What was the experience of being adopted and growing up?

As a child who knew that he was adopted at an early age, relatives inquired intentionally or unintentionally, and the stocking at home was quite uncomfortable to tell the truth. In fact, to say that the family is not bad now, you can eat and wear, and occasionally you can be willful. There are two brothers in front. There are several such situations in our village, and it is not difficult to adopt a girl. Even if the results are small, I can barely get into college. Now working outside, I have been urged to feel the pressure when I am old enough to get married. Let me talk about the experience first, that is, the adopted children are more sensitive, unconsciously please adults, even if they are wronged, they dare not speak out, and they are introverted and inferior, but they still look quite sunny externally. Not eager to start a family at all. Dare not get married and have children easily. I'm afraid the child will make the same mistake again. I don't want to follow the established life path, but I'm afraid to go out. I can't stand being bad. I can't answer many questions, but actually I will feel inferior and sensitive. If I am lucky enough to meet a good family adoption, nothing will be a problem. When you meet ordinary things, you have to rely on yourself. After all, the person who has been with me for the longest time in my life is myself.