Sometimes I feel lazy, too lazy to get up and write, and so on. I'm not good at washing clothes. I always feel bored when I wash dishes. Sometimes I clean the room, sometimes I clean it.

I'm neither tall nor thin, I don't like taking a bath, I'm always sleepy, I'm addicted to cigarettes, I don't like going out, I don't like sports, I'm prone to get sick, I don't like socializing, I don't drink or get drunk, I don't eat much, I never wash dishes, I don't eat instant noodles when I'm hungry, I always look down on others, sometimes I laugh at myself, sometimes I'm despised or ignored by others, I'm thin-skinned, and I don' Actually, I'm so depressed. I want to live a carefree life and refuse to work hard. As soon as I sit in front of the computer, I forget everything, nothing, and I keep yy. If I don't smoke for two hours, I will be very anxious and have no mood to live.