What if life is painful?

I suggest you read Mr. Yuan Lefan's masterpiece "Four Disciplines for Leaving Every Family". There is a movie version. You'll know what to do after reading it. You must believe in self-determination. It is better to ask God immortality than to ask yourself. We have enough virtues and blessings that no one needs to ask for. If a person's virtue is not enough and his blessings are shallow, it is useless to ask anyone, even the bodhisattva can't help it. Everything is cause and effect. If we want good results, we must plant good reasons in advance. Since Mr Yuan Lefan changed his life correctly and positively, fortune tellers are no longer allowed. This is a true story, not a novel or fiction.