My destiny is my decision.

Sun shixin

On a hot summer day, the farmyard shaded by green trees is particularly cool. In the cradle, the little boy didn't know when he woke up. He opened his eyes and saw no one around. He didn't cry. He began to stretch his arms and kick, swimming freely like a small fish. Nobody knows how he got into the middle of the cradle. When grandma heard him giggle and run out of the kitchen, his two little feet were pushing one side of the cradle and his two little hands were waving. When his calf flexed and stretched, the cradle shook happily. Grandma was surprised and happy to see this little guy who was only 10 months old so naughty and lovely. This scene is deeply engraved in her mind. In the following years, after her repeated description, the picture became more vivid. As long as I can remember, I knew that little boy was me, and happiness was as simple as that!

From elementary school to junior high school, I got excellent grades and attended a key school that everyone around me envied. But when I picked up the high school textbook and continued to study hard, fate played a big joke on me: my eyesight plummeted, the familiar square characters in the book became countless ants, and my college dream was shattered. In those days, the sky was gray, the fields were gray, and my heart was gray. My parents were heartbroken and took me everywhere for medical advice. Experts diagnosed retinitis pigmentosa (a worldwide medical problem). It was like a bolt from the blue, but I was stubborn and I was not knocked down! I actively cooperate with the treatment and strengthen nutrition and exercise at the same time. Two years later, my eyesight actually returned to 0.2, and my family was overjoyed! I am unhappy, and I don't know where my way out is. At that time, people in the village said everything, some said that "people's fate is doomed and they can't refuse to obey", some said that "if you can't see it, you can only rely on your family for a lifetime", and some advised my parents to let me learn fortune telling ... I am not reconciled, I want to prove that I am not a waste person with facts!

1May, 992, I packed my bags and followed the contractor to Tianjin and Beijing, regardless of my parents' obstruction. This is a huge army of rice transplanters, mostly women, who use the slack season to contract farm work in northern farms to earn a few pence. At that time, agricultural mechanization had not been fully realized, and the fertile fields in the north were all planted by hand. Let's help transplant the seedlings into the ground. The contractor talks with the head of the farm or the village head about the salary and time limit for a project. When he gives the order, we leave early and return late. Generally, women are responsible for pulling out and transplanting seedlings, while men are responsible for heavy physical labor such as fertilizing and transporting seedlings. Because I am young, my eyes are bad, and I earn less work points, everyone takes care of me. I'm never lazy at work, and I often tell jokes in my spare time to help people who can't read and write settle accounts. Everyone wants to work in a group with me, and no one hates me. One day, just before dawn, I followed everyone to the field. When crossing a wooden bridge, I slipped and fell into the river. The river is deep and cold. Fortunately, I can swim. Too many people dragged me up, told me to go back and put on dry clothes, and helped my aunt who cooked to fetch water and cut wood ... Now I think it's almost dead, but I don't regret it. Because this is my first class in the social university, I saw the brilliance of human nature from the villagers! At that time, I lived in fields and shacks, and I was full of food. Except cabbage, cucumber, I don't know how many flies were burned to death. Every time after dinner, a kind person helps me pick out the flies in the bowl. Hard work and bad environment have sharpened my will. These two months of "field survival training" have become a rare spiritual wealth!

When I got home safely, my parents' hanging hearts finally fell to the ground. Later, recommended by my father, I became a substitute Chinese teacher in primary schools through competition. In order to be competent for this job, I study while teaching, concentrate on studying teaching materials and teaching methods, consult old teachers modestly, go to normal schools for further study, and constantly strive to improve my professional level. In order to cultivate students' good reading habits and exercise their listening, speaking, reading and writing skills, I make full use of my spare time to guide students to run blackboard newspapers, set up class book corners, organize spring and autumn outings, tell stories and other activities, and carry out recitation, calligraphy and composition competitions. In my class, children don't have to memorize, copy or do many problems, but their reading interest and writing level have been greatly improved. After 8 years of teaching, my teaching achievements have been among the best in the township, and several students have won prizes in the national composition competition for primary school students. For all this, I made 100% efforts, and finally I didn't mislead my children, was not bound by poor eyesight, and didn't live up to my youth!

During this period, I met a girl from a garment factory in a neighboring county by chance, which can be said to be a hit it off and talked about everything. I have been writing for more than two years and established a love relationship. Both parents agreed ... seeing the point of talking about marriage, their eyes didn't live up to expectations, and they couldn't read or write, so they had to submit their resignation report. After careful consideration, I don't want to drag her down. (www..Com) She became a tearful person and finally chose to leave. Many people laugh at me for being stupid, and I always laugh it off. Blind, unemployed, lovelorn, I still have a sound brain and limbs, I am still young. "This is a long journey between heaven and earth. Can dark clouds cover your eyes? Beautiful days are still in my heart! " I know: without a savior, the savior is ourselves! However, in this remote mountain village, where is my way?

At the beginning of the new century, my father raised funds to build a small building for me, and my aunt asked someone to introduce me. As a result, the matchmaker praised the disabled girls in four townships and eight villages. I was in distress situation and had to politely decline their kindness. I secretly made up my mind: even if I don't get married in this life, I must learn the skills to support myself first! I began to pay attention to radio and television and wanted to know what other blind people were doing. A talk show on Anhui TV showed me the way. It was a Sunday, and the program "Family" was broadcast as usual. Hong Xiaomei, a blind person in Chaohu Lake, went to the screen and told the story of her massage treatment. As soon as my eyes lit up, I got in touch with Hong Xiaomei through TV. I want to learn from my teacher. She suggested that I study in the blind school system, and I thanked her again and again. In September, I successfully passed the entrance examination and put on the uniform of Anqing School for the Blind, and my life turned a new page. Learning Braille, learning theory, practicing technology, learning to walk and living in the dark, I dare not slack off. If you want to live a better life, you must make yourself better. After three years of hard work, I graduated with honors.

In July 2003, I went to work in a massage cushion in Yiwu, Zhejiang with my dream. The basic salary is 800 yuan, and the salary is better than that of substitute teachers, except for the longer working hours. There are all kinds of massagers. In their eyes, maybe the blind masseur is similar to the maid who used to beat the landlord's back. For the boss, dignity, professional skills and life value are all nonsense. He said as long as the guests are comfortable. I have a big psychological gap. Once, my boss arranged for me to call the residents upstairs. The client is a 50-year-old man who complains of chest tightness and abdominal pain. After detailed consultation, I decided to soothe the liver and regulate qi and regulate the spleen and stomach. I told him to lie on his stomach, but he lay motionless on his back and instructed me to massage his chest and abdomen. I had to give him a broad chest to regulate qi, and press acupoints such as Zhongshan, Zhongwan and Zhangmen, but he kept urging me to rub my stomach directly. I just put my palm on his navel, and his expression seemed a little strange. His hands and feet began to be dishonest, muttering, "Go down a little, get comfortable, and I'll tip you when you feel refreshed." Grab my hand and press it hard. Seeing that the situation was not good, I took out my hand and ran out the door. Back at the store, I reported what happened to my boss. He scolded me: "What a nerd! He doesn't accept tips. How can he eat with his face? " ? Old customers are offended by you. How to do this business in the future? "I'm speechless. No common goal, no common goal. The next day, I took my luggage and embarked on a new journey.

After being introduced by my classmates, I came to Nanjing Shoujia Blind Massage Health Care Company to apply. At that time, the company leaders were working in Jiangdong Road Branch. As soon as they entered the spacious and bright staff lounge, pedicure and massage personnel were all addressed as "doctors". They are all wearing white coats, some are busy reading documents, and some are talking about diseases in a low voice. I am deeply attracted by this atmosphere. I failed the interview and was turned away. Go or stay? Let's leave now. Where can we go? Still playing with those little massage cushion? Will Canon take me in? After careful consideration, I decided to stay. Even if I have no salary, I will practice here as long as I have a place to live. The company leader agreed to my request, arranged a special person to guide me to practice my skills, and asked me to follow you to the square for a free clinic ... In June+10, 5438, I finally became an excellent regular employee and was affectionately called "Dr. Sun" from now on. 10 for many years, I have kept on learning and my comprehensive quality has been greatly improved. On the basis of obtaining the advanced health care massage therapist certificate, I passed the national examination for blind medical massage practitioners and successfully obtained the qualification certificate. No pains, no gains, my efforts have been well received by leaders, guests and colleagues, and I have been rated as a pacesetter and advanced worker in corporate culture propaganda for many times. When I am free, I like surfing the Internet, listening to songs and reading books. It says, I became a special correspondent for Good Handwriting, and several works were published in the Blind Monthly, and several poems won prizes in the national essay competition. A persistent, persistent, reading every day, happy life. I am glad that I have chosen a good hand, and I want to thank him for providing such a good platform for us blind people to learn and grow!

A pair of good players not only fulfilled my dream of being a doctor, but also fulfilled my dream of being a rose. Blindness halfway, almost "blind" in behavior. In addition, I have always been strict with myself, tolerant, calm and restrained, and practical, and I quickly integrated into this warm group. And those articles on bean curd dregs also won me the reputation of "a good talent". Hand Jia is a big family, hidden dragon crouching tiger, many beautiful and capable good girls, some of whom have shown love to me, but I just like an albino Shandong girl. Many people don't understand: why do you have a soft spot for this northern woman whose appearance and personality are not optimistic, instead of chasing her? Indeed, my wife is very straightforward and impatient. She especially likes to help others. She often says: "I still have some residual vision, and I am very happy to do something for everyone." This is also God's grace to me! " It was her crystal heart that touched me, and she also appreciated my sincerity, openness and a little so-called "talent". Contact more, often confide in each other and get to know each other. She is also from the countryside, from the bitter days, equally diligent and eager to learn, and equally loves life. We are congenial and encourage each other, and the seeds of love are quietly sprouting. When we told all this to our parents, my father said, "I know best whether the shoes are suitable or not, and what suits me is the best." You are the master of your own marriage, and we trust your vision. "However, her family strongly objected: How can two blind people live together in the future? I wrote a letter to my future father-in-law. She brought many good newspapers with my articles on them. With our joint efforts, my parents-in-law finally recognized me as a son-in-law. 20071October 7th, 65438, we walked arm in arm on the red carpet, and everything will be fine. Shortly after our marriage, we bought a house in Jinan, and my wife studied while working. Over the past few years, the national second-level psychological counselor, Chinese medicine practitioner qualification certificate and Beijing University of Chinese Medicine undergraduate diploma have all been included in the bag. At present, I am preparing to open my own acupuncture and massage clinic to complete my entrepreneurial dream!

Beethoven said, "Hold the fate by the throat", and Zheng Banqiao said, "Drop your own sweat, eat your own food, do your own thing, relying on people and ancestors is not a hero"! And I always believe that in the face of difficulties and setbacks, we all have the power to save ourselves and do not bow to fate! I am the master of my destiny. As long as the direction is correct, I will move forward step by step and finally reach my goal and happiness!