I have been infertile and want to go to Mount Putuo to worship. I don't know if it's allowed.

Sincerity is the spirit. Married for more than two years. I thought the economy didn't allow it before, and I never planned to have children. Seeing that all my friends around me have become parents, I began to plan to have children. Supposedly, we are in our twenties, healthy and have never had an abortion. It shouldn't be difficult to have a baby.

However, half a year has passed, and a year has passed, and there is still no movement in my stomach. We go to the Lotus Mountain in Panyu to worship Guanyin, and the close temple will help me have a child. We almost "want to see the temple", and two fortune tellers also said that I could get pregnant any month last year, and I will definitely get pregnant in 20 13 years. Until I met the real Buddhism, I played Buddhism in the temple for the first time, worked at home for success for the first time, and then worshipped Guanyin Bodhisattva at home, chanting and worshiping Buddha every day. Last National Day, I vowed to be a vegetarian and ask for a child.

My master also told me that if you look inward, you will have more Xiu De. Volunteer brothers also talked to me: Why do you want children? Are you really ready to be a parent? Can you educate me? Wait a minute. I asked several questions in a row and suddenly I was cheated, right! Am I really qualified to be a mother? Why do I want children? Because I see that all my friends around me have children, and I want to have them, that's all. I have a child, and I gave it to my in-laws when I was born. That's what I thought before Education? I never thought about it. How can I have children? Can I treat other people's children as my own?

I was really ashamed at that time. After a few days of reflection at home, the words of the volunteer brother repeatedly appeared in my mind: which child dares to be reborn like you? Change from the heart, first cultivate your love and compassion, "seek inward and become more Xiu De".

I remember when I was young, I killed countless people. Because of my ignorance, I did too much business, especially I broke a lot of snake eggs with my childhood friends. I thought the reality made me pregnant! So, I worship Buddha every day and confess my past sins.

Once, my husband, my wife and the four of us were scattered in the community and saw a white cat that had just died on the side of the road. My girlfriend immediately offered to bury it. We read the conversion, Buddha name and death curse for it three times, and then buried it.

Another time, I passed a fishing gear shop after work and bought several boxes of earthworms. At that time, there were nine boxes left in that store, and I bought them all. Then my husband and I found a tree in the community, dug a mud pit and set it free. Seeing other people's children, I was also happy, and slowly began to let go of my tangled problems. Why do I want children? How to be a good parent? This is a question I often ask myself.

One night, my bike ran out of gas. When borrowing a pump from a roadside shop, the proprietress in the shop was quarreling with the boss and threw all the goods in the shop into the road in front of the guests. I picked them up one by one, and when all the guests in their shop left, I advised the proprietress: You are so kind to the dogs in your arms, not to mention your husband? It's not easy to be a husband and wife in this life, so cherish it! Life is short, anger is short, and happiness and tolerance are short. Why live in unhappiness? After hearing what I said, the boss's wife cried and talked for more than ten minutes, and learned that they lived in a community with me. I also feel very predestined.

The next day, I gave the feast master's True Buddhism and a book called How to Get rid of Worry to the proprietress. After that, we chatted from time to time. She waved to me from a distance that day. After sitting down, she said happily, "I have read all the books you gave me." I think they are very reasonable. I still can't understand the thick book. From the end of last year to now, my husband and I have been anxious once, and I really couldn't hold back that time, but I was not as reluctant as before and haggled over every ounce. After reading them, I stopped. " I was in a good mood. I said, "Elder sister, learning Buddhism means cultivating the mind. Let's put these troubles aside. I'm glad you can make such a change. Let us continue to spread these books in the future to benefit more people. " The elder sister said, "That's good. The boss next door also told me that it was so well written that I would show it to his mother and daughter-in-law after reading it. "

Let's share a lot of small things, not to say how well I have done, but to tell my sisters who want to have children like me, to practice more, and to ask for help everywhere is not as good as asking for yourself. If, like us, there is no problem with physical examination and no abortion, it must be that we are not virtuous enough. It is suggested that the sisters who seek children watch Guanyin Pumen Pin and Seeking Children at home every day.

Just at the beginning of this month, after examination, I found myself pregnant. I can't believe it! Counting the days, the whole family is very happy just after being freed from vegetarian food for half a year! Soo-shin, Xiu De, be a good mother.

At the same time, I also pray for Buddha and Bodhisattva to bless my disciples: the baby grows up healthily, gives birth at full term, looks like dad's eyes, and is smart and nurturing! ! Thank you for the blessing of the three treasures, and thank you for the buddhas and bodhisattvas! Bow to the buddhas of Shifang III! Amitabha Nangamuni! Compassion, compassion, Bodhisattva Nan Ai!

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