Hardly go to fortune telling.

If you travel to the south,

You can see me.

A starry sky

And my smile.

Bare.

Yue Lin always silently remembers the little love poems that Belle wrote to her. In fact, the poem is not so wonderful, just for myself, with a strong sense of happiness.

Yue Lin got a job and went to graduate school. After choosing a company in Harbin, Yue Lin quietly set foot on the road to the north, hoping to give Xiao Ran a surprise.

In Yue Lin's mind, the north is a wonderful place, with Sophia Cathedral and Prince Charming, but also because of Xiao Hong's hometown. Both Yue Lin and Xiao Ran like Xiao Hong's Biography of Hulan River and hope to see the Hulan River in the north, which is The Journey to the West's dream.

This is the love that began to sprout in high school.

They are deskmates and should have been in love for a long time. The budding hearts of youth know each other and have a tacit understanding. The love in student days is hazy, beautiful and pure.

After the college entrance examination, Yue Lin boldly confessed to Xiao Ran, and Xiao Ran immediately agreed. It's just that two people go to college in different cities, and love is like long-distance running.

Yue Lin can talk to Xiao Ran on the phone every day. Xiao Ran can write a few short poems with notes every day, and then send them to Yue Lin in an envelope. Yue Lin put them together in chronological order and took them out when he was free.

Xiao Ran took a winter vacation and went from Harbin to Wuhan to wait for Yue Lin to return to Changsha. Yue Lin still remembers one time when two people missed the bus. They snuggled up at the station and ate baked sweet potatoes. The fragrant smell has always been in my heart.

Yue Lin and Xiao Ran work part-time in Wuhan together. Although they have only a little salary, they are very happy.

Lin Yue couldn't sleep on the train. She was very excited. The pain of not seeing Sanqiu for one day is coming to an end. She is full of expectation for the north and longing for the future.

For the campus where bare is located, I am already familiar with it in my usual chat with bare. Lin Yue seems to have walked inside for thousands of times, getting familiar with street lamps and campus buildings. This seems to be the place where I once walked hand in hand with bare.

It's just eight o'clock at the gate of the boys' dormitory, and the gate of the boys' dormitory is opposite the gate of the girls' dormitory. Yue Lin came from the railway station dragging a big box, exhausted, but he wanted to see the excitement of nudity and put everything aside.

Bare said to go back to the dormitory at 9: 30 every day. Lin Yue was waiting at the door, and the cold wind flushed her cheeks. It's past 9: 30, but no one has appeared yet. Lin Yue wanted to surprise Bell, but refrained from calling.

However, this surprising scene made Yue Lin extremely sad.

Yue Lin saw a boy and a girl walking towards the dormitory holding hands, with a scarf around the boy's neck that he had spent a long time learning from his roommate. Yue Lin chose the color and pattern.

The boy was naked.

Lin Yue's heart was filled with anger and sadness, and her voice was hoarse. She cried, naked!

Bare, surprised, uneasy, eyes hiding, immediately put the girl in his hand and said in a trembling voice, why are you here?

The girl is sharp-eyed and asks, are you an old classmate?

Bare smile, said, yes, my high school classmate.

Lin Yue didn't speak again, her heart was bleeding, and her face was as cold as a knife, which lowered her expectations and made her feel embarrassed.

That girl said I went back to the dormitory. Why didn't you tell me when my old classmates came? Let's invite her to dinner tomorrow.

Standing in the wind, Yue Lin felt like a dead branch. If you are not careful, it will be broken.

Feelings can't stand long-distance love, and long-term separation is just an ideological comfort to each other. The loneliness in my heart also warms the people around me.

2

The relationship between Yue Lin and Xiao Ran ended in the ice and snow, and the beautiful dream in my heart is like a snowman in the sun, melting constantly.

That night, bare, explain to Lin Yue, but this is worse. Bare eyes dare not face the stinging color of Lin Yue. Finally, I told myself that the girl is a girlfriend who talked for a year or two, because I have to take the civil service exam and the girl's parents work in the government. ...

Bare, unexpectedly has been lying to yourself, Lin Yue heart sour let a person can't answer.

During her several years in college, some boys in Yue Lin's class confessed to her, talked about guitar outside the dormitory and sang her favorite Shui Mu songs. But she refused, and her heart was bare, and there was no room for others.

In recent years, students have been paired and alone. But my heart is not lonely, because in the far north, I believe I am thinking about myself in the same way.

But what's the use of swearing to Nuo Nuo? I once said that living in the north together and going to see the Hulan River together have become dreams.

Bare has changed his mind, but he is still in the dark. Xiao Ran once said that she didn't prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, but now she is pursuing a girl with a family background to get a stable job. Lin Yue felt ridiculous, and the emptiness in her heart had already changed.

After Yue Lin cried all night, it was all over.

Yue Lin herself went to Hulan River and Xiao Hong's hometown, where she felt the expectation of Xiao Hong's writing and childhood. Yue Lin is like a wounded crane, looking for the only wetland in her heart. The expectation is that they will pursue their dream place together intimately and move forward alone with pain.

Talk about love

Said the victim would go with him.

The Course of Suffering

Last night became a dream.

Last night's lights

-Xiao Hong

Yue Lin thought of Xiao Hong's poems.

Yue Lin made up her mind to forget her nakedness and work hard for her dream in this northern city she once yearned for.

? three

In a strange northern city, Lin Yue's idea of going south remains firm. She once said that she would go to the north, look for the place she yearned for in the text, and feel Xiao Hong's mood, but everyone with the same goal left.

Although she said she would break up with Berry, Yue Lin hoped Berry would let go and come back to her, and she would give him another chance. I may have wanted to stay here, but I still have this illusion.

And this opportunity seems to never come again. I was traveling in the south, waiting for someone, but this person turned to the south.

Xiao Ran's girlfriend's parents objected to the fact that they were together, because they wanted to find a suitable boy for their daughter. Reluctantly broke up with her and finally decided to go south to Guangzhou to find a job.

Bare, ready to leave the night before, about Lin Viet had dinner. Yue Linshuang, say yes quickly. Just eating is like classmates for many years, not mentioning each other's feelings at all. Lin Yue's heart is surprisingly calm.

Bare, still thin, but with a stubble, Lin Yue sitting in front of him is beautiful and generous, completely different from a careless woman.

Bare, full of guilt for Lin Yue, but afraid to face Lin Yue. And in front of Lin Yue is changing, bare, I don't know. Bare was dazzled by the beautiful girls around him, and he also wanted to find a job after graduating from college.

After a simple meal, the party is over. Bare, send Lin Yue downstairs. After Lin Yue went upstairs, she saw from the window that bare stood under the buttonwood for a long time and never left. When she finally left, the background was very thin.

Perhaps the beauty of youth and ignorance is just a rush in youth.

Yue Lin thought she would miss her and shed tears. But none of them.

An injured girl is like a blocked stone castle, and it is difficult to live alone.

From then on, Yue Lin was the only city where Travel to the South arrived, and the bubble of fantasy slowly burst. Yue Lin's work is excellent, and her boss has been promoted, which makes Yue Lin very careless. Walking in a city in the north, I suddenly don't know why I went to the north.

? 4.

Yue Lin stayed in Harbin for five years after graduation and remained single. Parents urged personal problems, and mother gave an ultimatum. Unable to find a partner, she went back to her hometown Changsha to find a job, not alone.

Seeing that her parents are old and her goal of traveling to the south is gone, Lin Yue thinks she should go back to her parents. Yue Lin is back, back to Changsha. This city with warm memories.

When I went home for the New Year, my classmates got together. Yue Lin and Xiao Ran met. Bare, with his wife.

Before going to the party, Yue Lin was still trying to see Bell. What should I do? Are you cold because of nervousness or excitement? When she saw bare, Yue Lin found her heart strangely calm.

From classmates' chat, I know that Xiao Ran has been married in Guangzhou for three years. She married the daughter of a local relocated household, who is six years older than Xiao Ran. Naked wife's heavy makeup is irrelevant and her education level is not high.

Yue Lin thought it was ridiculous. It turns out that people change. Xiao Ran once said that the goddess in her heart is a fairy elder sister with elegant temperament and blue heart. Yue Lin is also working hard towards this goal.

Yue Lin thought that the wife she was looking for should be a highly educated woman, but she didn't expect to be such a rent collector. Yue Lin felt sorry for bare, once bare was like a handsome son and a poet in her heart. Now I have a big belly and a greasy face, and there is a rent collector who loves to play mahjong next to me. There is no original gas field at all.

Bare, dare not look at Lin Yue, also dare not come and say hello to Lin Yue. The wife around me is like a piece of tarpaulin sticking to herself. How can it be so dull that she feels powerless? Yue Lin stands out among his classmates, with elegant temperament and dazzling light.

Perhaps bare will regret not cherishing it, but unfortunately time will not go back. Bare, because something happened after dinner, my wife left in a hurry.

At the class reunion, single men scrambled to ask Yue Lin's mobile phone number, and several women anxiously told Yue Lin to introduce her. Lin Yueshuang spoke the number quickly and promised a blind date.

The expectation and beauty of youth are buried in that city in the north, and the affection and friendship I feel here in my hometown are more unforgettable than the heating in the north.

Lin Yue's trip to the South Heart ended like this.

? 5.

After many years, the years have changed, and seeing Xiao Ran again is no longer the heart of that year. The era of pure love that once seemed like a sea change has gone.

In Yue Lin's memories of youth, there is the boy who was sunny in high school, and there is also the boy who joked with himself at the dinner table. And his own fantasy boy walking hand in hand with him in the North Campus. ...

Yue Lin's youthful dream "A Journey to the South" was frozen in the north. Back to my hometown, I shuttled through familiar cities and found that I loved these places more.

A moment that should last forever has come and gone before I know it.