If someone you like can't be with you, and someone you like can't accept it, what will you do at this time?

I'll tell you an interesting story, which may be very helpful to you.

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Author: Zhu Tianxin

There are some things that she hasn't thought about for a long time, and she can't remember them, and she can't remember them anymore.

That day, I don't remember why. Go home by bus at eleven o'clock in the evening and sit in the box seat next to the driver. The ventilation hole in the front of the car is open, and the cool wind is eager to lift her skirt, so is the wind rushing in from the window. The car drove very fast, and once it passed the central party department, it was the Xinyi Road of the whole silent tree. Because the house has been demolished, waiting for the Chiang Kai-shek Memorial Hall to be built, it will be even more deserted here, especially in summer nights. She hummed a song casually and the car left with a bang. The driver tried to run the yellow light. She breathed a sigh of relief and wanted to continue picking up the interrupted song, but she couldn't remember anything. But suddenly all the feelings of that summer night came to her like a flood, and she was so excited that she wanted to catch them and catch them lest they run away.

At eleven o'clock on the same night in June, the same seat, the same road, the car drove as fast. At that time, she and her classmates went home after watching the evening movie. She hummed the theme song of that movie, and the more she hummed, the more disappointed she became. Looking at the silent red brick road, she suddenly wished that a boy could walk hand in hand with her on the endless red brick road at this moment. They would hum as they walked, and then the boy took her to a tree. At that time, she was only a sophomore and knew nothing about kissing, but she was eager to think that it must be a good thing, just like the cool summer night, which made people feel very dry and soft. That kind of wind is her favorite. The book says that the golden wind is the most common weather in October. When walking on the road in the morning, she suddenly felt her knees rubbing smoothly without a trace of sweat. She likes that feeling best. She is really herself.

Later, she always liked June and October best. Although her lucky month in astrology is July, she always likes to tell people that she likes June and 10. The reason is that she can't remember it later. It is too long. The day of the second year of high school was really far away, and now I'm all dressed up. What kind of feeling is it? I couldn't say it, but she suddenly remembered the cool breeze on the red brick road. Go straight ahead, the road will never end, this time it's true.

It was that summer that she met Xiaoyu. When she was a sophomore, she and some old classmates decided to go camping at the seaside a few days before school started. As soon as the beautiful life is over, she is ready to bid farewell to the seaside in summer and the world for a whole year. But I didn't know I would meet Xiaoyu. Her classmate's good friend, Yan Yan's sister's brother, had nothing to do with her. She was a junior at that time, so now she is either a research institute or an official. People say that first love is unforgettable. She has nothing to forget. Is an irrelevant person. She asked him to kiss her!

He asked her out on the first day of his senior year. Before she heard him say this, her heart jumped into her throat and was blocked. However, Yan Yan's words sounded: "That little fisherman, wow, so beautiful." 」

This is why Yan Yan said that Xiaoyu's long hair is shoulder-length and his lips are very thin. She doesn't know what kind of person he is.

After all, letting her hang up the phone was the best excuse, but later she hated herself, thinking that Xiaoyu must be the one who would always look down on her homework. After listening to her reasons, he said, "Oh, I see." "Across the half of Taipei, she clearly felt Xiao Yu corners of the mouth with a mocking smile. That man is really hateful.

Later, he called many times, but his attitude and tone were completely idle. He only thought of her occasionally and made a phone call. She went out after all. It was their first date, and he touched her. She is anxious and angry. It's not Xiaoyu who is angry. Xiaoyu didn't show up at that time. Now that I think about it, it's just like a child's naughty. However, she was angry with herself. She is afraid of Xiaoyu's mocking eyes. She really hates herself.

That time they went home so tasteless that Xiaoyu didn't even send her to the car. She thought Xiaoyu would never come to see her again. In fact, she didn't understand why he came to see her. There are thousands of beautiful girls in the university ... if you want to go on, you will hate yourself for being stingy. Is it not clear? Xiaoyu told her that he had kissed three girls. The first time was at a high school dance, a big girl from a business school taught him, and the second and third times were also at the dance-he taught them all now. When he said these words, he scratched her lips with his fingers, and she froze. The first reaction was that she instinctively wanted to break away from him. She couldn't learn the tricks in the movie and slapped her in the face. But in just a second or two, she thought about all kinds of situations. First of all, she can't let him laugh at her. Who told her to be on the road from the beginning! White hot pants, red and white T-shirts, tanned faces, short hair and long-lasting laughter resounded throughout the summer beach. Who told her there was a future? Otherwise, she wouldn't stare at Xiaoyu's long hair and thin lips and whistle in the air: "Wow, Xiaoyu is not built. You are so beautiful! Before I finished, I was startled and burst into laughter. People have run far away, which makes Xiaoyu's eyes shine. I couldn't help but start chasing her, chasing and chasing, chasing all summer.

-She can't let him laugh at her! She could only smile and lift his hand that slipped around her neck and put it back on the table. His steep eyes darkened and he turned around. He picked up a small spoon and scooped up sugar cubes, adding them to the cup piece by piece. The coffee in the cup will overflow, and then he will stir it with a small spoon, so that the sugar cubes will bump into the cup. He was so absorbed that her heart suddenly moved. She suddenly felt moved and wanted to love him, but before she finished loving him, he threw the spoon on the table and turned around, with an evil smile on his mouth: "I bet many boys kissed you." 」

She was shocked. She didn't expect that the person in front of her was so vicious. If she is allowed to guard against everything, she will still have a hard time coping. She just won't let him laugh at her anyway. After a short thought, she didn't get angry, she didn't leave, she wasn't the whole person.

Xiaoyu picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip: "Your mouth must be sweeter than this. It should have been a thrilling sentence, but she was so bored that she didn't even want to see his face again. At this moment, she wants to take a bath, go home, take a bath, go to the stall across the street with her parents to order a crab soup dumpling, and then go to bed. She really wants to sleep. She is going to doze off in the fog. Until he asked her little sister to get the bill, she suddenly woke up again, put on her schoolbag and let him go without saying a word.

Later, Xiaoyu didn't call, and she didn't answer the phone when it came. The lively atmosphere in the class at the beginning of senior three also infected her. She also began to spell English numbers and studied hard every day. She seldom thinks about the entrance exam or anything, just studying. She likes the life of reading books regularly every day, and sometimes it is ridiculous to think of summer, especially when chatting with several intimate classmates after lunch. She secretly pinched a cold sweat. She is almost far away from them, with the same age and uniform.

She didn't realize it until the end of 10. It was a month after the exam, and it was Saturday. She was watching a movie with her classmates and came home very late. The cool wind blew on her, which was very disappointing. October is about to pass. When she liked it best, she let it slip away. She felt melancholy for the first time. Everything, mainly the wind.

When I got home, I got a call from him. Xiaoyu said, "Tomorrow is my birthday. Will you come out? " She agreed without saying anything, just because Xiaoyu had to have sex with her.

They still went to the coffee shop. After a while, she said she wanted to go out for a walk. She really wants to go out in October. She told Xiaoyu that he didn't say anything. He smiled slightly for a long time, as if he heard him say, what are you doing against me? He is saving money with a cigarette in his mouth. He didn't say anything, but it doesn't matter whether he says it or not. She knew that he had told her.

But her interest has not diminished, and she is still waiting for him to go for a walk. Out of the shop, Xiaoyu's hand rested on her shoulder, and she also asked him to walk to the small south gate of Ai Guo West Road, which is also a big shade tree. In the silent night, the wind blew and dried her sweat. She was happy for a while, and she avoided the hand on her shoulder. They walked hand in hand.

She hummed a song about boys and girls in the rain. A sudden thunderstorm in the summer afternoon soaked him and his girl while walking on the country road, but at that moment he clearly felt the warmth in her hand. Later, they ran under a tree to hide from the rain. He turned to her and she kissed him. Then they only heard the rain beating heavily on the leaves. She breathed softly, and he slowly closed his eyes and smiled.

It's just a very common western pop song with piano and electric guitar. It's really the unscrupulous smell of raindrops hitting the leaves. I think it was sung in June. It's cool and green after the rain, and the red brick road is clean. If I had met Xiaoyu, she would have walked hand in hand with him, walked and finished a red brick road. However, she never understood why the girl in the song kissed the boy. The taste of the song should be the first date of a pair of unfamiliar boys and girls. Unfortunately, he was caught in the rain. At first, he didn't even dare to touch her hand, but she kissed him ... she kissed him ... that date was also a big girl from a business school, like the one who taught Xiaoyu to kiss.

Later, Xiaoyu led her to the depths of a tree shade. "Sit down. 」

She sat down without thinking, and her legs were engraved on the iron chair carved with white paint. Xiaoyu didn't sit down, but stood behind him, pulled out a cigarette, flicked it, lit it, and saw only a smoke cage above his head. He smoked for so long and so slowly, maybe the second one, maybe the third one, who knows.

She began to be in a trance and sat there like a small tree in the wind. The wind has been blowing her gently, making her cool and clean, like a flawless jade, being brushed around. When she knew, Xiaoyu's whole nose and mouth were tightly attached to her temple, and she wanted to avoid him. The weather is hot and humid, but once the idea is over, there is nothing she can do to let it come anyway. After a long time, she recalled that night, but couldn't figure out why she was so fated. But at that moment, she really held her breath, gritted her teeth and made up her mind to be generous to justice.

Xiaoyu kissed her lips again and told her, "Open your mouth. 」

In her hurry, she didn't quite know what was going on. She opened her eyes, but saw the lines of Xiaoyu's chin in the dark. She can't forget that scene. In the dim light behind her, his chin was so firm and simple, but it made her heart beat.

Later, she still didn't know if she had opened her teeth. He kissed him for a long time, and she kept thinking calmly, this is a kiss! It was a kiss and she had to write it clearly. I don't know if she wrote it down, but she suddenly felt bored. The whole person collapsed in the chair and leaned against his arm, with no strength at all. For a moment, she seemed to be a very detached person-except for her mouth, not hers.

His time control was excellent, and he sent her to catch the last bus at 1 1 half past ten in time. They didn't say a word all the way, but he still held her hand-whether or not, it was sweaty and tasteless. They are like strangers, and there seems to be no basis for bickering and quarreling when playing together.

When she got off the bus, she said to him, "I'm leaving." 」

He continued to take the bus, but he had to change to another bus, so he didn't see her off for fear of missing it. As soon as she got off the bus, she remembered not saying happy birthday to him. Who cares? Who knows if today is his birthday?

It was the first time that Xiaoyu kissed her, the last time, and the last time I saw her. He called the next day and the third day, but she was just bored. She already knew about the kiss, but he knew better. He was so eager to ask her out that he forgot his original cynicism. She was not serious enough, which aggravated her indifference and refused to answer his phone at all.

Since then, I have never seen Xiaoyu, and I can't even hear the name Xiaoyu.

She went back to live a high school life. Under the same uniform, she is glad that she still has the same flawless jade. However, there are still some unexpected things that disappoint her, but there are always some. I don't know where it is in my heart, and it is very painful to dig around, which makes her even more disappointed.

As soon as the freshman started school, she quickly responded to the first dance jointly organized by the class and an engineering department. Somehow, she is anxious to find something, there must be something. With a nervous heart, a dance stick in the class comforted her. It doesn't matter. It's just five candles. It's nothing to you.

When the lights went out at the beginning of the dance, she realized that the five candles turned out to be the whole room, except for one candle on the record player, which was desolate in each corner.

A boy has been asking her to dance. He is tall and never talks. She was vaguely afraid and didn't know what he was thinking.

When I jump fast, I meet Hasso, mostly looking for the dance sticks, tight shirts and jeans in her class. They are just dancing. Girls dance wildly, but boys always do nothing.

She sat in the corner, squinting and chasing their dancing shadows. For a moment, she suddenly became a good girl in the distance, and she was familiar with it.

But when I looked at it, I suddenly became irritable. What kind of girl does he think she is? If she is recognized, she will just sit in the corner and answer his phone at any time! He's so confident!

The next time or so, he and another boy came at the same time. She smiled and put her hand gently on another boy's hand. ..... that song is her favorite. I don't know its name. Shopping recently is often heard in roadside record stores. A group of male voices echoed and asked, "Will you kiss me and hug me?" Through the boy's shoulder, she tried to find the narrowest figure in the darkness. First, she looked at the chair by the wall, hoping that he would sit there and … could see nothing. She wanted to see the dancers behind her, but she had never seen them dance so messy. From the beginning, she bet that she was standing in the same place two centimeters in Fiona Fang, with her right hand loosely on her waist. Suddenly, she felt unbearable. They whispered, "Will you kiss me and hold me?" "The mumbling, as if in the ear, gentle tone, is actually singing, so grinding, so Dont Ask For Help know, over and over again, let her Rourou Xin pain.

Not only freshmen, sophomores and sophomores are tied by each other. Even the most honest people have experience. They didn't think they were watching enough. They only danced halfway, so they went to drink coke and chatted against the wall. Girls can't sit on the bench and walk away one by one. She doesn't know what to do, and it's hard to sit without jumping, because there are three or five boys sitting in one place everywhere, and there is no intimate classmate to accompany her. After thinking for a long time, the dance is over.

As soon as the light came on, she left first, without waiting for the host to distribute boys to girls. But she didn't go far, and footsteps followed. She held her breath in disbelief and didn't relax.

Finally, he caught up with her. He is tall and has long legs. He walked side by side with her without saying hello. I saw his hands leisurely in his pants pockets, just like walking. In contrast, her quick little steps seem to be in a negative mood, and she is doomed to be unable to win him from the beginning!

When waiting for the red light at the intersection, she raised her eyes and asked him with a smile, "What's your name?" The young tone is like a girl rushing forward.

"Qiu Jingnong." She didn't know that he was an overseas Chinese student from Southeast Asia. With a Cantonese accent, even an ordinary narrative is followed by an "ah". He bit lightly, as if he had seen through everything, but he seemed powerless.

He didn't ask her name, so she stopped talking. Tell yourself that, like most overseas Chinese students, he doesn't like to talk because of his poor Mandarin. But she knew it wasn't, just as she didn't know that he was giving it to her, or that it was just the same way. They just want to take the same bus, even if it is to send her, it is distributed, or something-it can't be rash. After all the thoughts, she quietly left again, but slowed down.

While waiting for the bus, he still didn't speak, his hands never left his pants pocket and he was wearing wide sailor pants. His head tilted slightly, as if looking at something. The moon was fine that night, as bright as a street lamp, but he didn't look at the moon.

She tilted her head slightly again and said innocently and lively, "Are you an overseas Chinese student?" Tilting his head to encourage him to speak a head shorter than him, but at this time he is always a high-flying gesture.

"Vietnamese overseas Chinese." He didn't look at her, holding a cigarette butt in his hand, trying to find a place to put it out.

"You-home is here?" When Vietnam fell in April that year, she couldn't help but enter the situation for no reason.

"Didn't come out." He bit lightly, as if it were funny, but it wasn't.

"Then you dance! 」

"So just dance. 」

Then the bus came, and he followed her on the bus. There are too many people in the car to talk. If you just get up, the interest will fall again. After braking several times, he protected her well from others, but he didn't touch her.

When she arrived at her home, she quickly and generously said, "Goodbye, Qiu Jingnong. 」

Whether he intends to send her home or not, this step is too good. However, Qiu Jingnong's three words are too awkward and funny to read, but in the end I gave her every word, just like tonight, she still has this confidence.

Soon he came to see her and borrowed mid-term exam notes on behalf of a classmate in their class, who took a course in their department. That course is a compulsory course in junior year, and she is only a freshman. The seniors in the department don't know two of them, so it's impossible to borrow them. It's totally irrelevant. That's how he started looking for her for the first time. It seems that he didn't notice the loophole in his excuse at all. His lazy attitude made her doubt that she was oversensitive.

The whole thing is the same, irrelevant, even if they are so close later, it is completely irrelevant!

On the third date, she learned that his name was Qiu. She was waiting in line to buy movie tickets. A classmate in his class came to buy it for him and called his name. Now her whole face has turned red. I wonder if he saw it-it must be the same as the environment. Damn it, she called him Qiu Jingnong again and again, and so should he! At that moment, she deeply felt resigned, and she was doomed to be so low from the beginning. I really hate it.

Later, at the movies, he came to shake her hand and she dodged. Once or twice, he couldn't help watching his movies. She secretly let out a cry of hate, and this time she hated herself, because it made her look petty again.

At the end of the film, he held her hand in the crowded crowd. I'm afraid it's more practical than leisure. She doesn't feel anything strange at all. However, after all, she held hands. In the future, she thinks the name Qiu is too aggressive. She called him Rong Rong, and influenced by him, she added the word "ah". Every time she calls him, she always looks helpless, which makes it all the more necessary to call him that.

After Rong Rong got better with her, she stopped dancing and was not very keen on watching movies when she first started dating. She just can't fall in love with textbooks. The only things that haven't stopped are records and cigarettes. In fact, he doesn't really smoke. Everything he does all day is sandwiched between his index finger and middle finger, just like wearing a ring, but he always pulls it out when it is too long. There is a set of records listening, and there are all kinds of records. From Cantonese songs she has never heard to the latest student voice series, it has been broadcast from morning till night. It seems that the host wants a sound in the room.

He rented a small apartment near the side door of the school, with simple kitchen utensils and sanitary equipment. She knows that he has some money in the post office and a cousin in Taiwan Province Province, which has nothing to do with him.

It seems that they have never been in love from the beginning. After class, she went to his house to arrange flowers and help him wash clothes, or she fried an egg with the remaining bread in his small refrigerator. That's all she knows. But she likes that feeling, busy inside and outside, and then he leans back on the sofa, plays cards and tells fortune, spits out smoke rings, and sometimes his eyes follow her. Only in this way, only in this way, can she feel a little heartache and understand a little of his love.

He talks so little that she doesn't even know anything about his family. She's talking. After being with him, she is used to talking more and thinking less. Sometimes when washing dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, she will tell him loudly how school is today. After a long time, she entered the living room, only to find that he had fallen asleep prematurely, with his head tilted on the handle of the chair and a basketball in his hand, which made her make some decisions.

However, she also has some grievances. For example, he never introduces her in front of classmates and friends. She thinks she is by no means the kind of girl that people can't take out. She had a long backlog in her heart and once said to him lightly, "Why don't you introduce your friend?" 」

"They are very boring. 」

Later, she realized that he was just a lazy word, which was not true. He is too lazy to be lazy. Knowing this layer, she can adapt to their love life that is not like love, but she is also becoming more and more frightening.

There are two or three Vietnamese restaurants near the school. When he first dated her, he began to say that he would invite her to dinner for half a year. Later, going to a Vietnamese restaurant seemed to be one of their dreams. He was interviewed by the instructor, or she quarreled with the people in their club. After comforting each other, the conclusion is always, when to eat Vietnamese food In fact, eating in Vietnamese restaurants doesn't seem expensive, but I don't know why I haven't been there.

During the winter vacation, they organized a national costume. She is always busy and visits him every three to five days. No matter whether she goes in the morning or afternoon, he always curls up in the quilt and doesn't necessarily sleep. She felt ominous when she saw it. She had to jump on his quilt and cut him off, so she had to kick him out of bed.

It was only that morning that I was awakened by his phone call in the early morning. He seldom calls because he is afraid to call his uncle and aunt in that Mandarin, but the voice on the other end of the phone is a little shaky, and I don't know whether it is cold or excited. He said: Come out and eat Vietnamese food!

They made an appointment to meet at the school gate. She stepped out of the car to catch a taxi. He couldn't wait to throw her two tickets to the driver and left without waiting for the change.

He walked so fast that she almost took two steps to keep up. After crossing the intersection and stopping for a while, she gave him a quick look. His eyes are straight, his hair is always blocked by the wind, and he can't see any expression.

The meal was deserted, but it was really cold. It should be eaten under the banana palm trees in the hot southern summer at noon, but in this cold winter, a table of repeated meatballs, small bowls and side dishes is like a homemade brew. She ate the same thing and told him a feeling. After eating for a long time and talking a lot, she realized that he had been sitting opposite him with his head down and never woke up. Suddenly, she only felt a tingle in her scalp, and a hot air came to her face. She stood up, rudely pushed open the chair, picked up her purse and coat and turned to leave.

When I was out on the road, the cold wind blew, and I was surprised at how I had such a big temper. When I think about it, tears suddenly fall down. I don't know what injustice I have suffered. Such a person, he, Rong Rong, is there, but it has nothing to do with her. They are like the earth and the moon, destined to be inseparable forever, and separated by thousands of miles forever, regardless of rain or shine, joys and sorrows! be doomed ...

She suddenly realized this, pretended to make a phone call in a telephone booth, dried her tears, blew her nose and went back to Rong Rong.

He is still there, with his head down and his eyes down. I don't know if he is asleep. When she saw it, she only felt her eyes hot. She walked up to him, bent down and shook him. He raised his eyelids heavily and his eyes were red. Seeing her, he took her hand for a long time and left together.

After that, the two fell in love madly, fearing that it would be too late. When he kissed her, his hands were deeply inserted into her hair, tearing it tightly, and then he slipped down and strangled her mercilessly. She felt a burst of disillusioned sweetness, and tears swirled in her eyes.

He fell asleep several times and she sat next to him with her knees in her arms. That's when she loved him the most. Looking at his sleeping state with a slight frown, she was repeatedly moved and sour.

She never told him about the Vietnamese restaurant again. I don't know whether she received any news from there, but it doesn't matter. She crept up to boil water. He rolled over and caught her empty-handed. She quickly sat back and took his hand and replied, "Rongrong, you go to sleep, I won't go." 」

His eyes opened wide, and suddenly her shadow jumped into his pupil. At that moment, the core monument of her life was forced out and she was born on him!

She nodded quickly and whispered in her heart, don't worry, I know, I know. Gently close them with the palm of your hand, "sleep. Tucked him in, got up and walked to the window, put his forehead against the cold window glass and looked out at the street in winter. It was very cold for the first time.

When the weather starts to get warmer, she always likes to take him out for a walk and ask him to play basketball for no reason. She likes watching. He played in a team, wore a white vest and red-rimmed shorts, and ran back and forth on the court twice before sweating. She handed him a handkerchief, but he couldn't stand the sweat of his rough hands and feet, and brought it to print his forehead and people. When he turned around, he left a sentence: "It's so beautiful today." "Guangdong accent sounds insincere. She smiled for a long time, her eyes continued to chase him, but she remembered herself. Indeed, in recent days, her eyes have been moist, turning around as if glowing, and she knows it looks good. It will be her twentieth birthday in a few days. It should be a little different. ...

He decided to spend her twentieth birthday together. He wants her to go in the evening, cook Vietnamese food for her and give her a big surprise. She knew it was impossible. Several friends of her high school classmates wanted to give it to her, and so did her family. She had to promise him like a child and try to catch up.

I did not succeed. I called a taxi and the whole family went straight to Danshui to eat seafood. I also drank some wine. In the voice and alcohol, I think of Rong Rong from time to time, wondering what he can cook. It really hurts a person who grew up like that, but she didn't spend the most precious time with him.

The next day before school, I specially sealed some rock sugar elbows stewed by my mother yesterday with empty ice cream boxes. I had four classes in the morning, and I was afraid it would be boring. At noon, I wanted to drive Rong Rong out for lunch. On the way, I was caught by some classmates who didn't eat her birthday and asked her to go to the welfare club for tea and egg ice cream.

It is good to get along with classmates. Even if it is gossip, I feel that I have fallen into a distant feeling for a while. She is familiar with it and likes it very much. In the future, I should pull Rong Rong into the crowd to gain some popularity. I can't help laughing when I think about it. Sometimes she is too lazy to look at him, always saying that he is unpopular. Sometimes she said angry words, and sometimes she made him laugh. I must mention it again when I see him in the future. When I think of Rong Rong, what is that extravagant man doing at the moment? I feel a little impatient and my heart aches softly.

As soon as she entered the door, she saw the two men, whose silhouettes were particularly clear in the light on her back. Two people first whisper along while, approached some, one of them is Rongrong classmate she met. Arlene beside her is talking to her, but she doesn't know much. She was not interested in listening, and her whole heart was completely hung on the two people who approached, and she felt very soft.

The one she didn't know pulled a chair and sat down beside her, facing her, folded her hands, trying to make a gesture to supplement the difficult words: "I am Qiu's classmate, and we have been looking for you for a long time, so ... Qiu Jian ... he died last night. 」

Everything is so vague and clear. She nodded while listening to his words, uh-huh, winked and waited for him to say it. She asked, "Huh?" I don't quite understand what he said. He looked around. His eyes are either looking at her or staring at the speaker. She looked at the man again, cocked her head and motioned for him to say it again.

He said, "I'm sorry for your loss. 」

She knows. Ask him, "When? 」

"The doctor said it was around six o'clock last night. We found it this morning, and the instructor in the department wanted to find him. Sister Xianglin, that's him, went, the door was unlocked, and she was lying in bed, already cold. 」

At six o'clock yesterday, at six o'clock yesterday, yesterday ... all of a sudden, her thoughts were confused. At six o'clock, she has been thinking about yesterday, but she doesn't know what these four words mean ... It's too uncomfortable. I must think about it. She saved her hand before it was too late. She asked him, "What was it at six yesterday?" 」

Arlene next to her held her hand, she shook it and apologized: "It doesn't matter. No, I mean, what did you say at six o'clock yesterday? 」

"The doctor said that the English name of ... is difficult to translate, that is, ... that is, the heart suddenly stopped beating, not failing, it was purely sudden, ... it seems to have nothing to do with heredity, and ... it died in its sleep. 」

"Where is he?" She remembered that he was angry. They were so close that they didn't even tell her to die. It's that they let others tell her that she was lower than him from the beginning, and he was doomed to hit her at everything from the beginning, even if he died. Fortunately, he didn't say anything about it, so he treated her like this! She suddenly became afraid and didn't understand his mind at all.

Arlene shook her arm and told her in a low voice, "He said you could go to the city funeral home at night or tomorrow. Go home first. 」

She nodded obediently and everyone got up and walked around her. In fact, she walked well, but the people next to her stumbled all the way.

Arlene wanted to accompany her when she came out from the side door to call a taxi. She said no, opened the car door, suddenly remembered and asked the classmate, "You can ask Rong later."