I have become very superstitious, especially interested in temples and Buddha statues. I like to draw lots to decide everything, and I like to ask God for divination and fortune telling.

I think it may be an escape from reality. For example, some mistakes in your work are the serious consequences caused by your lack of preparation, and then you feel that you are so unlucky, do you have any bad luck, do you want to calculate divination or something, and then go back and calculate divination according to the master's method, dress according to his method, and eliminate the bad luck. The result is indeed better than before, but the fact is that you suffered a loss, remember.