What's it like to be an illegitimate child?

The experience is similar to that of ordinary people. Although there is no father's love, there are still my mother who loves me and my relatives, and they will still feel happy.

I am an illegitimate daughter. My father has a family. My father has two brothers, but no daughter. The oldest brother is as old as my mother. That's all I know. I don't know any other information about my father. I have never met my father, because my father lost contact with my mother when she was pregnant with me, when she was raising a baby in Fujian.

My father is a scum man and my mother is no better. However, I still love her. After all, she gave birth to me, and my mother used to be very kind to my grandfather (grandpa, often called grandpa, used to it). Therefore, when my grandfather raised me, he was super kind to me and thought of me.

My mother died when I was six months old. My aunt (my mother's sister) raised me a year and a half ago. I was sent to Hunan to live with my grandparents because of something.

What is the experience of illegitimate daughter? It's true that I don't care. I may be more sensitive than my peers. Then my boyfriend said that I felt vulnerable and didn't dare to talk to me seriously. Now I am trying to correct it and make my heart really strong.

Some adults around me are really annoying. They always tell others about my life experience, and they will be numb after listening for a long time.

My grandparents love me very much. I am very grateful that my mother was kind to my grandparents before, which led to my grandparents being kind to me now. They are really kind old people, and now there are no grandparents and me. Although I have no father's love and maternal love, I also have many people who love me. When my grandparents were alive, they were my super pets.

If I go far away, they will call me. My grandmother died in the second day of junior high school, and I didn't suffer much. It's only a week from illness to death. Then, I have been living with my grandfather. My uncle, aunt and sister all say that I am my grandfather's favorite. Those who live in high school have a holiday once a month. If I am delayed outside during my holiday and don't come home before noon 12, my grandfather will be in a hurry.