Help me figure out my destiny?

Fate is a profound topic, which is doomed to be unrealistic and unreliable. Your present stage is a period of confusion that no one will experience. Success = hard work+luck. Maybe you have worked hard now, but Maxima has to wait for its Bole. You persevere. If Bole cannot find you, you can create conditions to find Bole. Don't trust your own destiny. Once you give up, you will get nothing. There is hope as long as you persist.