What does it mean to say I'm a virgin around the queen mother?

Not that you can't get married. You won't get married as easily as others.

My mother also told me that it was a small flower, but I always thought it was not. During the short time when she and my sister went to exchange bodies for my sister's brother and me in body double, I dreamed of a golden ladder, but I couldn't get up halfway. I have been single for half my life. The older I get, the less I want to get married. After a long time, I have lost interest in my work. I'm in a daze now. .