What is your life?

I really want to say that I am a happy princess in my life, but the fact tells me that my life is hard work and no one will support me. No matter my parents or my boyfriend, I will never live a life of shopping, having afternoon tea and chatting with my little sisters every day.

Physically speaking, I have a deep decree pattern since I was a child, and in response, I really worry about myself, my friends and my relatives. People who are not familiar with me say that I am a free and easy person, but as everyone says, the more a person lacks something, the more he will show off. I am not a free and easy person at all. I care about everything around me, and I can't let go of all the big and small things.

But the more you try to hold on to something, the more you will lose it. The harder I tried to want everything, the result was that I didn't leave much money and friends. So I live hard day after day, but now I have realized this problem, even if I can't change my fate, I will make my future life easier.