Prose and the fate of the station

19XX One day in June, my son, who is only 5 months and 5 days old, and I set off from Luzhou, took a bus, changed trains and passed through Yongchuan and Chongqing. After more than ten hours of turbulence, we arrived at our first small family, and it was really meaningful to get married. Our small home is only one railway station from Dazhou, and the Xiangyu Railway runs through the family area of our mining area and the mine where we work. There happens to be a railway station in our mining area, which only stops local trains and wagons for pulling coal and goods. All express trains passing through the mining area pass through the whole family area and mining area. It can be said that the Hunan-Chongqing Railway divides the mines working in the family area and the mining area into two unrelated fields.

In fact, our first small family was not a family. We didn't get a house in the mining area, but rented a farmhouse near the family residential area in the mining area. There is only a slightly longer ridge between the road and the family area of the mining area. The rural areas near the family area are vegetable farmers of the vegetable team, who grow vegetables for a living all the year round. Compared with the farmers in the nearby mountainous areas, the life of vegetable farmers is relatively rich. They don't have to farm, they can sell vegetables all year round, and they can also work in mining areas. The house we rent is a blue tile house with brick and wood structure, with the first floor and the bottom floor. The landlord has rented three tenants, all of whom are employees and their families queuing for housing distribution in the mining area. Among the three tenants, I am the only urban hukou, and the other two are tenants who respond to the policy of changing agriculture to Africa in mining areas. The family who lives on the ground floor comes from Lu Xian County. They are fellow villagers from different places. I live on the second floor with another tenant. His husband and mine are both employees of the tunnel team. Near the house we rented are several long, dark train tunnels leading to Mutou Township. We went through the tunnel to the market in Woodtown. The train passed by day and night, making a lot of noise.

When I first lived in a rental house, I often felt that the train roared by during the day, which was deafening and the earth was shaking. When my son is taking a nap, he is often awakened by the roar of the train, and is often disturbed by the noise of the train passing by at night. Accustomed to the tranquility of villages and towns, the living environment suddenly becomes noisy, which often disturbs the tranquility of body and mind, and it is a bit difficult to adapt. Because the railway passes through the family area and several vegetable teams nearby, it makes no difference where the house is moved. What's more, the location we rent is close to work, the most convenient to go out, close to the family area, and close to the kindergarten in the family area, which is convenient for taking our son to play in the family area. In the family area, there is a dam that has been hit by concrete one after another, and many children, big and small, play in the family area every day. You can't change the environment, you can only adapt slowly.

After living in a rented house for two years, I finally got a family room in the mining area. I still live not far from the train tunnel, and the vegetable market in the mining area is under the subgrade which is more than one meter lower than the railway track. All the year round, 24 hours a day, we live in the roar of the roaring train, and the clang sweeps everything. It's so noisy that you can't ignore it and you don't know what to do. Whether you like it or not, that kind of roar is persistent and domineering in announcing your existence, and everything is negotiable. It's next to the railway station, next to the ten-year train tunnel, opposite the mining railway. There were many pedestrians in the past, and some pedestrians were injured to varying degrees every year. Living next to the railway, you always have to bear the deafening clang and the bloody scene of crushing pedestrians.

/kloc-in the first month of 0/9xx, after ten years of homesickness, our family of three completed their unpaid leave in the mining area, and our family returned to Luzhou. With the help of my parents and sister, we returned to our old job and started the clothing business. After returning to Luzhou, our family of three lived in Yutang Town's maiden. We squeeze a No.2 bus at 50 cents every day, from Yutang Town to Shuijinggou in Luzhou, collect the stalls at night, and then take the No.2 bus back to Yutang Town. At that time, there was only one bus line passing through Yutang town, and every bus was very crowded. People often squeeze their feet. When their feet and bodies are not in line, there is no place to stand with a little movement. There are also many pickpockets in the car, and the crowded carriages become more congested with the activities of one or two pickpockets.

19XX In August, my son graduated from primary school. In order to let him go to school in the city, we asked our relatives and friends for help, and with the money earned from business, we bought a two-bedroom apartment with an area of nearly 70 square meters on the eighth floor at Huijin Road, Huilongwan, Luzhou City, and the street section of Lunan South Development Zone. There are many reasons for choosing to buy a house there. First of all, we do business in Shuijinggou and Zhuzi Street, and we can walk to the market for more than ten minutes every morning and evening, without having to squeeze buses. The wholesale market of the bus building for wholesale clothing is close to the side of Tuojiang Bridge 1, and it takes only a few minutes to walk to the wholesale market. Zitong Road Primary School, where my son goes to school, is next to the well ditch where we do business, separated from our booth by a branch street and the width of the school wall, so we can go to school by car and on foot. The housing lot of my home not only saves the pain of crowded buses every day, but also saves a lot of transportation expenses. It enters the stairwell from behind the house facing the street. The stairwell is separated from the street by a pedestrian walkway of three or four meters, which is also the entrance of Lu Xian bus station. Meet our original requirements for access safety. You don't have to take a deep and dark passage to get in and out. There were many people in the past and it was safe.

Everything has advantages and disadvantages. The house is in the downtown area, and there is no silence in itself. The houses next to my house were the most lively and prosperous two bus stations at that time, and the traffic was busy every day. There is only a short passage next to our home, that is, Lu Xian Bus Station, and the long-distance bus station and Lu Xian Bus Station are separated by a wall. There are many buses coming in and out every day, and many buses stop at the station every night. There are cars entering the station late at night and leaving the station one after another before dawn. The sound of car reversing, the roar of car starting, the long horn, the shouts of commanding car parking, and the shouts of many passengers are very harsh. Living in a noisy environment every day, because it is your home, you just need to calm down and get used to it after a long time. Occasionally, guests come to live at home, and it takes days and nights to get used to it, otherwise they will feel very noisy and can't sleep all day and night. Especially in the case of physical discomfort or insomnia, the sound coming from the station is more harsh and irritating. Later, two bus stops were built not far from our home. There are many stations and the public security is not very good. Whether it is life or property safety, there are many hidden dangers. One advantage is busy and prosperous business.

We lived in Huijin Road for more than ten years until our son graduated from college and returned to work in Luzhou. Seeing that the wedding age is approaching, we feel that the two-bedroom apartment is no longer suitable. House prices are rising. The family discussed changing to a slightly wider house with a slightly lower floor. My husband chose houses everywhere in Dashanping and Longmatan District, and finally chose two XX rooms and took home the drawings of the two XX rooms. One is the second floor with beautiful scenery and the other is the third floor with elegant scenery. The two houses are similar in structure and area, so our new home is one of the two houses. I don't care much about these things. I live wherever I feel like I live. As long as it is my home, the whole family can get together. There are more people talking, and three people will have three different choices. After all, buying a house is a big deal and a good thing. If you want to have good luck, you'd better go smoothly.

So I gave up my choice and gave the right to choose a new house to my husband and son. I feel that my husband has seen many houses and has more experience in choosing houses and lots. My son is young, and he has a good eye for location selection. After all, he has lived in the newly bought house for a long time, and he also wants to ask his advice and respect his choice. Finally, after repeated comparisons between the father and son, the son took a fancy to the magnificent and elegant buildings and said that according to the development trend, that lot would become the center of the city, and several of his good friends lived in several nearby communities. My husband also thinks that the house built by Haojingya is good, which is especially suitable for my family. The reason is that Xiong should live in the mountains. Both father and son belong to tigers and should live in the mountains. Living in a place like a mountain will be very prosperous, like a duck to water. Haojing elegant building has high foundation and good greening. At the gate is a series of dozens of stone steps, all the way up, and the seats and heights of the house are similar to those of living in the mountains.

On the day of delivery, at the insistence of husband and son, husband and son went to see the suite built by Haojingya and took a bus to the terminal at Longtouguan. 20XX year 1 month, almost all buses only go to the dragon head. We got off at Longtou, walked almost two bus stops, and arrived at Haojing Yazhu Community. From Longtouguan all the way to the direction of good scenery and elegant buildings, the road is desolate. There are few pedestrians on the extremely wide street, and there is no shadow of the bus. Only large trucks pulling stones and mud from many nearby construction sites spilled a lot of mud and pebbles all the way and ran in the direction of Haojing Yazhu. At the intersection of Lv Jing Road, all kinds of vehicles on the construction site are running happily, and there is no sound except the sound made by these vehicles when they pass by. It looks more empty and desolate. On both sides of the street, there are either construction sites under construction or completed facades. All the doors are closed, whether they are sold or not. The shutter door is covered with dust and splashing mud. Many places look a bit like barren hills waiting to be developed, or overgrown with weeds and untidy trees.

While walking to the house chosen by the father and son, while listening to the introduction of the father and son, my husband said that he wanted to choose a house facing the street at first, and he felt that the house was close to the main road, so the traffic would be very noisy in the future. Later, I chose the innermost row of houses near the river. Ideally, several rooms in the house have an ecological park outside the back window. It is an original ecological mountain peak with green branches and vines. The mountain shape is low, quiet and spectacular. The park used to be by the river, so it has a good view, good air, good lighting and quiet. The sales girl in the sales department followed us with a bunch of keys and a big smile, and opened a suite during our primary election. The floor is the third floor, and the house in our mining area is the ground floor. In case of resurgence, the concrete floor is wet. The house in Huilongwan is on the eighth floor, the top floor. Hot summer is much more sultry than other floors, and it takes time and effort to go up and down the stairs. When my husband chose a house, I only said that I had lived on the ground floor and the top floor, and I tried to choose a house with a lower floor, because the old people on both sides were old, and my husband and I were old. I am very satisfied with the house on the third floor I chose. According to the instructions of the sales girl, I paid special attention to the windows of three rooms.

The window of the room was a very popular bay window at that time, and the windowsill was wide, long and low. Standing at the window, I leaned out of the window. Looking down through the glass window, there is the back garden on the ground floor, one after another. The ground of the garden is all soft soil, like a piece of cultivated land to be planted. If the owner's economy allows, with the garden area, there can be pavilions, rockeries, beautiful water and beautiful fish, colorful flowers and spring-like seasons. Outside the garden wall is an ecological park, which is a large area of low hills with original ecology and dragon ridges. Green eyes, outside Shan Ye, are endless Tuojiang River and Tao Tao.

I am very satisfied with the floor chosen by my husband and son. I can enjoy the high-rise buildings in the modern city across the river, and I can also enjoy the new look and night view of the wine city under the moonlight or rain curtain or scorching sun. You don't need to plant flowers and grass, but you can also have a panoramic view of the ground floor garden and enjoy the careful design and decoration of the downstairs owners in the back garden. What makes me most gratified is that since the ecological park is a foregone conclusion, there is no need to worry about the outdoor vision and lighting of my back window being blocked by buildings. I am also satisfied with the location and environment of the new house. I immediately decided on the house I wanted, paid the money and took the key, and never went to see it again. Because the new house is ready, wait for my son to get married or have grandchildren before moving there. My son has not yet made a girlfriend, and the new house has been bought and is idle. In the second year of buying a house, house prices soared and rose, which naturally made me happy.

Later, a relative who worked in a construction site near Haojing Yazhu called us and said that there was a contractor on the construction site who wanted to rent a house for workers. Many idle clean rooms have been rented out, and my family has also rented out clean rent. I collect rent once a quarter, and my husband is in charge. After buying a house, I have only been there once, and my two sisters said they would go to see my new house. I took my sister around the community and finally found the building number of the new house and forgot to bring my key. Look at the bottom, the balcony of the building is open. I don't know if it is sold or bought for my family. We happily turned in from the balcony on the first floor, looked at the apartment and then turned out from the balcony, and never went to the new house again. My sisters and I have the same view on my new house. We think everything is fine, but it's too far from the city and seems a little remote. I don't know when it will flourish.

Qingshui room has been rented for nearly two years. Every time I collect the rent, I listen to my husband's family saying that the occupancy rate of which floors in our community, where there are shops in the community, and which floors the trees in the community have grown to. How many stores are open outside the community, which bus lines go directly to the door of our community, which residential buildings are near the community, and what are the prices? The memory of the original house is still in my mind. No matter how lively my husband said, I just smiled. What I hear and what I see are always two impossible parallel lines.

It was not until the beginning of 20 12 that my granddaughter was almost two years old and was ready to send it to kindergarten before she took back the rented clean room for decoration. For decoration, just like choosing a house at the beginning, I don't want to participate in any opinions. I always feel that whether I buy a house, decorate it or move, I have to make a fortune. The decoration of the house represents the preference and appreciation level of the person in charge of the decoration, just like a work, whether it represents a person's thoughts and decisions perfectly or not. Whether it is decoration style, material selection and color, it is a personal preference, and two people have two kinds of appreciation and decision. Therefore, I don't want to participate in the opinion, and let my husband take full responsibility according to his own thoughts and ideas, including all the furniture and layout in the room. I only ask one thing: the kitchen stove and cabinets must be white. I haven't seen the whole renovation process, and I'm afraid I'll see where I disagree with my husband. There is no luck in arguing, at least I think so. So when I was decorating, I insisted on not going to see the decoration, just waiting to move.

At the end of July, 20XX, according to the moving date chosen by my father, we hired a moving company to move everything to the new house. Put away all the things at home and stand at the window of the room and look out. The ecological garden outside the back garden wall on the ground floor is gone. Once lush mountains and rolling hills have long been razed to the ground, which is said to be the training ground for bus companies. My husband and I feel a little sorry that there is no original ecological park, which is a little fly in the ointment. But I think it's okay. Better than a building. At least the view is wide, the lights are still there, and you can look across the river. In the city, the geographical location is already very good. Besides, I once learned to drive in a driving school. It's not loud and noisy, but it's better than being next to the station. I didn't know until the evening that there was no car coming in or out until late at night, there was a loud noise of reversing, and there was a loud voice calling for direct parking, and the voice was endless. After five o'clock in the morning, cars kept leaving the station, until after seven o'clock, when all the cars that should leave the station were finished, it was quiet. Students who learn to drive during the day practice at the parking place, and there is an automatic car washing machine in front of my window. From morning till night, the sound of car washing keeps coming out, clattering and rumbling. It turns out that the flat area of the ecological park is not only a training ground and a car wash, but also a parking lot where many buses stop.

Every night, I can't help laughing when I listen to the parking brake and parking sound of the bus that keeps coming into the station outside the window, as well as the loud command shouts. Looking back, I moved several times, and everywhere was close to the station. My family seems to have a special fate with the station, and it is also a different fate! My husband and I are both of the same age, and we can't bear to buy a house, move and change stations. Think about these decades from the railway station to the long-distance bus station and then to the bus terminal. Along the way, it was close to the station. Whether you are used to it or not, it is a foregone conclusion and no one can change it. Only try to get used to it, adapt to it and settle down like every move before. Adjust your mind and feel that the roar of vehicles entering and leaving is actually like the clang of trains, with rhythm and rhythm.

I listened carefully to different kinds of chorus in and out of the vehicle. After a long time, I actually heard some ugly words. Whether it's writing late at night, waking up from sleep by the sound of the bus leaving the station in the morning, or occasionally losing sleep at night. Listening to the roar and harsh horn of the car, I can actually judge the approximate time from the commander's shouts and the density of getting in and out of the car.

Don't look at the time at night. When the noise of the inbound car is the loudest, it is the time when the car closes the most, which is about ten to eleven o'clock. The number of vehicles entering the station has decreased. Because it is late at night, the roar is particularly monotonous and harsh, as if it were near twelve o'clock. Whenever this time, whether sitting in front of the computer or leaning on the bed to write with my mobile phone, I am ready to have a rest while listening to the sound of the parked car. The train started at five o'clock in the morning. In a daze, the sound of the car starting floated into the window, which was a serial sound of the car starting, from near to far.

The sounds of many cars leaving and leaving the station meet together, like a discordant symphony, but they have to get together in constant entanglement and go their separate ways in a hurry. It means it's still early, at least it's not seven o'clock in the morning, so you can get up in a daze in the noise. Listening to the monotonous starting sound of the car shows that there are fewer cars leaving the station, or the car is almost finished, that is, it is almost seven o'clock, so it is time to get up and get busy. If one day I can't sleep in the middle of the night, tossing and turning, there is silence all around, and there is no sound coming from the window. There will be a sense of loneliness, and I suddenly think of the sounds made by all the vehicles entering and leaving the station, including horns and gongs.

Sometimes standing by the window, watching the students in the parking lot drill into the cab instead, listening to the coach shouting and imagining the boredom of students learning to drive. I feel that the original ecological park is still good. When these vehicles are noisy, there are some regrets and fly in the ointment compared with the tranquility of the river bank. Fortunately, the garden on the ground floor is still there. As I imagined before, there are many pavilions, strange stones, exotic flowers and plants, rockery fish ponds, red corridor bridges, green lotus flowers and still water. There was a monotonous traffic stop in the ear, and the shouts like gongs rang again. I'm a little tired in persistence, and it's so quiet all around. It must be very late at night. Accustomed to the noise of cars, accustomed to writing in the noise of cars, and cherish the fate with the station. Everything is fate, everything is fate, stop here, let all the voices from the parking lot accompany me to sleep and have a good dream with me.