About fate, where to go?

This period of time has experienced a modest turning point in fate. As Ba Jin said in the preface of Torrent, "I know that the torrent of life will never stop, and see where it takes me!" Few people can really know the exact direction of their future destiny. Qian Zhongshu once mentioned in a speech: "Greek mysterious philosophers have long said that life is nothing more than staying at home and going home." All our emotional, rational and will pursuits and attempts are nothing more than the homesickness of the soul, trying to find a person, a thing and a position, so that our body and mind can have a stable home in this vast and desolate world, as if a patient had gone to bed and a prodigal son had gone home. The purpose of traveling is to go home, otherwise you don't have to remember the impression of the journey. "

Yes, we have been looking for a soul's destination all our lives-a job, a family, a position ... just like dandelion seeds, after a long drift, they finally fell to the ground and took root, so we sighed: "It's really gratifying to finally return!"

I can't help feeling ashamed when I think back to the scene when I first entered the workplace. It's really easy to attract criticism, because I'm inexperienced. I tried to apply the seriousness of my school days to my work, and the results were still mixed.

I really met all kinds of people along the way. When the Buddha said "the six divisions of karma", he generally divided all beings into three good and three evil. I can't help but guess that this probably comes from the real human society. I used to think that I met a "noble person", but it turned out to be a villain who was best at raping before and slipping after; I used to think that blood relatives were the most reliable, but it turned into a jealous generation.

People who are hurt by some kind of hostility often go to two extremes, either being kind to the sun and rejecting violence extremely; Or become equally or even more violent. I've gone both ways. I hid my anger in my heart, hurting myself and the people I loved, and then I began to wake up and save myself from the brink of collapse-get rid of my immediate nightmare and find my original childlike innocence. Slowly pieced together the once fragmented subconscious yearning-what I yearn for most is truth, goodness and beauty, or the "obsession" of pursuing truth. Just like the "Koharu Harmony" of the couple in Tianjin, it is quiet, peaceful, comfortable and warm.

It is often said that cause and effect exist between heaven and earth, and non-human beings can do it. When you think the fate of others is in your hands, remember to let others live. Because man is not a god, he can't escape cause and effect. Letting go of others is to fulfill yourself. * * * Encourage!