Zhang Ailing's love-full moon and sunny.

"When you meet the person you want to meet among thousands of people, you just catch up with them in the endless wilderness of time, no earlier or later. There is nothing else to say, just asking softly,' Oh, are you there?' "

? -Zhang Ailing

? The first time Hu Lancheng visited Zhang Ailing, they fell in love. Two people sit together to talk about literature and art, get along, get along. Hu Lancheng understood her. He once said that Zhang Ailing was a beauty in the Republic of China, and only she could speak this language! Zhang Ailing regarded him as a confidant and wrote: Because I know, I am merciful. In the face of spiritual blending, body appearance, family and political status are not important. She has known him for a long time. On the back of the photo she sent to Hu Lancheng, she wrote: "She has become very low, as low as dust, but she likes it in her heart, and there are flowers in the dust."

? Zhang Ailing's brushwork knows the world, and she can analyze the internal roots through the appearance of things. Everything in her works is so clear about reality. I really can't imagine that wisdom is as free and easy as her, and she will be as sentimental as an ordinary woman, struggling for love. Because love has nothing to do with reason! Besides, Zhang Ailing really met Hu Lancheng. In him, she found a kind of love that she longed for and pursued all the time. Love comes, you can't refuse, and you don't care if you are a talented woman.

? 1944, Zhang Ailing and Hu Lancheng signed a life-long contract and got married. However, their happy time is only half a year after marriage. The following year, Hu Lancheng became a wanted man of the government, left Shanghai, married a nurse in Wuhan, and lived with Fan in Wenzhou. Zhang Ailing went to Wenzhou to visit Hu and asked him to choose between the two. Hu refused, and Zhang Ailing sighed: You won't. I think, if I have to leave you, I won't commit suicide, I won't love anyone else, I will just fade away.

Six months later, Hu Lancheng went to Shanghai to see Zhang Ailing. When it comes to He Fan, Zhang Ailing's attitude is cold. They lived in different rooms that night. The next morning, Hu Lancheng went to Zhang Ailing's bed and leaned over to kiss her. She held out her hands and hugged him tightly, sobbing: Lan Cheng! I was sad and cried for a while.

? Half a year later, Zhang Ailing wrote to Hu and said: I don't like you anymore. You don't like me anymore. I've been thinking about this resolution for a year and a half. I just want to take away your accident when I was young, and I don't want to add to your trouble. Don't come to me, even if you write, I won't read it. Later, Hu Lancheng wrote to Yan Ying, Zhang Ailing's good friend, expressing her intention to stay. Zhang Ailing didn't reply.

? Zhang Ailing, who is in love, is more lingering than all the women in her works. Her love for Hu Lancheng is pure and touching. And Hu Lancheng is so romantic that "at this time, the words are smiling and the songs and dances are moving". No matter before, during and after knowing Zhang Ailing, women have never been broken.

He once said, "I have a wife, and she doesn't care. Or if I have many girlfriends and even play prostitutes, she won't be jealous ... Where the two of us are, only half of others can go and half can't. "

"I don't have to be serious about Aileen ... to preserve the sacred memory, and I don't have to be afraid to hurt my wound when I mention it."

"I still have a kindness in my heart, which can't compare with any meaning and sentiment ... The world is just full of history and there is no commotion."

He once said, "Aileen is mine, not mine. It's all the same. It's good to have him in the world. " It can be seen that such a condemned person had true feelings at the beginning. But that's who he is. He didn't cherish and love Zhang Ailing because she was a talented woman. He always treats her only as a woman.

? He can't love her as much as she loves him, but he can't bear to part with her at heart, so he keeps on staying. Maybe if he doesn't have a trace of true feelings for Zhang Ailing, Zhang Ailing can put it down early in the morning. He was reluctant to give up, so Zhang Ailing struggled in Hu Lancheng's reluctance. Finally, in little reunion, she wrote: "The sound of rain is like living by a stream. I'd rather it rains every day, thinking that you can't come because of it. " Loving someone always fails his heart. If he has a heart, she will be reluctant to give up. The best thing in love is hope, and the most terrible thing is hope.

? Zhang Ailing's love, like her life experience, is a legendary and thrilling story, which has been criticized by the world. Her love is more talked about by later generations than her novels. At that time, even now, the critics are even more cold-faced, with a large number of special approvals! Among them, Zhang Ailing's love is always mentioned. Nine times out of ten, it makes people frown, and even those old gentlemen who are world doctors shake their heads: What a pity! Waste those cleverness and wisdom!

? However, in my opinion, in love, Zhang Ailing is as stupid as countless ordinary women. She has been looking for pure love all her life, but she doesn't know that one person is the biggest lie in her life. For most people, it is difficult or even impossible to love only one person for life. This is human nature and necessity. If you still have lingering feelings after falling in love, it is understandable, or it just means that this feeling is in your heart. Once in your heart, you can't forget it, so in the end, she said, "I thought you could come to me casually in the future." After all, she could not be free and easy, but she accepted the fact helplessly.

? Love comes and goes as naturally as the moon. If Zhang Ailing had understood this truth earlier, there would not be so much sadness. Love what you can't forget and can't bear to part with. This, Lin did better. Open love and brave parting are all good, but you don't have to be so desperate or die for love. A person's life is long, and it's not that difficult to like someone. However, I think maybe this is also the place where Zhang Ailing is different from ordinary women.