Suddenly found himself just an ordinary person.

When did you realize that you were actually an ordinary person?

Probably after reading the book The Moon and Sixpence.

I used to think I was just very different from others.

With a hint of lofty and arrogant.

While they were playing house, I was reading all kinds of fairy tales and composition books.

I was reading various literary books such as Besieged City when they were reading various essays in which the overbearing president fell in love with me.

When they were immersed in chicken soup, I was writing anti-chicken soup.

I was working part-time when they reached out to their parents for money.

I was still in college when they dropped out.

I haven't seen much TV series, and the running man has never seen anything like it.

Many top 1 songs have never been heard. Netease Cloud recommends that there are always some songs that are less than 999+ comments.

Haven't seen many box office movies. ,

The app on the mobile phone is also very different from others.

Over time, there is an inexplicable sense of superiority and a strange way of thinking.

This will give people a sense of distance.

I am more and more sensitive to words such as mediocrity, mediocrity and mediocrity, and I deeply believe that the books and movies I have seen will be integrated into my blood, and then I will be shaped into an absolutely extraordinary me.

However, I was wrong. I was very wrong.

Strickland, the hero of The Moon and Sixpence, has a stable life, a beautiful wife and lovely children.

He has a good salary in the stock exchange, and his life is like a lake. There is no wind, no source and no waves.

But one day, he suddenly left, married 17 years, and he still left.

He wants to paint.

He went to Paris and painted in a small, dark house. He often has no food and is in a mess.

No one appreciated his paintings, except Stroway, who took Strickland to his home to rest when he was dying of a fever. However, it turned out to be a disaster.

Because Stroway's wife fell in love with Strickland.

He ruined his quiet life.

However, how did strickland explain it?

He said:

Seeing this part, I don't like him very much.

Later, he continued to wander around, a man with a big nose, bright eyes, red beard, messy hair and rags. Finally, he came to an island.

The book wrote: I have always had an idea that some people were not born where they should be, and were accidentally thrown into an environment, but there is always a nostalgia for unknown homes. ......

Sometimes a person happens to find a place and mysteriously feels where he belongs. This is the home he is looking for. He will settle in the scenery he has never seen before and live among people he doesn't know, as if he had known them from birth.

Here, he finally found peace.

This passage reminds me of the picture that I can't forget. The night view of santorini Island,

Sanmao accidentally saw a photo of the Sahara desert and decided that it was the place where the soul was placed.

For me, the photos of this island also give me a mysterious sense of peace.

I just want to go to an island or town in Florence to get some sunshine.

Feed the cat and get a dog.

At the end of the article, Strickland's rotting corpse stinks. In that dark and narrow house, his paintings later appeared as famous paintings.

Two other people are mentioned in the book.

This passage is taken from Baidu: "The two famous teachers come from the same school, but their fates are quite different. Abraham, with superb medical skills, listened to his inner call and left his excellent position and high salary in London to become a simple quarantine officer. Carmichael, who was less skilled than others, was lucky enough to replace the vacancy left by Abraham and become a celebrity with high spirits.

The world says that Abraham is stupid, giving up his beautiful life and lofty social status and living in that poor life. But in fact, everyone has a different definition of happiness. Who can say that material success is the only way to success?

In the final analysis, everyone just needs to know what his inner call is, what kind of lifestyle he wants, and strive to pursue and do it. Whether pursuing wealth or exploring his heart is a happy way and a successful life. "

Xinhua Dictionary 1998 Revised Local 673 also defines the word "future" in this way-Zhang Hua was admitted to Peking University; Ping Li entered a secondary technical school; I work as a shop assistant in a department store. We all have bright futures.

But the reality is not like this.

I think the reason why he is not an ordinary person.

Because there are the following points:

1, which requires little materials.

Don't worry about other people's opinions.

3. Out of the secular framework, live high's standards.

4. Be true to your heart.

I lack all the above points. After reading the book, I slowly closed the book, walked out of the library, went to the canteen to buy food, and went back to the dormitory. Everything is as usual, but in fact, my heart is rough.

I am just an ordinary person, and I look a little weak. I have been living within the system and rarely ask myself what I really want.

I will still take the postgraduate entrance examination, get a job, apply for research or work in the future. I may live a quiet life day after day, go to work and get married. ......

I have no idea whether I am still passionate about life and whether my life will become more and more boring.

Facing this secular society, I am too weak to do anything.

Primary school, high school, and now the university have always been a very ordinary person, and the sense of superiority they once had came from precocity.

After all, he is still a mouse living in a big cage.

However, I also believe that literature is still literature after all, and literature is essentially fiction.

So, I think, we are all ordinary, we are all the same. (This is actually self-deception. )