Pan Ye's Works (Revised Edition)

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Author: Pan Ye

Title: energetic recruits only look at the landlord

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Taoer

I know, I was born no different from others, as old and as dead.

I am in my thirties. At this age, some people are married and have children, some people leave prematurely for one reason or another, and I am still living alone.

Why am I still alive? I said for my parents.

Why am I still alive? I said for future children.

When the lights are on, pedestrians are weaving.

After work, I hurried to Shangdao Cafe. Xiaodi introduced me to an object and made an appointment to meet in Shangdao's coffee shop. Xiao Di, a driving friend I met in the driving school, has just graduated from college. Her face is pure and childlike, and she exudes youthful vitality everywhere, which makes people love her. I wanted to pursue her, but I was wrong. There are only two kinds of women in this world who can't get married. One is that they have good conditions in all aspects and have long been taken away by some people who have the right and money. The other is that their conditions are not good in all aspects. Because you know yourself, you don't have to be picky about finding someone. Only those who are not self-righteous stay at home and lament that their hearts are higher than the sky and their lives are thinner than paper. Sure enough, every time I finished studying, I saw a gentle and handsome young man driving a BMW-X5 to meet her. Seeing Xiao Di and that man talking and laughing happily, I have a strong sense of inferiority and loss. Xiao Di felt it, and she said to me, treat me as your little sister.

I came to the coffee shop in Shangdao, Xiaodi and others arrived early, and the silver BWM-X5 was conspicuous. I looked through the wide glass window. Xiao Di talked with a girl over a drink and laughed from time to time. The girl looks older than Xiao Di, with a white face and black hair. She dresses beautifully and fashionably, refined and refined.

I looked at BMW-X5, then at them, then at myself, feeling a little weak in my heart, and there was a clear distance between me and them.

"Brother," Xiaodi saw me and ran out. "Why are you here now?"

"No way, national construction needs talents and it is inseparable." I said with strong spirits.

"Elder brother, where is serious! Don't do this. " Xiao Di admonished me and gave me a look. "Why didn't you change clothes? How rude is it to wear overalls? "

"In a hurry?" I glanced at the car. "Even if you lend me two more legs, I can't outrun them?"

Xiao Di took me in. The girl stood up and Xiao Di introduced her to us. Her name is Chen.

"Are you looking for someone? Ah-"after sitting down, I felt a little weak, and suddenly I said this sentence, and then I was kicked hard.

"Speak well!" Xiao Di blamed.

"You hurt me." I rubbed my legs and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time. I was kicked as soon as we met."

Lydia zheng, and then hey hey smile whilst placing a hand over your mouth.

"Did you come here in a hurry after work? I haven't even had time to change my work clothes. Why don't you pay attention to your meter in order to catch up with the time? Don't do this next time. " Xiao Di rounded me up.

"Yes, national construction is very important. . . "I saw Xiao Di's eyes stare again. I quickly shut up and the cell phone in my pocket rang. I took out my mobile phone and looked at it. Then I said, "Look, am I right this time? This country really can't live without me. "

The two girls didn't talk, looked at each other and smiled at me.

The call came from an apprentice of the company. A project needs to be constructed at night, and some operating procedures are unfamiliar. Call me for advice. I got serious and took the trouble to explain them in detail. I don't think this is the time to joke. Although I am sometimes cynical, I know what is important and what is important in my heart! I said categorically: "In production and construction, if there are any unsafe factors, you have the right to refuse to carry out anyone's orders, and you must never use blood to verify those safety laws that have already been proved by blood! Do anything, not for anything else, think more about my parents, it is not easy for them to pull us up so much! "

They stopped laughing and looked at me seriously.

"Do you work in a state-owned enterprise?" Lydia asked.

"Really?"

"Are you tired?"

"Tired or not, it's all for the country. Besides, the party and the government have never treated me badly, and it is worth it. "

Xiaoyan glared at me again and shut up quickly. Lydia bent her head and smiled.

"You seem to also not small? Why haven't you found an object yet? "

"My family is poor, and I have no house and no car." I hid aside to see if Xiao Di's foot kicked again.

"Oh, you mean girls get married for a house and a car?"

"Is it for love?" I looked at her and said, "Why does it sound so fresh?"

"You don't believe in love?" A pair of big eyes, black eyes looked at me brilliantly.

"Believe it," I said, "love is something we often meet on campus, and we can't find it as soon as we leave school."

At this moment, the mobile phone rang again. As soon as I saw that I was off work, my face changed greatly.

"Don't talk about it, I will hurry back to the unit." Say that finish before they react and ran out.

The phone call was from the apprentice, saying that two apprentices fell off the big tank due to illegal operation during the construction, and asked me to pick them up at the hospital immediately.

I took a taxi to the hospital, and they arrived early. It was dark, sighing, suffering, shaking my head, regretting, crying.

"Where are people?" I shouted in my haste.

"Yang Ge. . . "As soon as they saw me surrounded, they began to cry.

"Don't cry. Where are people? " I shouted angrily, "Say something, who has an accident?"

The disciples cried and said that they would go to the pot to do their homework, but they had to go up. When climbing the irrigation ladder, they fell empty and then fell. . . . .

I gasped and collapsed to the ground. My mind is blank and I can't listen to anything.

"Yang Ge, Yang Ge. . . . "The disciples helped me up. "It's all my fault, I didn't listen to you. I should have thought of it earlier. . . . . "

"Don't cry, don't cry." I lost my mind in Guo Huan. "Where are you? Look at people first. "

At this time, an AODI-A6 came in, the door opened, and the old leader and related personnel came out. When we greeted him, the old leader looked very heavy and said nothing. He couldn't help coughing twice, wiped his mouth with his hand and looked at us with a complicated expression.

After a while, the old leader said weakly, "Look at the people first."

The two apprentices who were involved in the accident were both under 24 years old, graduated from university and worked for less than half a year. It was a good time for young people to be in their prime. One is being rescued, life and death are unknown, and the other is gone forever.

We walked into the morgue, and the doctor pulled down the white list to reveal the familiar face. I covered my mouth to prevent myself from crying, and my heart ached badly. Playing poker together in the afternoon? Why not say no at night? How about going out for a paid vacation? Why did you leave? You are too young to go.

"Ahem. . . "The old leader coughed again while covering his mouth.

We walked out of the morgue. A doctor came in a hurry.

"How about it?" The old leader asked with concern.

The doctor said that life is saved, but it may be a vegetative state.

The old leader bowed his head heavily and rubbed his forehead with his hand. A wisp of gray hair scattered down and turned to ask us. "Have you notified your family?" There is a tear in my eyes.

"Not yet." A related person said.

"Inform your family, see what your family wants, and try to meet them."

It was almost midnight when I got home. I wanted to stay, but the old leader refused, and asked all of us to go home and stop to reflect on the cause of the accident and wait for treatment. Because I am not in command at the scene, although I have no direct responsibility, I am their master, and I am jointly and severally liable, deducting the annual bonus and writing an in-depth inspection.

I rented this room with one room and one living room. I moved out of my dormitory and never went back to live since I got into trouble with Zhang Jun. Although the house is not big, I still feel like an abandoned child, mercilessly thrown into an empty, dark and cold hell, struggling helplessly in pain. I sat on the floor of the living room, facing the long night, both sad and scared. That kind of fear is a fear that emanates from the bones, a fear that cannot be expressed in words, a fear that I have never seen before.

If the only thing in this world that deserves my nostalgia and sustains me, it is my parents. From pregnancy to landing in October, from toddler to babbling, from study to growth to work, which step can you leave your parents' concern and eyes? Every step of my life has injected my parents' painstaking efforts and pinned their hopes.

I still can't forget the scene when my parents talked to me when I first joined the work.

"Your mother and I are confused, that's all. When we die, these are all yours. " Dad took a sip of wine and murmured, "When you grow up and work, we will be relieved." Your mother and I are at this age, and we don't have any big wishes. I just hope you get married and have a baby as soon as possible. While the old couple are still moving, they will help you look satisfied with your child. "

My family is in a small county, and my parents are honest workers. Although I have not achieved much in my life, I have a clear conscience in my life. I looked at my parents silently. Once upon a time, I found my parents with gray hair and old faces.

The phone rang. I looked at it. It's from home.

"Xiao Yong, are you asleep?" Mother's familiar voice made her much older.

"Just want to sleep? Haven't slept yet. " I dry my tears. "Mom, why are you still up?"

"Your dad and I can't sleep. You haven't called home for a week. How are you? "

"I'm fine, mom. You and dad don't have to worry." I quickly explained, "I wanted to call you, but it was too late. I want to call you tomorrow." Tears flowed out unconsciously again.

"Xiao Yong, what's the matter with you? Have you caught a cold？ The voice is so dumb? "

"Yes, yes," I said in a raised voice. "I have a cold, I have a cold these days. But I took the medicine, it's okay, I will take care of myself. "

"Oh." The voice paused for a moment, and then came. "How are your personal affairs?"

"I'm talking about it. I will take it home when the conditions are ripe. "

"Oh. . . We agreed to go home early. Your father and I are looking forward to this day. When you need money, tell your family that if you want to find someone, you can spend it. Don't force it. Instead of sending money home, keep it for yourself and see what girls like to buy for others. . . "

After my mother hung up, I threw my cell phone on the wall and cried. . . . .

I went to the hospital to visit my apprentice, but I still didn't get better. My body is full of tubes. The escort said that if there is no miracle, I am afraid it will be like this for the rest of my life. The parents of the apprentice are of the same age. The apprentice's father looked at people with glassy eyes and bent over, like a seriously ill patient who had not recovered, and had not yet come out of the mental shock. His mother, on the other hand, sobbed with a runny nose and tears. It was bitter when I saw it. Comparatively speaking, I was suspended and my annual bonus was deducted, but what is this for a healthy life? If the apprentice is as healthy as ever, I am willing to bear greater material losses.

I walked out of the hospital and gave a long sigh. Want to do something, but don't know what to do, walking aimlessly.

I walked into a large supermarket. The goods in this supermarket are of high quality and low price, mainly aimed at some people's consumer groups, and have formed a certain scale, and there are already good chain stores in this city. I wandered around the supermarket, looking at these things and those things, without any desire to buy.

"Excuse me, what can I do for you?"

I turned a deaf ear, picked up a bag of instant noodles, looked at the production date, put it down, picked up another bag of instant noodles and looked at the production date.

"Sir, these have just been put on the shelves."

"Oh," I looked at the instant noodles and said, "Isn't there an expired one?"

There is no sound. I put down the instant noodles, turned around and looked at it, and froze.

"You, you work here?" Lydia stood in front of me, wearing a navy suit, smiling and elegant.

"Oh, oh. . . "I patted my head and suddenly realized," Yes, that BMW belongs to Xiao Di's boyfriend, but it doesn't mean it's yours. Xiao Di just knows you or is a good friend, but it doesn't mean you have a BMW. " I feel refreshed. "You two are killing me. Two young girls came to meet in a BMW-I was so excited that I couldn't stand it! " "

Lydia just stood gracefully, smiling and not talking.

"You work also pretty tired? One stop is one day, isn't it hard? " I feel a little superior. "Well, I'm fine anyway. Why don't we have dinner tonight? "

Lydia smiled and nodded, then shook her head quickly.

"What are you polite about?" I said, "Don't you just eat together? What's the big deal? Anyway, I am also a human being, and I am not bad at your chopsticks. "

Lydia looked at me with serious eyes.

"When do you get off work? I'll wait for you outside. "

"Our business hours end at X, sir."

I made a gesture and went out.

"What are you mainly responsible for? I don't think you are wearing the same uniform as them? "

In a cafeteria, I asked while washing prawns.

"Mainly responsible for the operation and sales of supermarkets." She put a green fruit in her mouth.

"Still leading," I chewed the shrimp. "How have you been?"

"So can you," she said, staring at me. "The country is inseparable from the talent pillar for a moment."

"Still a talent pillar?" I gave a wry smile. "To put it bluntly, a coolie who works as soon as he gets to work, and then when he gets to the heights, he says that he is just the eldest brother of a group of disciples. No promises. "

Lydia chewed the fruit and smiled.

"By the way, the last time you left in a hurry, ok? Originally, Xiao Di wanted to call you, but she was afraid that it would affect your work. "

"I'm fine, but my apprentice died and was injured. It's terrible."

"Is your job dangerous?" She looked at me seriously.

"It's not very dangerous. The most important thing is to respect the rules and regulations. " I put the mutton in my hand and then put it into the pot. "Don't underestimate the more than ten rules hanging on the wall, which have been proved by blood for generations."

"You are a man with a conscience."

What's the use of "seriously? Life is not good. " I took a sip of red wine. "I have been working for seven or eight years, so I am still standing still." Look at a small flute. You found a good date as soon as you graduated from college. That's true-it's better to marry well than to do well. As for her, she was originally a little sparrow, suddenly flew to the branch and became a little phoenix. Do you think there is a big gap between this person? Feelings are not from the same class. "

Lydia ate watermelon and sipped her mouth and smiled.

"To tell the truth." I looked into her eyes. "Every morning when I get up and wash, I always stare at my face. Not once. I still don't want to take a look. How do you feel that you have a' pig face' more and more? "

1 of "poof", she couldn't help laughing and spit out the watermelon in her mouth. She felt rude, took out a tissue and wiped her mouth, and soon stopped laughing.

"Then find a fortune teller to tell your fortune."

"Did you find them? It is better to calculate it yourself? " I want to be serious. "Yes, I do. I bought a book of changes, which contains all the feng shui gossip. Go home and have a look. "

"Study hard and maybe even become a generation of Feng Shui masters."

"When I finish my research, I'll give you a guess first, and I won't charge you."

Lydia smiled again: "No wonder Xiao Di said you are so funny that people want to laugh when they think of it."

"That little girl is a clever monkey even though she is very young." I recalled and said, "Look at the last time we met, I asked her what kind of person she introduced me to? She said she would go and see for herself. If both of them feel good, she will understand. If two people have bad feelings, why should she know so much-classics? There is no unnecessary nonsense. "

"Do you think this is not good?"

I mused, "That's right."

"At the beginning, when I first saw Xiao Di, I fell in love with this young lady-there was an aura."

"What about you? Why haven't you found it yet? "

"Me?" She rolled her eyes. "I didn't worry, so I didn't find it."

"too." I looked at her and said seriously, "You are in such a good condition that there is definitely nothing to worry about."

"What about you?" She looked at me. "Tell me, why are you still alone? Have you been looking for it? "

"How could I?" I honestly said: "I talked about one in college and broke up as soon as I graduated from college."

"What's the matter?"

"What else can I do?" I said, "Let's be realistic. I didn't know I was a poor boy until I left school. "

"Haven't you talked about it since?"

"No," I recalled and said, "Later, some people introduced several more. As soon as people heard that there was no house, no car and a worker, they broke up immediately, and some even disappeared. Over time, I will be disheartened. "

"People are the first, houses and cars are the second, and they can all earn by their own efforts."

"It's true, girls nowadays are very realistic-everyone wants to eat ready-made!"

Hope to adopt! ! ! ! !