The boy who has been secretly in love for eight years confessed to me and felt that he had no regrets in this life.

I have known Z for a long time. He is my junior high school classmate and classmate, but he is a bully and a scum, which is different from youth drama. We didn't communicate. Half a semester later, he won the first place in the mid-term exam, and I didn't know there was such a person in my class.

As for when he knew me, maybe later.

The impression at that time was wow, a good student with glasses. But there is no idea of approaching. After all, everyone has his own circle.

What is the origin of goodwill? Once a girl's sanitary napkin fell out on the physical education class, and all the boys in the class were booing. He came and blew all the boys away, saying it was a normal physiological phenomenon and didn't know much about coaxing.

Then I noticed Z, paid more and more attention to him, and found that he was an upright, kind and gentle man.

Help teachers manage classes, tell students questions, and be meticulous. My eyes lit up when I talked about my dreams at the class meeting.

When I was in the second grade, I secretly wrote a letter, pretending that girls from other classes confessed to him.

Now everyone remembers his reply: thank you for your appreciation, but life is long and there are countless passers-by, and I am just one of them.

I was very sad, so I went to ask for a visa. It said that if I could never forget it, there would be repercussions.

This inexplicable signing gave me a little courage. I didn't want to be a passerby, so I studied hard for the next year and a half and was admitted to the same high school with him. My parents think I'm open-minded, but it's just for one person.

High school is the focus of the province. He is in the experimental class and I am in the regular class.

I am very busy with my studies and have little meaningful contact.

Besides going home by car during the holidays, we will also run into each other. Except for the coincidence at the beginning, I calculated the time behind.

But he is a quiet person, and I can't talk very well, so even if there is no communication in a car, I may be a familiar stranger in his eyes.

His grades are still good, stable in the top ten, and he is on the honor list every time. I listen to his news, pay attention to his dynamics, and occasionally meet him on campus for a happy day. Anyway, high school is like that. After the college entrance examination, he and I filled out the university in the same place.

The university is going to slowly close the relationship to show its intention. Before he could say it, he heard the news that he was with other girls. How can I say that it was a sad moment? He deleted all his contact information and was decadent for half a semester.

There are club seniors chasing me behind, which is a little human, so I promised to spend more time together.

My senior was very kind to me and introduced me to my family and friends very early. I think it may be a good thing to marry and have children with this person when he is always on the inside of the road. But I'm a little disappointed.

Once at night in the dormitory, my roommate and sister asked me if I had thought about marrying my senior. I said look at fate, who knows this. As a result, I don't know why the topic is so crooked. I want to know what my future husband will look like when he looks in the mirror at twelve o'clock at night. It is an urban legend. The dormitory owner said that she knew a smoke detector, which looked smart, and asked us if we wanted to try it. I was also bored, so I added a business card, transferred some money and asked if I could make a positive result with my seniors.

The other party said that I had a hard time in love. I thought paying for disaster relief was a routine. He went on to say that you have taken a different road now, and you should be with another person who has secretly loved you for a long time. Then I told Z's personality and family again.

I was so excited, but I pretended not to care at all and said it was impossible.

The fortune teller said that you broke up with this one, and there was no good news from me after half a year.

I didn't speak again, but I really broke up with my senior when I went back, for another reason. When I heard him say that I should be with Z, I found myself ridiculous. I have never forgotten Z. I am sorry for my senior's sincerity and failed myself.

But unexpectedly, a month after breaking up with my senior, Z didn't know where to contact me. We both stayed at school on May Day, and he asked me to go to the movies. On the way back, he suddenly confessed that he wanted to be with him.

I was completely fooled. He said he didn't want to progress so fast, but he was afraid that I would suddenly ignore him as before, find no one, and then be with other boys. So hurry up.

He talked about many things from his own point of view. For example, he noticed me in high school, but he didn't dare to disturb me because I didn't like to talk. He read all my compositions and didn't apply to the university here until he knew that I liked this city. He was supposed to get along with me slowly, but somehow, he took part in a competition and made a rumor that he was with other girls. When he found out, he quickly clarified that I had a boyfriend. ...

My heart is very complicated and it feels so coincidental, but maybe this is life.

But the moment he stopped me and said I liked you, I felt so happy that I had no regrets in my life.

Z and I can be together. This is God's love.

More daily:

A few days ago, we strolled on the playground of Z University and had a chat.

Z: Actually, I was afraid that you would leave with that senior, get married and have children.

Me: Then why don't you say something?

Z: He is very kind to you. You look very happy. I don't want to disturb you.

Me: ...

Z: Then how did you break up with him? Did he do anything to hurt you? Don't be afraid, I'll get it back for you.

Me: No, you think too much.

Z: What's that?

Me: I suddenly realized that I may have a good impression on many people in this world, but I will only fall in love with you.