Chan Sarah, who was destroyed by her biological mother, has never been married, has no friends and no job, and is still troubled by depression.

Chan Sarah's "When I Wake Up", "Rolling Red Dust" and "You Go Your Way" are all unforgettable melodies for fans.

She slowly sang the feelings of women in a sad voice. Every capital is classic.

In the hearts of fans, Chan Sarah is a representative of chic and uninhibited, a model of independent women, and an idol of many women who advocate free life.

But Chan Sarah in life is not such a character at all.

Under the protection of her mother, she lost the ability to take care of herself, never fell in love and got married, and was troubled by depression. I'm sorry.

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Chan Sarah debuted at the age of 8 and participated in various competitions under the leadership of her mother. She showed her singing talent at an early age.

At that time, the entertainment circle in Taiwan Province Province was in chaos, and her mother was worried that she would be led astray, so she followed her since she was a child.

Her mother takes good care of her life and work, so she doesn't have to worry about it at all.

At the age of 9, Chan Sarah signed a contract with a record company, and at the age of 13, she became a regular singer of Taiwanese TV stations.

At the same time, she has to participate in various performances and has little time to go to school.

In other words, she has never been in contact with society, only her mother is around her.

Mother Chen has never given her daughter a chance to grow up and has always protected her as a little girl.

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When Chan Sarah/Kloc-was 0/5 years old, he released his solo album "The Sun of Love" and conquered his fans with a folk song.

Many TV stations invited Chan Sarah to sing, and her mother followed closely, but she was not allowed to contact any strangers. As soon as the work is over, she goes home immediately and never gives her daughter a chance to get in touch with others.

Even in the entertainment circle, Chan Sarah has never come into contact with strangers, and has never seen the filth of the entertainment circle.

Mother Chen's kindness to her daughter is well known, but when these "kindness" exceed a certain limit, it is equivalent to hindering her daughter's growth.

Before signing with Rolling Stone Records, Chan Sarah was busy hosting and releasing albums.

A song "Sunset Walk with Me" made Chan Sarah popular. This record became the highest-grossing record in Taiwan Province province that year, and also made Chan Sarah the best female singer in Taiwan TV Golden Bell Award.

Chan Sarah doesn't like to communicate with people. People who have worked with her have commented on her like this: "very quiet, very indifferent, and don't like to talk."

In fact, it's not that she doesn't want to make friends, but that she doesn't know how to do it.

It's not that she doesn't want to communicate with people, but that she doesn't know how to speak.

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1988, Chan Sarah joined Rolling Stone Records.

With the help of Jonathan Lee, she released The World of Red Dust and When I Wake up, which opened the door to her career.

In those years, Maggie Cheung and Brigitte Lin were very popular, and their touching love stories were the theme songs sung by Chan Sarah.

For example, Chan Sarah sang the theme songs of films such as Rolling Red Dust, Wing Chun, Green Snake and Dong Fangbubai.

Laughing at the World of Red Dust is accompanied by the image of Brigitte Lin's chic and romantic style by the fire, which makes people feel that I am at ease under the bustling glitz.

Someone once described it like this: In this world, only Chan Sarah's songs can match Brigitte Lin's beauty.

Chan Sarah's singing is crisp and neat, with a gentle and irresistible force in the emphasis, which makes women feel distressed and dark.

The song "When I Wake Up from a Dream" makes women struggling in endless love suddenly find an outlet to vent.

In the face of the failure and torture of love, there is absolutely no need to be so miserable, and you can also "why be infatuated."

"Rolling Red Dust" is different from "When I Wake Up". This song has a sense of fatalism.

It will make us unconsciously put Brigitte Lin and Qin and Han Dynasties in the right place, and remind us of their feelings that have been entangled for 20 years.

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Chan Sarah has sung about many women's feelings, and is also a representative figure of independent women, but in fact, she is a giant baby.

Although Chan Sarah has become a superstar in the music industry and is 30 years old, he still hasn't learned to be independent.

Former colleagues once broke the news:

In life, from buying a house and a car to her career life, her mother Chen arranged it for her.

Chan Sarah always looks at her mother silently, as if it had nothing to do with her.

Such Chan Sarah, as if living outside the real world, is always immune and always keeps a distance from reality.

In Chen's life, she is a mother, a friend, a partner and a spiritual pillar.

On the road of growing up, she didn't run hard and rely on her mother, but she never thought that her mother would eventually get old.

1997 was a very painful year for Chan Sarah.

This year, in order to lose weight, she accidentally ate diet food containing amphetamines, and began to have frequent headaches, high fever, loss of appetite, and sometimes auditory hallucinations and drowsiness, which completely prevented her from performing normally.

She rested for a whole year to recuperate.

1998 nursed back to health and adjusted mentality, and released the album Paradise Lost.

No one expected that this would be Chan Sarah's last album.

Shortly after the album was released, mother Chen suddenly fell ill and died after being rescued.

Chan Sarah, who had just recovered from his illness, suffered a great mental shock.

No one can understand how hard it is for Chan Sarah to leave her mother because she refuses to speak.

At Chen's mother's funeral, I went to pay my respects. Chan Sarah didn't say a word, just quietly looking at Jonathan Lee.

Jonathan Lee described:

This child who is used to relying on his mother can no longer live a normal life and be isolated from reality.

She cut off all previous relationships, shut herself up at home, and never wanted to sing or go out again.

In 2003, in order to save Chan Sarah, Rolling Stone released a Chan Sarah album, which contained a letter from Jonathan Lee to Chan Sarah:

20 10, Chen's father confirmed that he really suffered from depression, and it was very serious.

For many years, she has lived in seclusion and rarely appeared in public.

Now, everything about her is like a legend and will never be known again.

On the road of children's growth, the mother is a very important role, which can be loved and spoiled, but just don't deprive children of the right to grow up.

Only by adapting to society and learning to stand on your own feet can you live a good life when you lose your mother in the future.

A person's growth will inevitably be hurt and stumbling, but only after these experiences can people grow up and face the future.

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Author: Ye Yueer