The best women are always disappointed.

If there were roses besides wars in the 20th century, the love between rumbled Zhang Xueliang and Yu Fengzhi and Miss Zhao Si Zhao Yidi was undoubtedly the most beautiful.

Love is the eternal theme of mankind. Stories that have been rotten for thousands of years can be staged endlessly. Some people say that love can't be rubbed into any sand, but Jong tells you that love can not only be humble in the dust, but also bloom in the dazzling clouds.

? Yu Fengzhi

? This is a legendary woman. Yu Fengzhi is a rich woman who has read many poems and books, and also the original wife of Jong. She has always been elegant and generous. She is the "big sister" that Jong respected all his life. Was identified as "Phoenix Life" by fortune teller, and was Zhang's designated daughter-in-law. 18 years old married to 15 years old marshal, with both talent and appearance, high moral character, and well-organized family affairs, worthy of the name "a good wife." She accepted Miss Zhao Si rationally and generously, which was commensurate with her status as a sister, and became a charming conversation material for a period of time. After the "Xi 'an Incident", she worked tirelessly and traveled thousands of miles just to save Jong from fire and water, and was willing to be imprisoned with Jong just to take care of his daily life. Finally, she was exhausted, got cancer, went to the United States for medical treatment, and took care of three children alone. After her recovery, she struggled with cancer for several years. In order to raise children alone and rescue Jong, she wandered alone in the Wall Street stock market, relying on her advanced. On 1964, Jong wanted to give Miss Zhao Si her birthright and asked her to sign a divorce agreement. She agreed with tears and sent her blessings. Even so, she didn't forget to use the financial resources she had to fight for his freedom. She only hopes that one day, she can see him again and let him go where he wants to go, but there is nothing she can do except pray silently.

1990, the legendary old lady died in Los Angeles, USA, at the age of 93. After her death, a faint smile appeared on her face. She has never been afraid of death, but she regrets that she can't see Liu Zi Jr. get full freedom. Before her death, her daughter, doctor, servant and adopted son all accompanied her, but she was alone without her little Liu Zi. When she was a teenager, she entrusted herself to him and accompanied him through the ignorant years. He always called her "big sister", and she watched him grow into a rumble. Together, they experienced many hardships, such as "Zhi Feng War", "Huanggutun Incident" and "Northeast Change of Signs". She feels that her life is enough to deserve anyone. Han Qing once said that a person should be pure to his own mind, and she also thought that he should be pure to his own mind. The next day, when Jong learned of her death, he was speechless for a long time. After all, his "big sister" left before him, and he will remember her forever, just as she remembered him all her life. Of the three of them, she was the first to go and was buried in Los Angeles. The tombstone is engraved with the words "Tomb of Mr. Zhang Xueliang's first wife, Ms. Yu Fengzhi". Before she died, her only last wish was to let Han Qing be buried beside her in the future, but a hundred years later, she was buried here alone.

I miss you for a long time, but I still remember the meaning of love and survival. Her strength, virtue, grace, generosity, wisdom and courage will always be remembered.

? Miss Zhao Si.

? She was born in a famous family and was a socialite in the Republic of China. 16 years old, she was on the cover of Beiyang Evening News because of her natural beauty. She met 27-year-old Zhong at a dance, and they fell in love at first sight. It's a pity that I was born before you, and I am old. We always meet the right person at the wrong time When Zhong had a family, she also had an engagement, but they ignored the secular criticism. 1928, the "Huanggutun Incident" broke out, and Zhang Xueliang went to the Northeast to sort out the internal affairs. Before leaving, he only left her two words "wait for me". Later, because of overwork and heavy smoking, Zhang Xueliang's illness was heavier than Fengtian's. As far away as Hong Kong, she eloped and broke off relations with her family just to be with Jong. In the northeast, she met Zhang Xueliang's original wife, a woman who understands the righteousness and is tolerant and open-minded. As a good family, she is willing to commit herself to being a mistress for 36 years, and she doesn't care about her birthright, even being discussed as a femme fatale by the whole country. But love never cares about gains and losses, only asks if it is worth it. During this period, she was pregnant with Zhang Lvlin, the only son of Jong.

1936, the "Xi incident" broke out, and Zhang Xueliang was under house arrest by Chiang Kai-shek for 50 years. Three years later, Yu Fengzhi went to the United States for medical treatment because of cancer. She is willing to go to prison, accompany Jong, and be a secretary for fifty years. During this period, due to excessive smoking, she became seriously ill five times, and the most serious one could not breathe normally, which led to lung resection. But she still tried her best to give the rumbled meticulous care and relieve his worries. She accompanied Zhang Xueliang to do whatever she wanted. Zhang Xueliang was blind and deaf in his later years. She read Ming history for him. They have merged, and she is him. Even the food and clothes that Zhang Xueliang ate were planted and sewed by himself. Even Dai Li in "The Secret Service Leader" once lamented: A confidante is the blessing of Han Qing! 1964, with the consent of Yu Fengzhi, they finally got married. Yu Fengzhi wrote that "the love between you is pure and flawless, and you can be called bosom friends, and you are Han Qing's good companion", and congratulated him. 1990, Zhang Xueliang finally regained his freedom and moved to the United States with Miss Zhao Si. In her later years, she knew that her time was running out. Even though her lungs have become cancerous, in order not to worry about Zhang Xueliang, she just wants to spend her last days with Zhang Xueliang before she dies. In 2000, she left the hospital bed to spend her centenary birthday with Zhang Xueliang. Twenty days later, she looked at Jong who had been holding his hand and closed her eyes with a smile. She thinks she is very happy. Her Han Qing was in her wheelchair at the last minute. Even after she stopped breathing for an hour, Zhang Xueliang still held her cold hand and was persuaded to return to China. A year later, Zhang Xueliang also went with her and was buried with her. The tombstone is engraved with the Hebrew word "Emmanuel", which means "God is with us", indicating their eternal blessing to each other in heaven. As a woman, she gave up wealth, freedom and joy just to get the love she longed for. Although she is called a femme fatale by countless people, this kind of love is touching. She is just a woman, and love is the biggest career in a woman's life. To this end, she can make any efforts, but how can she bear the title of "national sinner" and "femme fatale"?

? Love can be as low as dust, or it can be and heaven remains our neighbourhood's pride in never asking questions, but she chose the former and answered it all her life. In more than 70 years, they have experienced countless changes, suffering and loneliness in life. From the Xi Incident to War of Resistance against Japanese Aggression, from the civil war to the Kuomintang's withdrawal from Taiwan, from cross-strait relations to reform and opening up,,,,, they never left, just to accompany their relatives. In 70 years, novels and movies only need one line of subtitles, and then they are beautiful to white hair, and everything has been decided. But in real life, which second should not survive? However, they have always supported and cared for each other and wrote a beautiful love.

It is rare for a person to have a confidante in his life, but it is really enviable for Jong to have these two confidantes. At this stage of his life, what else can he ask for?

postscript

Many times, when I decide to write something, my mind is actually confused, just like there are thousands of lines intertwined, which can't be pulled open and cut constantly. I really don't decorate other people's stories with flowery words. I have seen many joys and sorrows and heard many love stories. I have no right to comment on their quality, and I have no right to know their right or wrong. The title of this article was originally written about Yu Fengzhi, but I don't want to change it here. In his later years, Zhang Xueliang remembered that Yu Fengzhi once said, "I have no regrets in my life, but I have to bear someone" and said to Zhao Si, "I owe you too much in my life." But love is not fair. In that war-torn era, death was not terrible, but it was rare, because not dying meant enduring countless thoughts, loneliness and tears. Some people say, "Zhang Xueliang is short-lived and affectionate." In my opinion, he is just a person who wants to be himself. May not take into account the responsibility given by history, but fortunately, it can learn from a painful experience and turn the tide. After all, no one is perfect, but someone has to do something.

? I believe there is a parallel world in this world. There is a person who is like you, living a different life from you, but can hear your cry and laugh with you. I like drinking, but only with the right people. I've heard a lot of stories, maybe there's not enough wine. If someone is willing to buy me a drink of any brand on a deserted night. I like martial arts novels and want to write my own dreams of rivers and lakes. I really like the hearty pleasure and enmity in the martial arts world, but I prefer the story of educated youth going to the countryside in the 1970s and 1980s. I think that era was the cleanest in 5,000 years, and the feelings of that era were the purest feelings in human history. The story ends here. No matter how many people are in love, there are so many stories. As long as it's worth it, it's just a sentence.

? On the evening of March 2, 2020