can't be selfish any more.

-Not the process. But the fact is that the real job of improving things lies in a little achievement in a day.

People always enjoy the result, not the process. The work that can really change the world is a little progress day by day.

Memory is a wonderful thing, if you don't have to die with it?

If you don't miss the past, memories are beautiful.

-You need to resist your embarrassment. A clumsy life. Unless you find inner peace. Will you find a real connection with others?

You must get rid of the misfortunes of life. Only by gaining inner peace can we really communicate with others.

-I see this in people who do practical work. To some extent, it is sad that those who are the most dedicated, diligent and capable of making the world a better place usually don't have the ego and ambition to become leaders.

I have met people who do practical things. Unfortunately, those who are the most generous, diligent and capable of making the world a better place often have no ambition to become leaders.

I decided a long time ago that I want to be open to everything, but I don't accept any single belief system.

I decided a long time ago that I can accept any belief, but I won't stick to one belief.

-There is a famous Einstein saying that I like very much.

He said, "If you don't believe in any magic or mystery, you are basically dead"? ::.

Einstein said something that I like very much.

He said, "If you don't believe in magic or miracles, it's no different from death."

-Even being alone ... is better than sitting next to your lover and feeling lonely. Even being alone is better than being alone with your lover.

-I had a nightmare that I was 32 years old. Then I woke up at the age of 23. So relieved. Then I really woke up. I was 32 years old.

I had a nightmare, dreaming that I was 32 years old, and then I woke up and was only 23 years old! I was relieved ... but then I really woke up from my dream and found myself really 32.

-You know the worst thing about someone breaking up with you?

-This is when you remember how many people you think about breaking up with, and you realize how much they think about you, you know?

-You think you're all in pain, but in fact, they just say, "Hey, I'm glad you're gone."

Do you know the worst thing about someone breaking up with you? Even when you find that you seldom think of the people you broke up with ... you realize that they seldom think of you. You think both sides are miserable .. but in fact, he is thinking, "Hey, I'm glad you finally left."

-You know what drives me crazy? These people are talking about how great technology is and how it saves time. But what's the use of the time saved if no one uses it? If it just becomes a busier job. You'll never hear someone say, "With the time saved by my word processor, I'm going to a Zen temple and then go out for a stroll." I mean, you've never heard of it.

Do you know what bothers me the most? People always say how wonderful technological progress is and how it saves us time. But what's the point of saving time and not using it, but becoming busier? I have never heard anyone say that I should use the time saved by the word processor to go to the Zen temple to worship Buddha and have fun.

-I know what you mean by wishing someone wasn't there. It's just that usually I want to be away from myself. Seriously, think about this. I've never been where I've never been. When I was not a kisser, I never kissed. You know, I never, uh, go to the movies when I'm not in the audience. I've never been out bowling. If I wasn't there, you would make some stupid jokes. I think that's why so many people hate themselves. Seriously, they are just tired of being with themselves. Suppose you and I are together all the time, then you will start to hate many of my habits. Every time we have guests, uh, I get stuck, and then I get a little drunk. Or, er, I'll tell the same stupid pseudo-intellectual story over and over again. You see, I have heard all those stories. So of course I hate myself. But being with you, uh, makes me feel like a different person.

I know what you mean by not being with the person you want. It's just that I always want to escape from myself at ordinary times. Seriously, think about it. I've never been where I've never been. I haven't kissed anyone I haven't kissed, I haven't seen movies I haven't seen, I haven't played bowling that I haven't participated in. That's why so many people hate themselves, really. Just because they will face themselves in pain. If you stay with me all the time, you will start to hate many of my bad habits. For example, every time a guest comes ... I'm either unreliable or drunk, or I tell stories of pseudo-intellectuals over and over again ... I've heard stories ... so of course I hate myself.

Maybe what I'm trying to say is that the world may evolve like people. Right? Like me. Am I getting worse? Am I making progress? I don't know. When I was young, I was healthy, but I was crushed by insecurity. * * Now that I have grown up, my problems are deeper, but I am more capable of dealing with them.

Maybe what I want to say is that the fate of this world is the same as that of a person, right? Like me, have I regressed? Am I making progress? I don't know! I was healthy when I was young, but now I am exhausted by insecurity. Now, I am getting older and the problems I encounter are getting more and more complicated, but I also know how to deal with them better.

-Life is hard. It should be. If we don't suffer, we will learn nothing.

It is natural that life is hard. Learn from mistakes, right?

-You realize that most people you meet are trying to get better development. They are trying to earn more money, gain more respect and make more people admire them. Just too tired.

You will find that most people you meet want to think better, earn more money, win more respect and make people worship themselves. So tired!

-I have an idea of my best self, and I want to pursue it, even though it may * * overwhelm * * (trample on and ignore) my honest self.

I have a perfect expectation for myself, and I want to pursue that kind of self, even at the expense of losing my true self!

-I think if someone touches me, I will dissolve into molecules.

-We just live in the disguise of marital responsibility and all these ideas about how people should live.

But now we just pretend to be married, have a sense of responsibility and live the life that others think you should live.

-There must be something more to love than a promise.

The meaning of love must be more than responsibility. (what? Is a man so confident when he cheats? )

-What about you? Do you know? Mine? Parents? Never? Actually talked? Yes? That? Possibility? Yes? Mine? Falling? Are you online? Love? Or? Become? Married? Or? Really? Kid. ? Even? As? Answer? Small? Girls? They? Wanted? Me? Where to? Think? As? Answer? Future? Career,? As? Answer? Interior? Designer? Or? Lawyer? Or? what's up Like what? that I will say to my father, "I want to be a writer." He would say, "reporter." ? I will say, "I want a refund (n. take refuge; Shelter; Shelter) forstray (lost; Isolated; Cat. " He would say, "Vet." (n？ Veterinarians? ) I will say, "I want to be an actor." He would say, "TV newscaster."

This is the constant transformation of my fantasy (adjective); Ambition becomes a real money-making enterprise. Enterprise; Risk; Adventure)

I hate ...? I hate that there is a war going on 300 kilometers from here ...? People are dying, but no one knows what to do ? Or they don't care. I don't know. I hate the media trying to control our minds. ? ::

-The media?

-Yes, the media. ? It's a subtitle (adj. subtle), but it's a new fashion form: (n. Fascism), really.

I hate wars thousands of miles away. People are dying, but nobody knows what to do. Maybe they don't care. I don't know.

I hate the media trying to control our minds.

Media? Yes, the media.

This is subtle, but it is a new type of fascism. Really.

-I've always liked the idea of all those unknown people who are lost in the world. ? When I was a little girl, I thought ...? If your family or friends don't know that you are dead ...? It's like not really dying. ? People can invent. ) The best and worst for you. -only when she died 13. ? This is very important to me, you know, I was that age when I first saw this. ? Now I'm 10 years old, and she's still 13, I guess. ? That's interesting.

I have been longing for an unknown person to disappear from the world silently. When I was a little girl, I thought, if no relatives and friends know that you are dead, then you are not really dead. Everyone can make the best or worst assumptions for you.

I think she is here. She was only 13 when she died. This means a lot to me, because it was 13 when I first came here. Now I am 10, and she is still 13. This is very interesting.

I have always felt that the universe has some mysterious core. ? But recently, I began to think that I, my personality, whatever- I have no fixed position here, you know. ? In * * eternity * * (N.N. afterlife) or something, you know. The more I think about it, I can't say it's no big deal. **:: ? This really happened. What do you find interesting? What do you think is funny? What's important? You know, every day is our last day.

I always feel that there is some mysterious harmony in the vast universe. I've been thinking about me recently, my personality and so on. I can't stay here forever and we won't live forever. The more I think about it, the more I feel that I can't waste my life, because there is only one life, whether it is interesting, funny or important. You know, every day may be our last day.

-Like, if they are basically the best, Jupiter people, they are now the best, Jupiter people in wheelchairs.

If they are a stingy, poor bastard ... they are a small, poor bastard with a new Cadillac, a house and a boat.

-So no matter what happens, I will be depressed forever?

If they are optimistic and cheerful by nature, they are still optimists even if they are in wheelchairs now. If they are short-sighted idiots, even if they have a Cadillac car, a big house and a yacht, they are still short-sighted idiots.

-... you know, living in the moment. I mean, I think I was born a little dissatisfied with everything, you know? It's like always trying to improve my situation. I satisfied one desire, but aroused another.

Then I thought, to hell with it, right? Desire is the fuel of life. Do you think that if we never want anything, we will never be unhappy? Is that true?

-I don't know. Don't want anything, isn't that a symptom of depression?

-Yeah, it is, right? I mean, longing is healthy, right?

-Yeah. I don't know. That's what those Buddhists say, right? Free yourself from desire and you will find that you have everything you need.

-But when I want something more than my basic survival needs, I feel alive. Think about it, whether it's intimacy with another person or a pair of shoes, it's beautiful. I like that we have a desire to keep updating, you know?

-Maybe it's this sense of power. You know, like every time you think you deserve those new shoes? It doesn't matter if you want something, as long as you don't get angry when you don't get it. _

Life is hard. It should be.

Enjoy yourself, I mean, I think I'm the type who is naturally dissatisfied with everything, you know? I mean, it seems that I have been trying to improve my present situation. If I satisfy one desire, I will stimulate another, okay? Then I thought: Fuck it, desire is the driving force of life. Do you think this is true? If we have no desire, will we be happy forever?

I don't know, there is no desire, isn't this a manifestation of depression?

Yes, it is, isn't it? I mean, having desire is a sign of health, right?

Yeah, I don't know, but that's what those Buddhists say, right?

Free yourself from desire and you will find that you have everything you need.

Yes, but when I want to have things that are not basic to survival, I can feel that I am really alive. I mean, no matter what kind of desire, such as who I want to make out with, or a new pair of shoes, it is beautiful. I like that we have endless desires. Maybe it's a sense of power. You know, like when you think you deserve a new pair of shoes.

Desire itself is not a bad thing, as long as you don't care too much about gains and losses.

It is natural that life is hard.