Junior high school students' composition "Clear Pool in My Heart"

When I got on the bus, I heard someone calling my name. I'm sure it was Arnold without looking back. Although I didn't say goodbye to him, I knew that I had never kept my whereabouts from him. Knowing that I am leaving, he will definitely come to me and try his best to keep me.

I sat in a window seat and saw Arnold looking for a parking space in panic. The bus will leave in more than twenty minutes, and his heart must be crazy at this time. When I parked the car, he turned his head and looked at me with four eyes. Looking at the urgency and anxiety in his eyes, my eyes are sour.

Arnold ran quickly and stood under the window, panting and touching his chest: "Alas! The more anxious the boss is, the more things will happen and he will catch up with traffic jams. "

I know. I smiled at him.

"Do you know?"

"hmm!" Of course I know in my heart that something must be holding you back, otherwise how could I get on the bus!

"Come down, I want to talk to you."

"Then hurry up, it's too late, the bus will leave soon."

"Is it too late?" Arnold hesitated for a moment, looked at me helplessly and bowed his head. "alas! It's really too late. I can't catch up with anything good in my life. This is my life, and I am used to it. "

I got out of the car and walked slowly towards him. "Arnold, later don't say so frustrated. After I leave, you won't have so many troubles, and your good days will surely begin slowly. "

"what"? Arnold frowned mercilessly and suddenly became serious: "Do you think so? So you're leaving? You are always so self-righteous! You're leaving. Can I get better? " After a pause, Arnold sighed softly: "I didn't want to tell you, but you just daydreamed all day." Didn't you just leave to avoid me? " Will my kindness to you really become a burden to you? I have no other intentions towards you, and will not affect your happiness. I promise! "

"It is not you who affect my happiness, but I am affecting your happiness!" My voice is a little excited. "You are always like this-help me {the words are on my lips, I still choose the word' help me'} Who dares to be your girlfriend?"

"You don't listen to other people's nonsense! I don't have a girlfriend-there's actually another reason, none of your business. "

"Another reason? What is the reason? "

"If I say it, you won't go, right? Then I will tell you what little privacy I have left. " Arnold leaned down and whispered, "Actually, I'm sick. I can't get a woman pregnant! "

"Go away!" I pushed him away and gave him a hard look. "Dare to say anything. There is no positive type at all. "

"Really, there is a medical certificate!"

I stared at him again and turned away. I can't help it I know that he is such a person. Every time he tries to get close to me, he looks for various reasons and excuses. I am used to his nonsense.

"Hey, do you believe in fate?" Arnold leaned down again.

I didn't care what he said, thinking that since I had made up my mind, I should harden my heart.

"Arnold, the bus is leaving soon, and we don't have much time. I hope that after I leave, time can change everything, and a good person like you will be very happy. When you get married, give me a call and I will bless you. " Speaking of "marriage", my heart suddenly felt as tight as something stung me.

"I'm in no hurry to get married. When I was a child, my fortune teller calculated my life, saying that I owed a life debt in my last life, and this life was a lonely life. If there is a marriage in the next life, I will wait for the next life, and I will be able to marry a mistress in the next life. "

"What hostess?"

"This is a secret. Can't leak. "

"Nothing, I will get on the bus." Arnold grabbed my arm as soon as I pouted to get to the car. "I said I said. Actually, I was a dog in my last life. I was rescued by a blind girl when I was starving to death, and I have lived with that girl ever since. Later, the girl grew up and got married. One day, she was beaten by her husband, so I jumped on her and killed her husband. After that, the girl was forced into the river by her husband's family, and I was killed by them. "

"Then what?" I curled my lips.

"And then what? Then there is reincarnation. Aren't you that woman? The hostess I was looking for in my last life! " He spoke slowly, deliberately emphasizing.

"What makes you so sure it's me?"

"The dog's nose works!" Arnold lit his nose with his hand. "Smell all day, sniff out rhinitis. Alas! I was very timid in my last life, and there is nothing I can do to watch others take you away. Who makes me not a person! "

I was amused by his words. "Have you watched me marry someone else all my life?"

"Oh, before, isn't it? Dog legs interrupted, how can I catch up with you! I looked at you the day you were born, right in front of me. You're just one step behind. You go down for an hour first, and then an hour underground is three years. As a result, everything changed, and I missed all your things. I have to be careful about this rebirth. I will go early and wait for you to inquire about the one you are going to. I will stare at you at the door every day. When I am half a year old, I will start to see who can rob me! "

"Go away, you talk nonsense all day. It was still too late that night, so hurry up and find another hostess, and don't live in vain in this life. "

"That can't do, how loyal the dog is. That's nature, and no one can persuade them. You can't go, you can't see your master, and then there's no point in my life. "

"How many days have you been making up this story? Lie to me here and let * * know how sad it is. The boss is not young. Can you stop looking for someone? Your family is counting on you to carry on the family line. "

"Didn't tell you? Can't get through! You don't have to worry about my business or your family. Your husband may have been killed by me in my previous life. No one can take you away before your marriage breaks up. Consider me here to help you pay your debts, okay? I don't ask for anything, as long as you can let me see you. In the future, I will stay away from you and watch from afar. " After that, Arnold timidly grabbed my skirt and said in the lowest voice, "Please! Don't go! "

Looking at the man in front of me, I can't help but feel a pain in my heart. For so many years, it is these warm hands that have been selflessly supporting themselves. It is these affectionate eyes that have been silently paying attention to themselves, sharing the ups and downs with themselves and suffering for themselves. His brow will wrinkle when I am sad, and his mouth will bend when I am happy. I saw him secretly wiping his eyes when I was injured in the hospital. Every time he meets me, he always says, "What a coincidence!" In fact, I know he always wants to know where I am. Every time he helps me, he always says, "I'm really careful. Let me catch up as soon as you have something to do. " In fact, I know that he will come as soon as he hears that I have something to do. In front of me, he always pretends to be relaxed, happy and satisfied. But I know he hides this love deeply.

Arnold, your love, needless to say, I know, I know, I know. But I can't say or love, because I have a husband and a family. Since I can't give you love, I want to give you a chance to get love. I know that if I don't step out of your life, you will never accept others.

"Arnold," my voice choked, "the bus is leaving. I'm getting on. You, take care! "

I cruelly shook off Arnold's hand and quickly got into the car. The last thing that reached my ears was Arnold's extremely sad voice: "Don't go, if you go, I will be finished ..."

The bus gradually left the station, and finally couldn't help looking back, looking at Arnold from a distance, unable to move his eyes as if absorbed. At the moment, all the background around him is blurred, only the vague figure standing in front of the car is gradually shrinking, and the black Lexus behind him devours it like night until it merges into a black spot and slowly disappears into sight. Arnold's voice kept alternating in my ear: "if you leave, I'm finished ... if you leave, I'm finished." .......................................................................................................................................

Day after day, there is no life. Arnold's phone rang only once, so I hung up and threw away my calling card. In a strange environment, my heart seems to be full of weeds, anxiety, anxiety and insomnia! My husband said on the phone that he would come back if he was homesick, and he needed you at home!

Back home, everything is the same, just-Arnold is gone! Arnold seems to be in into thin air, and I haven't heard from him. The more so, the more I can't wait to get to know Arnold, but my friends seem to keep silent about it, as if Arnold never existed.

Finally, I found the number of a friend of Arnold's and called him immediately.

"Have you seen Arnold recently? Why does the mobile phone always turn off? Has it changed its number? Are you going out? "

"Really ... watching the news? A major traffic accident on the passage years ago? "

"Which one?"

"It was that classmate party boss who drunk and drove."

"Ah, I heard, reunion, drink too much. All four people in the car died on the spot, right? "

"Well, the driver who drives the boss didn't drink. He never drinks. It was his boss's female classmate who had to drive and hit a big truck. "

"You-why did you mention this to me?" Suddenly I seem to realize something, and my scalp is numb.

"hello? You talk. "

"hello?"

"The car is a black Lexus, and the car number is XXXXXX…… ... ...

Did the world collapse with a bang? Why is there only endless darkness around me? Arnold. Where are you? Don't joke with me like this, okay? Arnold, I was wrong. I shouldn't have run. I shouldn't have missed your call I shouldn't have come back so late You must be very angry with me and want to scare me, right? Come out! Arnold. I know it's wrong! Come out, please don't hide from me. Isn't that the last thing you want to see me sad? Why can you ignore me when I am so heartbroken? Did you really leave without saying anything? Go quietly! In the future, there will never be Arnold's voice, Arnold's smiling face and Arnold's nonsense in my world. ...

Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? I haven't had time to tell you, in fact, my heart has already melted and I can't help but shake …

If there is an afterlife, I will definitely repay the love you owe you in this life. In the afterlife, I won't let you be alone again!

Arnold, in your world, how can I feel my unforgettable thoughts about you? At this moment, how much I want to see you, how much I want to touch your hair, how much I want to touch your cheek, how much I want to hold your hand tightly, and I will never let it suffer loneliness and desolation alone.

Arnold, at this moment, you must be sitting quietly in a corner of a certain space, frowning deeply. Because I know that your brow is wrinkled when I am sad, and your mouth is curved when I am happy …