Why is Zhang Ailing's cheongsam full of lice? What is the reason why she moved frequently in her later years?

"Life is a gorgeous robe, full of fleas." Zhang Ailing said in Dream of Genius that she loved cheongsam all her life, but her beloved cheongsam was often covered with lice.

In her later years, Zhang Ailing's life was erratic, and the number of moves in just four years was as high as 180. The reason for moving repeatedly is the lice on the cheongsam. Every time she moved to a place, these lice followed her and bit her beautiful cheongsam.

In her later years, she hated these lice, but she could never get rid of them. So many people think that the lice that Zhang Ailing refers to are actually the people who have given her pain in this life. Her life is very unfortunate and emotional.

From 65438 to 0920, Zhang Ailing was born in a noble family in Shanghai and received a good education from childhood. She learned the four books and five classics by heart when she was a child, and began to write at the age of seven. She published many short stories in primary school.

Zhang Ailing, who can learn well, just lacks the care of her parents, and the relationship between her parents is extremely bad. Since Zhang Ailing can remember, the two have often quarreled. When her father smoked and went whoring, Zhang Ailing's mother ran away from home in despair. When Zhang Ailing was 65,438+00 years old, her parents finally chose to divorce, and Zhang Ailing followed her father.

My father, who smoked all day, paid little attention to his daughter and disciplined Zhang Ailing in an extremely violent way. Later, Zhang Ailing's father went on to marry a woman.

The arrival of the stepmother disturbed the family. She abused Zhang Ailing in every way, leaving the young Zhang Ailing in rags in the cold winter months, and Zhang Ailing, whose feet ached with cold, hungry with cold in the cold winter nights. Zhang ailing can only endure the increasing torture of her stepmother in silence.

Her childhood was cast a gloomy shadow, but her stepmother continued to sprinkle a handful of salt on Zhang Ailing's scarred heart.

On one occasion, the stepmother made a mountain out of a molehill. Weddings was at home at that time, and the stepmother's vitriol was vividly reflected at that time. She spoke in public and slandered Zhang Ailing. At the behest of her stepmother, Zhang Ailing was beaten by her father. Whenever her parents quarrel, Zhang Ailing crouches in the corner, surrounded by loneliness and darkness.

She couldn't bear to run away from home and go to her biological mother, trying to find her missing love in her biological mother, but her biological mother forced Zhang Ailing to be a sociable socialite. She doesn't feel a trace of warmth around her biological mother, and there is a deep gap between her and her mother.

Later, her biological mother sent Zhang Ailing to study in London. By studying hard, she was admitted to London University. A few years later, she left London and came to Hong Kong to start writing, and then her life calmed down. Such a quiet day was short, and a man named Hu Lancheng came into her life.

Hu Lancheng read the novel Blockade written by 24-year-old Zhang Ailing, and worshipped her to the extreme. It was only a temporary craze.

He is older than Zhang Ailing 14 years old and has a family. Zhang Ailing, 24, has never been in love. She is extremely short of love. Hu Lancheng easily attracted talented woman Zhang Ailing, who fell in love with Hu Lancheng desperately and never thought about the future.

Hu Lancheng is a very unreliable person. He abandoned his wife and children in pursuit of Zhang Ailing and swore to Zhang Ailing: "May the years be quiet and the world be peaceful." It's just that he never took Zhang Ailing seriously, but Zhang Ailing believed Hu Lancheng's deceptive mouth. When she falls in love, she will forget everything. For Hu Lancheng, she can humble herself to the dust.

Soon, Zhang Ailing married the cynical Hu Lancheng. Looking forward to a beautiful love, Zhang Ailing gave everything to Hu Lancheng. Even though she was wanted by the National Government and was hiding everywhere, Zhang Ailing had been waiting for him.

Her soulful style finally won Hu Lancheng's love for the new and dislike for the old, while Hu Lancheng still pursued girls and often stayed out at night. He is obsessed with Fan Xiumei, a little nurse who is only 17 years old. Knowing this, Zhang Ailing got on the train and came to him, expecting him to change his mind. But he accompanied Zhang Ailing during the day and went to find Fan Xiumei in the evening.

In the face of Hu Lancheng's infidelity, Zhang Ailing was heartbroken, but she couldn't let go of this man. Hu Lancheng resolutely left Zhang Ailing and held another woman in her arms. While Zhang Ailing bears the stigma of a traitor's wife, she also gave Hu Lancheng her hard-earned 300,000 manuscript fee, hoping that he wouldn't be so down and out.

This sad love has gone to blowing in the wind, and Zhang Ailing devoted herself to creation in order to heal her inner pain.

Her heart is full of holes, but she still hasn't met her lover. Zhang Ailing, 32, left this sad place and went to Hong Kong alone. Three years later, she flew to the United States to settle down. Abroad, she met her second husband Yala.

At this time, Yarra, 65, was just a mediocre German playwright, while Zhang Ailing was already a famous writer at the age of 36. This time, she fell in love with the bad old man without hesitation, and they soon fell in love. Half a year later, they entered the wedding hall.

The sweetness of marriage is fleeting. Three months later, Yala fell ill with a stroke, and their lives were in trouble. While taking care of Yala, who can't take care of herself, Zhang Ailing works hard to make a living.

1967 laya left her and Zhang ailing took care of him 10 years.

After Yala's death, Zhang ailing was devastated and never created any amazing works again. With the help of friends, Zhang Ailing walked out of her sadness. She went to work at the University of California to sort out her published novels.

At the age of 52, she moved to Los Angeles. She was isolated from the rest of the world, closed to visitors, and was lonely ever since. She lived in seclusion for 23 years. At the age of 75, she lay alone on the floor and passed away quietly. On the 7th day after her death, her body was found and her ashes were scattered into the Pacific Ocean according to her wishes.

This "Shanghai's most popular writer" left her readers who loved her forever. The shadow given to her by her family when she was a child, and the emotional sadness given to her by the heartbreaker when she was an adult, all became pains that she will never forget. These may be what she called lice.

She wore a cheongsam in her later years, but the cheongsam on her body was no longer gorgeous, but had an old musty smell, which was covered with small holes bitten by lice. She knows that real lice can be removed, but those "lice" in her heart torment her all the time. She is far away from the past, and she can't get rid of these "lice" when she moves frequently.

Zhang Ailing has unparalleled talent. Her legendary novels have insight into everything in the world and see through the love between men and women. But in reality, she misjudged people and paid the wrong truth of others. Her life is a great sigh.