College entrance examination fortune-telling fever

There are many roads to choose from in life, but if there is only one road in front of us at a certain stage, then we can only move on, we must move on, just as we must live.

When I saw this proposition, my mind immediately flashed through my senior year.

0 1 failed the list.

In the first year of college entrance examination, to be honest, I'm not nervous at all. The examination room is located in my own school, surrounded by people I know very well, and it feels like an ordinary monthly exam.

After the exam, I didn't think about the result either. I didn't think about what school I went to and how many points I got. I was absorbed in "I'm relieved, I can get excited."

On the 26th, when I gave the score, I dialed the score hotline and listened calmly to the score, the total score of Chinese, mathematics and so on. At the other end of the phone, and calmly hung up the phone. I know I failed the list, and the difference between the two lines is 8 points.

On the day I filled in my volunteer, I realized that all my classmates did well in the exam, including those who were behind me in the exam. Suddenly, frustration arises spontaneously, and chatting with them is only a few words.

I also chatted with the teacher when I filled in my volunteer. The teacher recommended me to go to two universities in the province with lower grades, but they are both private schools with tuition fees of tens of thousands. My family condition is not very good. My mother earns money alone, and I'm afraid I can't afford it. In the end, I was not considered, let alone three.

A page of volunteer form, I filled in a school and a college preparatory course. I remember it very clearly. At that time, the teachers who helped us fill in the volunteers were very confused and said to me, "All the consequences are at your own risk"!

Actually, I didn't think much at the time. I just made the exclusion method according to my own score and thought it was the best choice.

Of course, there are also undergraduate courses and preparatory courses in other institutions, but I am proud that I only love that university, because in my opinion, preparatory courses in other institutions are either more difficult or too poor.

Of course, I am only 50% to 80% sure. Later, I finally waited for the admission notice. With this little faith, I pray every day. I also called the admissions office to try to improve the chances of admission, and the result was just useless.

Ironically, my uncle also found a fortune teller to tell my fortune. The fortune-teller said that I would definitely be admitted to the university, and my life would be smooth sailing, so I could live to be 79 years old.

Did you find it a little funny after listening to it? I felt a little sick and went to the hospital at once. Fortune tellers must choose good stories and what we like to hear.

The advance batch of voluntary admission notices came down, one batch of voluntary admission notices came down, the second batch of notices came down, and the third batch came down. I didn't know there was no hope until it was time to solicit volunteers, and the files were not filed.

After lunch that day, the whole family called a meeting. My cousin suggested that I study nursing or junior college. Girls come out early to earn money. My cousin said that we can consider repeating the study, but the final decision is in my hands.

I choose to repeat because of my pride and stubbornness. At that time, I was in conflict with the college at 17. I'm so proud. I have been one of the best in my class since I was a child, and my high school is also the upstream level. Why would I want to go to junior college?

02 repeat

I found the textbook from the dusty book. I went to Gaofu school alone to pay for registration, and I never thought I would take the road of repeating. At that time, repeating reading was my only choice and the only way out.

At that time, I felt that the road to university was very long, almost a century. I even complained about why God prevented me from entering the university campus. It must be a beautiful ivory tower, and there will be many interesting and beautiful things waiting for me, while I am still on the runway, panting.

When I first entered school, it was a hell of a life for me. The classroom is very depressed, and there is basically no sound after class.

And I am a shy, introverted and inferior person in front of strangers. I won't take the initiative to talk to someone. High school classmates and friends are not around, and everything around them is strange. You know, in high school, I was a person who would have fun with my friends in the corridor.

I feel very depressed. Every day, I just sit in my seat and learn to go to the toilet. I haven't said a few words all day or even a week.

In the first few months, I sat at the same table with a boy, who was also a quiet person, and we basically didn't communicate.

But once it really touched me. It was late autumn and it was windy that day. I wear very little, and I'm a little cold. When he saw it, he asked me, "You look cold. I can lend you my coat." I quickly waved my hand and said, "No, thanks."

I am a person who doesn't want to trouble others, not to mention the kindness of strangers. Finally, someone told me, "It's getting cold now, so we should put on more clothes in the future."

After that, I had some communication with him, but I still seldom talked, and I basically asked questions.

Every day's life is to attend classes, finish classes, force yourself to study and try to understand every problem.

Gao Fu himself has never used a mobile phone, and he doesn't know what the outside world is like. I don't know if they live a chic life when they go to college. Occasionally, when you log in to QQ during holidays, you will also receive messages such as "Come on" from friends. Let them see more power in their hearts every time.

Fortunately, I can go home. Home is the most comforting place. Every day before dawn, I go to school by car for early self-study The school is in the back street, so it is difficult to wait for the through bus. I always crouch in front of the bus stop sign and look at the end of the unknown road.

When you take the bus in the morning, you often meet an old grandmother and grandfather with a vegetable basket. They live in the suburbs and go to the market in the city every morning. They sold their vegetables early and had to go back to farm work.

Sometimes when I feel tired, I think of them. There are always people who live more tired and lead more embarrassing lives than we do. No one's life is easy.

When I pass the road leading to school, I sometimes see an old woman sitting in the villa watching TV. Once, I envied that kind of life and wanted to sit at home and watch TV as soon as possible. How pleasant it is to take a walk.

However, as soon as I get back to the classroom, I have to put my heart far away and study hard, with pride and stubbornness, and dare not slack off. He who has lost once has no courage to lose again.

03 Follow-up

Later, I made two or three good friends, encouraging each other, helping each other and communicating with each other. Those friends still keep in touch, and people who have fought together will appreciate each other.

I am very grateful to them, and they are also willing to make friends with me and communicate with me. Without them, I will definitely suppress my illness.

In the second semester, I held on even tighter. Go to study in the evening after ten o'clock every day, go home and wash up a little and then study until twelve o'clock. The college entrance examination is approaching, so I can't sleep well every night. I am afraid of failure and nothing. My relatives and family give me a lot of encouragement every day.

The day of the college entrance examination is coming again, and I am much more nervous than the first time. When I came out of the classroom after the comprehensive exam, I cried, because my answer was so poor that I thought it was useless to study so late.

I called my friend who was studying in Hainan University and told her what to do while crying. What if I still don't make the list? She always comforted me not to think too much until the score came out.

I remember that day, the day Gao Fu graduated, my best friend came back to see me for leave. I sat on the pedestrian street with them, watching people come and go to see their separation. This century is finally over, but I dare not think about the future, nor dare I expect the carnival in the crowd.

It's the 26th again, and it's the same process. I screamed with excitement when I saw the total score. One line has been reached, I finally got in, and I finally succeeded!

It seems that looking back on those days is not so bad, but it has been a long time. All the bitter days are beautiful in retrospect, and the moment of crying is justified.

All the results are worth the effort and effort.

insist on

If there is only one way to choose at this moment, you can only stick to it, and you must go on bravely.

They all say that they should go through the road of their choice on their knees. If there is only one way, you have no choice but to force yourself or convince yourself that you can only go on.

You don't know what will happen on the road, whether it is an accident, hardship or difficulty. You can only face it bravely and strongly, because this road is the only choice.

Until one day, you insist on walking to the end of the road, you can see the scenery and beautiful sunrise at the end, and you will get the surprise at the end.

No matter what happens, please don't look back, don't look back, and walk step by step towards the goal. There will be a wonderful life waiting for you at the other end of the road!