Some information about Fan Meizhong.

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Originally named Fan Meizhong, he was born in Longchang, Sichuan. 1992 graduated from Longchang No.2 Middle School and was admitted to Peking University. 1997 after graduating from the history department of Peking University, I worked as a teacher in Shuguang Middle School in Zigong. Soon after, he resigned because of class remarks, and then moved to Shenzhen, Guangzhou, Chongqing, Beijing, Hangzhou and Chengdu to engage in the media and teacher industries. Worked in China Economic Times and Southern Sports. He has published Fan Meizhong's articles, such as Pursuing Meaningful Education, Traveler: Walking Against Nothing, Kite: Guilt and Repentance of the Soul, and Beating Thought with Thought-Reading the Biography of Hayek, which can be searched in Tianya BBS and Frontline Education Forum. Now working in Sichuan Guangya School.

In foreign media reports, it is called running model.

Fan Paopao was named for the following reasons:

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5. 12 When the earthquake happened, I left my students and ran out of the classroom. On May 22nd, I published the article "The Earth shook at that moment-5.12 Personal History of Wenchuan Earthquake" on Tianya, which described in detail everything I did during the earthquake and my mental journey afterwards.

According to the description, he was having a Chinese class at Guangya School in Sichuan, and his desk was shaking, but according to some experience of the earthquake, Fan thought it was a slight earthquake, so he told the students not to panic. But before the words were finished, the teaching building shook violently.

"I instantly react-earthquake! Then suddenly rushed to the stairs. " Later, Fan Meizhong found himself the first person to arrive at the football field. It took a long time to see the students coming to the playground one after another. Then he had a talk with the students:

Fan: "Why don't you come out?"

Student: "we didn't react at first, only to see you run away and disappear." When we reacted, we were all scared to hide under the table! " We didn't come out until the serious earthquake subsided! Teacher, why didn't you take us out before you left? "

Fan: "I have never been a dedicated person. I only care about my own life, don't you know?" Last time there was a fire in the middle of the night, I also ran away quickly! "

Then, Fan Meizhong said to a student who was somewhat disappointed with him: "I am a person who pursues freedom and justice, but I am not a person who dares to sacrifice myself after others!" ! At this moment of life and death choice, I can only consider sacrificing myself for my daughter. Other people, even my mother, don't care in this situation. Because I can't control my adults, there is no point in running away from one without moving it. If it is too dangerous, I will die with you. If there is no danger, I don't care about you, and you are not in danger, let alone you are seventeen or eighteen years old! "

Fan Meizhong wrote: "This may be my self-justification, but I don't feel any moral guilt. I also told my students,' I will never be the one who dares to fight gangsters with a knife!' These words, like stones, stirred up a thousand waves and exploded in the forum.

Hence the name Fan Paopao.

Fan Meizhong's articles can be found in Tianya Forum and Frontline Education Forum.

I work in Sichuan Guangya School, and now I have been suspended.

Attachment: "The earth shook at that moment"

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Fan Meizhong

I used to feel miserable, because I was not born in a country as liberal, democratic and respectful of human rights as the United States! Because the pain of my graduation from college for more than ten years is related to this, so is the bad education I received for seventeen years. I have asked God countless times: Why give me a soul that loves freedom and truth, and let me be born in such a despotic and dark China? Let me suffer so much! But I am also glad for myself: I was not born in War of Resistance against Japanese Aggression and during the war of liberation, so I may experience the horror of war and the grief of abnormal bereavement; I was not born in the first 30 years of the Republic, because with my indomitable and childlike character, I will probably be shot, and my family will have to endure the pain and pay the bullet fee; Or defend Chairman Mao and Red China to the death, but actually die worthless; Or after a passionate youth, find yourself with nothing.

Of course, at the age of sixteen, when I was in the third grade, I vaguely saw the unbearable sports of that generation through TV and newspapers, but I didn't feel pain because I was a fool at that time, although the influence of this sports on my life track was that I experienced a nightmare year of military training three years later. But a generation has a generation of suffering! The first is the pain of schizophrenia in the face of commercial society and totalitarian society after college, the anxiety and loneliness of wanting freedom and justice, and the nothingness of life without home! But this illusory and almost neurotic pain to some people is nothing in the world, much ado about nothing! I didn't encounter a war or a big flood! I doubt the reliability of self and others, the reliability of life, but I don't doubt the reliability of the earth, although I have long denied the possibility of the earth as a home for life. Tangshan earthquake has become a distant disaster memory and an abstract death toll. But what should come will come eventually! Without psychological preparation, I experienced the most horrible experience in my life in Dujiangyan, which is closest to Yingxiu, the epicenter: 5? 12 Wenchuan 8? A magnitude 0 earthquake!

As usual, this afternoon is my first year of SL Chinese class in IB. Before class, both my students and I felt extremely stuffy. I walked around the classroom, opening all the windows as much as possible. The content of this lesson is the thirteenth time of a dream of red mansions. As usual, the students will speak first, but the students will finish in less than ten minutes. I think students in many places ignore the past and let students ask questions. There is no problem with the students, so I have to go into battle myself. When talking about Feng's dream interpretation, I asked the students, "Is this a magical realism?" The student said, "This is superstition!" I asked the students again: "Will Cao Xueqin think it is superstition? Will Xifeng think so? " The student said, "No! Because they believe this! " From this, I persuaded the students: "Today, we think that dreams, fortune telling and geomantic omen are superstitions because we look at these things from the perspective of modern scientific positivism and rationality. Science and reason have greatness, but they also have their limitations. For example, the meaning of my life is empty. Can scientific rationality be solved? Can science and reason comfort people who have lost relatives and friends? Can science and reason guarantee our happiness? Therefore, many problems and fields cannot be understood or solved by science and reason, so we should not be too conceited about science and reason, but be in awe of the mysterious forces in the universe ... "Just then, the desk shook, and the students were shocked and a little overwhelmed. Because I have experienced several minor earthquakes in which tables and beds shook before, I have some experience in earthquakes, so I calmly comforted the students and said, "Don't panic! Earthquake, nothing! ..... "Before I finished, the teaching building shook violently and even made a loud noise (because the classroom is a big study room built of wood on the basis of a bungalow), and I instantly reacted-a big earthquake! Then I rushed to the stairs and even fell down when I went downstairs. At this time, I suddenly had an idea, "Is China under nuclear attack?" Then rolling and crawling ran to the center of the football field next to the teaching building at the fastest speed! I found myself the first person to arrive at the football field, and then a foreigner came out of the nearby teacher building with a two-year-old child in his arms. There was a big crack in the boys' room! So after I came out, I never had the courage to go back to the dormitory!

Then I wandered around the former playground and found that students from primary school and kindergarten were there. President Qing was there, so I went to chat with him. I said, "In my impression, the house of Guangya School is not very strong! Why didn't one fall? " President Qing replied proudly, "The houses in our school are built like bunkers. How could it fall? " ? I'm a contractor, not a contractor! Those contractors are arguing with me about the contracted materials, but I am determined not to do it. I bought materials! I can pay more, the house is on the spot! The ground and the wall are connected together! Fix it. We checked the content of reinforced concrete with instruments! "It turned out that he didn't have foresight, that is, he didn't cut corners, and he didn't have any special quality assurance and earthquake-proof design! I'm relieved that even the houses in Guangya School that don't look so good haven't fallen down, and there is not much problem elsewhere. At this time, I received messages from Guo Chuyang, Lv Dong and Radish Pit asking about safety, all of which were successful. In addition, I successfully sent a message to Li Yulong, and received a reply, knowing that he and Fox are both fine. At this moment, I thought that my mother, brother and sister in my hometown might have seen the news of Dujiangyan earthquake, and I was very worried. They should call home. I can only answer the landline at this time, but there are too many people calling. I waited for a long time without waiting for the opportunity, so I had to give up! At this time, a student who came back from walking into the city to observe the situation said: "Dujiangyan City was seriously affected, and 20% of the houses collapsed! "The house of Guangya School really stood the test this time!" Teachers and students in the school have been complaining about the quality of the buildings in Guangya School. After the earthquake, they can't help but sit up and take notice of President Qing and his Guangya school!

At this time, the principal's wife in Chengdu also came back. She said, "Chengdu is ok, but the teaching building of Dujiangyan Juyuan Middle School collapsed. 18 class students were buried below, and hundreds of people died. The director of education knelt there and cried! " Another resident near Guangya School who came back from Juyuan Town said, "At that time, I was shopping and running very fast. The houses on both sides of the street collapsed instantly. I ran over the body. It's terrible! " Another parent of Guangya School said: "It seems that the quality will be better if I pay more money, and the children will be fine in Guangya!"

From five or six o'clock in the afternoon, some parents of Dujiangyan and Chengdu have come to pick up their children from school. I also took my parents' car back to Chengdu at nine o'clock. The traffic in Dujiangyan is so bad that excavators and ambulances can't move forward smoothly because there are too many cars running around in the driveway! I walked on the Second Ring Road for nearly an hour. At ten o'clock, the bus finally got on the Chengguan Expressway. After the bus ran for a while, I received a short message from Wei Yong: "You are still alive!" " I quickly replied, "I'm fine. Our school is fine, but Dujiangyan is in serious condition! " After the car drove out of the toll station, we found that the west line had been used as a special channel for disaster relief, and the vehicles bypassed the city from the expressway around the city. Then I took a taxi and went straight home. There was no one at home. Before that, I had received a short message from my wife, knowing that they had taken refuge in the open space of the nearby Waldorf School, so I rushed to Waldorf School with my bank card and found that the school had set up two big tents and a dozen small tents, and my daughter had fallen asleep in her car! My wife is sitting there chatting with some Waldorf teachers and parents. My sudden appearance surprised my wife, because my phone has been disconnected since the earthquake, and she has been worried about me! That night, I slept on the school bus at Waldorf School. I can't stretch. I feel bored when the door is closed, and there are mosquitoes when the door is open. Anyway, I just didn't sleep well Between dreaming and waking, I felt the car shaking obviously twice again, because it was outdoors and there was no psychological burden, so I didn't make any response.

After six o'clock, my aunt called me and said that her sister stayed up all night, because she didn't adapt to the environment, because mosquitoes kept biting, and the little guy kept awake and crying. We have to hurry home. But at this time, everyone became frightened, and the response to the earthquake reached a state of fear and fear. I always stare at drinking buckets and teacups to see if the water is shaking. When I sit on the sofa and feel the sofa moving, I will solemnly say, "It seemed to move again just now!" " "There will be ready to call you run! In fact, there are many aftershocks of the water shaking in the cup in one day, and the aftershocks of the chandelier shaking are twice as big! We have packed our clothes, bought dry food and stood at the door with an umbrella, ready to rush down, but in the end we didn't rush out, and many people have already rushed out! Because it was too uncomfortable to sleep outside, 13 We simply slept at home that night, but I was always on my guard because I was worried that the little guy didn't sleep well at all. I can run very fast myself, but not if I hold the little guy! And panic is likely to stumble, so we must react quickly to gain time, and we must not be careless! Actually, I infer that aftershocks can't exceed magnitude 5? 12 magnitude, since 5? 12 Chengdu is not dangerous, so the aftershock Chengdu is definitely not dangerous. But Chengdu residents who have never experienced such a violent earthquake are obviously frightened, and the tension they created has also infected me! I'm nervous too! At noon that day, I received a short message from Li Yong, informing me to store water quickly, because the Dujiangyan chemical plant leaked water and the water source in Chengdu was polluted! So everyone rushed to find pots and pans to store water! I don't think water can be used. How did this happen? So I quickly asked the water delivery company to send five buckets of water, and there were only two buckets left! And people in the mall are also snapping up mineral water! At this time, I have considered whether to withdraw from my hometown Longchang or simply go to Kunming where my wife and brother are located! Turn on the TV, and the TV station is repeating the rumor that there is no water leakage in the China factory and there is no problem with the water in Chengdu! I should be relieved, but because our party is a liar, even if it is true this time, I can't believe it, so I made a direct phone call to President Qing Guangya of Dujiangyan. He said: "There was no chemical plant leakage, but a fire caused by a gas explosion! "I'm relieved!

I haven't had a comfortable meal for two days in a row. /kloc-on the morning of 0/4, I finally made three soups with my heart. Steaming, delicious and delicious dishes have been prepared, and tomato and egg soup is almost ready. Just then, I suddenly got a call from Fox, saying that there was a big earthquake between one and two, and told me to evacuate quickly. As soon as I saw that the time was 1 p.m. 16, a major earthquake could happen at any time, so I immediately turned off the fire and told everyone to hurry! My wife is still reluctant to part with the delicious food! And my aunt's five-year-old son can't bear to eat one or two as soon as he makes jiaozi! I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Compared with life, what is a good meal and a bowl of glutinous rice balls? If a devastating earthquake happens suddenly, will it be too late for my mother-in-law? Women are irrational and indecisive like children! Rushed to Waldorf, where many students and parents have gathered. It's raining lightly, so we've been sitting under the big tent, because many children are noisy there, and the little guy hasn't been able to sleep well, as if he were in a low mood! After a while, we felt two obvious shakes. I estimate that the magnitude of the epicenter is about five or six, which is still worrying for people in the epicenter area, but the magnitude generally decays by two levels from the epicenter to Chengdu, that is, three or four. What's the problem? People are really scared. Because the shaking was so slight, we even judged that the big earthquake had not yet arrived. After five o'clock in the afternoon, my wife and I finally decided to go home. Because even if we can stand such an environment, the little guy can't stand it. /kloc-on the evening of 0/4, I still got up the courage to sleep at home. Considering my family, especially that little guy, I'm still alert at any time, or I'm half asleep. I just feel that I care more about my family, especially my daughter, than my students! At about eleven o'clock that night, another strong earthquake happened. The mothers of three children under one year old who live in my house reacted quickly and rushed out of the room with their children in their arms, while everyone else in the same community had basically gone downstairs. As soon as the vibration subsided, I told everyone not to go out, but I didn't trust them, so I told them to sleep in peace. I sat alone in the living room and watched it all night, so I stayed up all night. I spent the next few days in this panic. After several days of tension, anxiety and sleepless nights, I feel exhausted. I feel, I'm afraid we will collapse before the earthquake comes! I'm really afraid of coming, but I don't know when. Fear is the most terrible! /kloc-on the evening of 0/7, I began to sleep peacefully. 18, I even breathed a sigh of relief. I am no longer suspicious, because my stool has moved and my eyes have been fixed on the water glass! I slept comfortably that night and felt more than half of my energy restored. Then at ten o'clock in the evening, I saw people in the community fleeing in succession and said, "TV informed that there will be six to seven aftershocks today and tomorrow!" "I quickly turned on the TV, and sure enough, the TV is playing emergency notices repeatedly! Many friends also called to inform, and the atmosphere suddenly became very tense! After a calm analysis, I said, "As the name implies, the aftershock area refers to the area where aftershocks occurred, and Chengdu is obviously not in the aftershock area. In this case, we shouldn't worry! "My wife insisted on going out. She said: "TV said nothing but Chengdu! You are not an earthquake expert! "Considering that there are three children living at home, I finally decided to go out together for their safety. At this time, the street was in chaos! I spent another night on Waldorf campus! The little guy was so excited that he stayed up almost all night, and wow, I don't know what to say! The foreign teacher Waldorf who slept next to him reminded me to keep my voice down. I didn't expect this little guy's "whoa whoa whoa whoa ..." voice to get louder. Everyone laughed! The child doesn't know the seriousness of the matter, just for fun! That night, I slept in the car for three or four hours. After nearly ten days of tension and fatigue, my body finally collapsed, with a stuffy nose and a headache. Obviously, I have a bad cold! Fortunately, the earthquake seems to have finally passed! In the following time, the frequency and intensity of earthquakes are decreasing. Maybe you can feel at ease gradually.

Fan Meizhong once again issued a document saying that unemployment is a retrogression of society and civilization.

I'm Fan Meizhong. Thank you for your support and criticism.

I never thought that my speech would cause such a big uproar, but at this time, the media has pushed me to the forefront of public opinion, and now I only hope that this matter can be settled as soon as possible.

I still insist on my view that only fascism can convict a person's speech and take it as his crime. I lost my job and saw the retrogression of society and civilization.

Who says there is no high or low job, only a different division of labor? It's you hypocrites

Who slaps his mouth with a golden tongue while saying that a teacher is a sacred profession? You hypocrites!

Teachers are not the shapers of souls, and it is a typical discourse hegemony to assert that teachers are soul engineers.

The key to shaping children's souls is the family environment and social environment. Teachers are only part of it. When we get used to the mask of hypocrisy, it is always hard to accept when we suddenly see the true and ugly truth. Therefore, I don't bear a grudge against my attacker, but I am full of infinite pity for you.

Nietzsche once said that when a person fights monsters, he should be careful to become a monster. I hope to support my friends and take this as a warning. It is better to maintain a sense of superiority in IQ than to be pestered and abused by hypocrites.

Is it a teacher's duty to help students in times of crisis?

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When the earthquake happened on May 6th, Fan Meizhong was the first person to run out of the classroom. Afterwards, he posted "The Moment that Shocked the Mountain", "Why should I write" and "I discussed running with the principal, colleagues and students". The name "Fan Paopao" came from this and caused an uproar on the Internet.

According to Fan Meizhong's account, he was in class when the Sichuan earthquake happened. At first, he thought it was a small earthquake and told the students not to panic. He immediately realized that it was a big earthquake, rushed out of the classroom, rushed down the stairs and even fell down without saying anything. The first one rushed to the center of the football field.

After the students came to the playground one after another, they asked him, "Teacher, why didn't you take us out before you left?" In the face of students' doubts, Teacher Fan made this explanation: "I am a person who pursues freedom and justice, but I am not a person who dares to sacrifice myself after others!" At this moment of life and death choice, I can only consider sacrificing myself for my daughter. Other people, even my mother, don't care in this situation. "

Some critics have sternly pointed out that it is not "nothing wrong" but an absolute mistake for teachers to leave their students to escape in the earthquake; Defending this is not "no problem", but a big problem; It is even more shameless to speak smugly.

However, some netizens support Fan Meizhong. They think that teachers don't necessarily have the obligation to help students, and teachers are human beings. The first thing to do is to live hard and take care of your family.

It was class time when the Sichuan earthquake happened, and many teachers who sacrificed themselves for others appeared at the critical moment. Some of them use their bodies to block the deformed doors and shout for students to escape from the classroom; Some protect students under their bodies and build life barriers for them with their own flesh and blood.

When Fan Meizhong was accused and defended himself, he said, "I have never been a dedicated person. I only care about my own life, don't you know? Last time there was a fire in the middle of the night, I escaped quickly! I have a strong sense of crisis. Every time there is danger, I react faster and escape faster! "

An article responds: What needs to be reminded of Teacher Fan is that you should not forget that you are not only, but also Teacher Fan, especially when the earthquake happened, you were in class. So, you are teacher Fan first. As a Fan Meizhong, you can ignore your mother, which only involves the moral problems of being a son; But as teacher Fan, you can't ignore your students, because this involves not only the morality of being a man, but also the responsibility of being a teacher.

In the online forum, many netizens published articles, which raised Fan Paopao to a higher level, called him a "typical liberal", and then criticized the liberals as "caring and irresponsible". Fan Paopao incident is the death knell of "liberals". These remarks naturally attracted corresponding refutation.

Fan Paopao's remarks

"I am an excellent teacher, not noble, not noble, but not shameless."

"China teachers are too short of teachers with personality, thinking and critical spirit like me."

Modern people only need reasonable humanity and law-abiding. I just want to be a dignified, rational and intelligent citizen.

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Song of Fan Paopao

Fan Paopao's lyrics:

There is a man with a strange name.

He pretends to love and is free.

Mom and dad, he doesn't love it either.

He runs faster than a rabbit.

You may not know it, but he likes to sit and chat.

He is a teacher by profession.

One day in class, there was a sudden earthquake.

He left all the students behind.

He rushed out of the classroom and ran away.

Fan runs, he runs and runs.

Fan runs, he runs and runs.

Fan runs, he runs and runs.

Fan runs, he runs and runs.

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