What do you mean by wandering all your life and being indifferent all your life?

Wandering all my life probably means. This kind of life is basically wandering around. There is no fixed place. Belong to your own home. Life is indifferent. See through everything. Fame, wealth, status, nothing matters. Life is unremarkable. No ups and downs. Keep my hands clean. Can do this. Only Buddhist practitioners. I can do it. The world is basically trapped by money and houses.