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Don't trust those too much. Eight characters is a very complicated knowledge. Those fortune tellers in the streets may find it difficult to study them properly. They don't have much culture, and even those advanced Yi-ology researchers often argue endlessly. So I suggest you don't be too serious, study hard, work hard, keep fit and let nature take its course. I wish you all the best.