What should I do if I am always bullied by villains since I was a child?

Seriously, I think anything can be written as a novel, and it is a novel. I think it is your special family that brings you a different world outlook from your peers. Your personality, precocity, pessimism, inferiority and deep unwillingness to live. I don't know how to make you change, but I have a few suggestions. First of all, you should change your world view. You know, everyone is selfish, but selfishness does not mean denying human beings. Selfishness is also giving. Then you have to be brave, you have many advantages, you have to be confident! Also, you can try to make more friends. No matter what they do to you, you just have to treat them sincerely. Remember, growth comes at the expense of pain. Finally, tell you, let yourself have a dream. I can't help you much. I hope you can make yourself happier.