What's it like to be displaced all your life?

What's it like to be displaced all your life? This kind of feeling Bian Xiao thinks should be a kind of loneliness higher than loneliness. After all, loneliness means that you are relatively independent of your own consciousness. Maybe you can't find your partner, or maybe others don't understand your high standards. You think people born as human beings are different from you and don't appreciate you. But after all, you will have your own place. You have a fixed home and stable assets, but you will only say that you have no favorite partner and few intimate friends. But for displaced people, it should be a lifetime trip. It may be said that he has no fixed net worth and so on, or even has no successful wandering life. At the high end, maybe this is the freedom you want.

You may always have a hard shell in the eyes of others, and no one can fully protect you. You dress yourself up as a hedgehog, no one dares to get close, and no one wants to get close. You are your own background wall. When encountering difficulties and bumps, digest yourself and pull out the injured thorns. You are strong enough. Mentally speaking, your life seems effortless, but you seem to live a hard life. You can clean up your feelings and see no flaws to give yourself a sense of security. When it rains, I run to my destination without an umbrella. When I was lovelorn, I was drunk in the street and slept with my head covered. The next day, I still lived a dull life. Sometimes you may move alone, travel alone, eat hot pot alone, and sing K. When you are tired, you will lean against the wall and stare at the ceiling for a long time. You won't actively rely on anyone, because you have no one to rely on.

Bian Xiao can think of a displaced life scene: work is indifferent, lovers leave when they are satisfied, and they will not be sentimental. The settlement of the city will move according to its own emotional needs. It may be the boss's urging contract, the grandmother next door urging you to pay the rent, or the party where colleagues invite you to the company for dinner. You send them according to your own mood. No one will understand you, and maybe you won't understand you.

Perhaps because of my dreams and obsession, I am homeless and helpless. Maybe you are a person who has no ambition all his life, is willing to be poor and wandering from place to place. This is your choice, your vision, your paradise. You may regret crying one day, but you don't have to blame yourself This is the no way back you chose.

For Bian Xiao, Bian Xiao wants you to wake up soon, because life above is painful. After all, everyone has to pay a painful price for this displaced life. Ordinary people can't afford his life and youth, which is the best explanation for being responsible for yourself and walking in this world this time.