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At 3: 33 in the morning, Alejandro delfino's old songs were put on the computer, and my thoughts instantly returned to the 1990s, when I was a child who knew nothing. There are two twin girls living downstairs. They don't know anything, but they always get up earlier than me and go to school. At that time, there was a karaoke station on TV, and the background music was "Don't Go" every day. It felt good. Later, when I was a little older, I went to junior high school. I was still a silly boy, but I limped to imitate the smell of the new guy and learned to call the twin girls downstairs in Beijing dialect. When I was young, I didn't know how to read. Always thinking about something and doing something inappropriate. I really answered Xin Qiji's Ugly Slave: I insist on worrying.

I suddenly remembered the ATV drama I watched when I was a child. Yam Tat-wah's leading actor is natural and unrestrained to the extreme and full of charm. Tell your lover that the person who draws the red heart A will always be with the person he loves. She nestled in his arms and smiled impudently, with intoxicating eyebrows and eyes. She believed it, smiled so shyly and happily, and tore her heart out diagonally, half by half. The shooting of Nice, a city in southern France, is a big production, and the beaches in other countries are extremely beautiful. And more than 70% of my attention was focused on the male formula gentleman in Jiang Hua. At that time, the waters were really beautiful. I saw this play when I was a child. It was elegant to point a gun at Don when he stopped him. I can't stand the imagination, my eyes are full of tears, and my beauty is upside down. I have seen a lot of his plays, and his acting skills are naturally good, but the other party has a special liking for handsome feelings. After so many years, I will still relive this play. I still like Fang Jun. He is always calm and has a pure smile. This kind of eyes can electrocute people, and few men can charm people with a smile. Awei is one.

When I was in high school, I met awei, a boy with a round face and a cigarette in his mouth who looked like John Depp's Oriental version. He ran through my whole high school and college years. The first time I met him, I was arranged to sit at the same table with him, in the last row. At first glance, many adjectives jump out: loneliness, decadence and confusion, passion bewitching and burning. It feels close, but it feels dangerous. If I hadn't seen him write his own heart with my own eyes, I really wouldn't feel that a team that looks like a mixed society can write such beautiful and tasteful words. I still remember the first time I read his essay "Red Camel Bell", in which there is a sentence: there must be cruelty behind tenderness. I don't know what's wrong, but it still tastes the same. I added a sentence at the end of his article: I am willing to stand firm, stand in yearning, defend integrity, wait for gentleness and enjoy cruelty. After that, the goods looked at me with deep melancholy eyes beyond their age and stuffed cigarettes into my mouth. It feels like this is how two people look at each other. Later story really didn't expect awei University to get married before graduation. And a female classmate in high school, the custom of their hometown is to marry early.

As for how Weizi got along with that lesbian, it has something to do with what we did from time to time in high school nights-climbing over the wall to eat barbecue and surfing the Internet, which is our common project with restless factors. We are very experienced in this field. At that time, we were all in the darkness of the high wind in the moon, climbing the wall as fast as lightning, like a blink of an eye, without breathing. The only time I was found by a fat guard was when awei insisted on having sex with that female classmate. The slow movement of female students is not the main problem, nor is it the key problem to dare to jump when climbing. The point is, this guy jumped up and screamed. It completely fails to grasp the essence of Rose and Jack, and belongs to the failed version of U jump I jump. When the chubby security guard shouted at us with a short stick to stop, we had already got in the taxi and left. As a result, time left not only two lines of tears mixed with sweat on the security guard's face, but also a warm picture of awei holding a female classmate. After that, we stayed up all night surfing the Internet. Neither awei nor the female classmate was present, so we stayed up all night doing something we had to say. Smile at each other, we all know that they are both very good.

The day awei asked me to go to the party, I felt that such a man who "even the pigeon flying will affect his breathing" got married at once. Finally, the goods confessed: don't forget to take your girl and drive your big cousin's sports car. When I hung up the phone, my first reaction was not to call my eldest cousin who was studying Warcraft at home, but to call Elizabeth. Over the years, there has been a saying circulating in my circle of friends, which is described as follows: Xiaobai is a good girl, forever and ever, no matter in my eyes or heart. Every time I repeat this classic sentence, my dog friends will attach a sentence: Why is she a good girl?

I vaguely feel that every cell of her has a secret little innocence, and I can't say where it is. Pure beauty, simple to frivolous without losing everything! Pure love needs no explanation! Indeed, some girls have no feelings for you, and your whole diamond ring of several carats is not easy to use; Some girls will think that it is enough for you to put a ring made of chewing gum paper on her, provided that you are sincere. Easily make you smile from the heart. Although, the proportion of the latter not becoming the final love is quite high. In fact, there is still one sentence I haven't said to my dog friends: her idiotic simplicity always makes me feel hopeful for tomorrow. I like this feeling very much, but it also ignited the fuse for missing Xiao Bai.

Dialed the telephone of Xiaobai, and Xiaobai promised me this urgent act of pretending to be a girlfriend without hesitation. On the day of the banquet, my conversation with awei was the most delicious food on the wine table, and I think our secularity has been forged into an amazing vulgarity since then:

-"Brother, I will take the lead in this grave and explore a road. You can come later. "

"Come on, I haven't thought about following in your footsteps."

-"Don't say anything, brother. I'll do it first. "

-"Well, brother, I'll talk about it later." In one go, like a signal from underground party member.

Awei went to Guangzhou after marriage, and now this product should be doing home improvement business in South China with fluent Cantonese and Mandarin. I will write more about awei in this year's novel, about his unusual secularity, and about his story with a strong beer girl. Yes, actually, the story of awei and the beer girl is more interesting.

Beer sister, Hunan native, sister of 90 years, my college alumnus in awei. It looks exquisite, but it is too thin to put it bluntly. I had sex with awei in college. Beer girl is a straightforward girl and treats people sincerely. She really has nothing to say to awei. Awei University was hit by a car and was hospitalized. This sister stayed in the hospital for half a month. The dog friends went to the wolf's den to play, and the sister was going to cook a table of vegetables for the afternoon. The girl brought by the dog friend was directly ashamed. In winter, awei plays football on the playground. My sister holds her boyfriend's coat in both hands, with a water cup in her left pocket and Yunnan Baiyao in her right pocket. I was too cold at that time. Awei was short of money for business, so he did not hesitate to take out the money he had saved. The dog friends were shocked and secretly asked me: How did awei hook up with this girl? I stuck out my tongue, rolled my eyes and said, I remember the weather was fine. Awei and I went mountain climbing, and we knew each other before we knew it. Awei looks more pleasing to the eye. He went up to strike up a conversation, asked for a phone call, and just called. After listening to my words, my dog friends were all from ear to ear. They all praised awei's ancestral grave for being well buried, and it still smoked all the year round! Later, both of them failed, and many episodes occurred in the middle. No way, life is lucky and happy, but there must be pain and helplessness. Since ancient times, happiness has been brewing dregs, and pain has never produced a masterpiece. If anyone reads it, write it another day.

Actually, on the day of awei wedding reception, I didn't drive my cousin's Lexus, but rode a motorcycle that I thought was cool, but it was really cool, because Wei Zi's hometown didn't prohibit riding motorcycles, so he could ride very high. The warm winter sun shines on my face and the small white face in the back seat, and I feel that the whole painting style has become better. Although the cold wind blows hard, we all like to show our faces and feel the different customs of warm winter. The wind dances with the sunshine in winter, but beauty knows that it is short. Just like the flowering period of tea, the bright part is the fragment, and the sigh alone is the waiting. Although this is not the last time I saw Xiao Bai, it can only be defined as passing by, although we often pass by. In this world, nothing goes well, and nine times out of ten things don't. But this "August 9" is not a burden, but useful, because what people learn in pain and trouble is more profound than what they learn in joy.

A few years later, facing the wind blowing from the Pearl River, awei told me: Actually, Xiaobai is very happy with you. I don't know. Everyone else is thinking about hello and the whole university. A person is not waiting for you, but someone else's girl. You are a late bloomer, you can't blame others for slipping away. It turned out that when I was a teenager, I directed and acted in a one-act play. Xiaobai was the only actor who entered my play and was willing to do so. But when I woke up, I only felt that I was slow and ignorant, and I missed the hindsight. When I turned around, the dim light was silent. Now, Xiao Bai is a mother, and I will not give up without hitting the south wall. This is quite good. Falling out of love earlier can really be friends for life. It has been many years, and there is nothing to regret. We have never built Rome together, so there is no need to lament the torn down walls. Simply put it down with the good old days, and all the good times gathered were bookmarked by me and sandwiched between the lines. Bright fading leaves only traces of yellowing. Bottom line: the wind blows the wheat waves, and love is like air.

In 2005, I spent five yuan at the gate of Baotong Temple to tell my fortune. The old man gave me four words: late bloomer. Tell me not to get married too early and do more things I want to do. At that time, I thought I was a fool or an old fool: first, I felt that I didn't have much; Second, even if I want to get married early, I have no luck. After all, I usually tell others' fortune, which is accurate and free. In retrospect, the old man was right about one thing: I was really doing what I wanted to do. Whether it will succeed or not is another matter. After all, people like me don't care much about money, but their minds are full of plans. In recent years, after wandering around countless times, there are some embarrassing moments hit by reality, but I still believe that the sun will rise as usual tomorrow. It's like writing a soft article to a friend in the afternoon: I still believe in love, but I don't really believe in Jiayuan. Very slow, very sincere. Bottom line: Live wonderfully or die quickly. Life is worse than death, and it is destined to have no intersection with CJ's dictionary.

South Lake in Wuhan is slightly ups and downs; On the streets of Wuhan, there is an unknown loneliness. On both sides of the road, one is to pursue happiness and hope to be myself forever; One is with a self-righteous dream, always hesitant, even if the other party is a beautiful woman who arouses the desire of stormy waves. When I first graduated, I was thinking about how I would live. Maybe I live a life copied by movies in Wuhan; But maybe someone will ask me to go to Beijing for development in the future; Perhaps I chose Guangzhou in the south by mistake, holding a high-speed rail ticket from Wuhan to Guangzhou South, and riding the dust; If my uncle agrees with my appeal, I don't mind living in the streets of Mong Kok and throwing Tsim Sha Tsui, Nathan Road and Lan Kwai Fong into the novel. I don't know when I started, so I left, shipped out, played guitar in foreign streets to sell my "ideas", lived a post-modern life, and accidentally mixed up a "Sino-foreign joint venture product". The more I think about it, the more I think that the old man at the entrance of Baotong Temple 10 years ago was right about people: I used to be really restless. It turns out that it takes ten years to get a bird's-eye view of life.

That year, we inexplicably but seriously told each other that we would be happy in the future;

That year, they smiled and whispered that boys were more sunny and frank;

That year, they met by lightning, dated and broke up.

Now, they all have their own families, whether happy or helpless;

Now men and women just make an appointment to simply watch the sea together;

Now, we are going to sing this song "Don't Go" in KTV.

After catching up with the story of the Republic of China all night, I wrote this diary again, and it was dawn. Blue light. This is probably one of the reasons why I admire the city of Wuhan: it has a style comparable to that of a tropical city in midsummer, so that all unhappiness melts at dawn, all unhappiness is annihilated in a bubble, and then it becomes strong. Even breathing is beautiful. At dawn, every factor in the air is smiling, and the most dazzling flowers bloom in midsummer. I think I should go downstairs and buy breakfast. I haven't kissed breakfast for days. The moment I picked up the door key, I suddenly remembered what I said last night: If I took the master key, all I wanted was the window. The cell phone alarm rang and the girl prayed. This word was written by Grandpa Xi in the Millennium. In a blink of an eye 15 years have passed. I want to blame the finger width and the time is too thin. Whether it's 10 or 15, it turns out that I have walked through thousands of waters in Qian Shan, but I haven't crossed the distance of two floors below my house. When I go out to buy breakfast, if I meet a twin girl this time, I won't shout those words again. Just smile at each other with a little understanding; Know each other, know each other.

P.S. How to swim idle fish? Not everyone wants to be a fish. The reason is simple: fish can't live without water, and not every fish can meet its owner who gives it a sense of security and pampers it. Fish's sense of security and spoil is water.

Words are not finished.

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