When my mother was alive, my fortune teller said that my mother was ill. Now she's dead. When my mother was still alive for two years, my name was called and I felt my mother.

Your guilt is still there, isn't it? There is no absolute rush in numerology. There are very few such people. Just because your mother will get sick after you are born. You are just a time scale, like a clock. If you don't know, there will be a direct causal relationship between your birth and your mother's illness and death.

If you miss her, worship her when you have time.