Lu Sihao

August 13, Shenzhen, your signing ceremony, my best friend and I came.

Maybe you haven't influenced me before, so I'm not particularly enthusiastic, but my best friend likes it, so I like it.

We didn't eat all day when we started signing. We ate a little at KFC downstairs and talked for a long time, thinking that we should still be signing the bill at 4: 30, but it was over when we went. The kind-hearted staff said that you hadn't left yet, so we hurried to your rest place, but we were stopped by the aunt in the book city and said that we would take it in for us to sign.

I was happier when I received the book than when I saw you. You drew a smiling face on every book. When you spoke on the podium, I opened the books and immediately thought of what you wrote in the preface:

That moment seemed to meet an old friend, not you. Such an author deserves readers to read his books and even come to Wan Li to meet him. Maybe in your heart, we lonely people are really anxious to come over. Look how affectionate you are.

But I've been busy recently, and I really don't have time to calm down and read this book. I'm afraid I can't see your whole world intermittently, and I'm afraid I'll indulge in it and delay my next work. Even if this book is put in my bag every day, it will accompany me to work and sleep.

Today, after reading the novels stored in my mobile phone, the things on Weibo Zhihu taste like chewing wax. I woke up just after work, and there were few people on the subway. I took out the book that had been left for almost ten days and began to read it page by page, regardless of other people's eyes.

After washing at home, take it out and continue reading. The story is short, but the time is long. From morning to afternoon, plus a booklet "People Waiting for Sunrise" attached to the book, I don't want to put it down for a moment.

I can't sleep after reading your book.

After tossing and turning in bed for more than an hour, I sobbed unconsciously. This is not your life with your friends, but the life I just lived.

On the signing day, you said, "When a girl cries, I always tell her not to cry. You can't cry. You should dry your tears and stand up. But now I won't. I'll surround her so that no one can see her. When she cries quietly, she will know what to do next. "

This seems to be me. At the age of seventeen or eighteen, I failed the exam and was humiliated by words. Or I try my best to tell myself, don't cry, you can't cry, you can't fall down, the more I want to cry, the more painful it is. In this way, I will be worried by the people around me and feel more guilty.

Now I am in my twenties, crying my eyes out in an empty room, and then I make up my mind how to continue my life in the powerless night, return to the day and play the image of a good girl again.

In this book, I met one kind after another.

Workaholic, constellation fan Vivi, groupie Yang, 7-up dessert lover Han Qi ... Well, you are also a fool who likes to watch the sunrise.

You must try your best to love someone. You must have gone on a self-dating trip not far from Wan Li. You must feel that you really can't stand it at some point. You must have finally walked a long way alone.

I know, everything you want to tell us is in the book. What you have just seen, experienced and are experiencing.

Stay up until dawn, travel around the world alone and wait for the sunrise. I don't know how these habits are deeply rooted in life. This is life. It is rare for a person to be happy, to have a few habits of following life, and to love a person without reservation.

As time goes by, I am no longer young. I became calm and responsible, and grew into an adult through twists and turns. We accept cruelty as well as not being understood.

I don't want to compromise the ugliness of this world. Because of love, we cannot compromise. Unable to compromise, the dream was crushed into slag by reality, ridiculed by people around, and deliberately disguised.

Jiang Ying, who is always called "old lady" and "old lady", also has many girlish hearts; Simon, who is dead set on the constellation, took the first step, the second step and the n step of change alone; Love Yang wholeheartedly, put away the throb of sharing good things with him; Jiang Qi, who has another person in his eyes, will never forget to tell you that you still have effervescent tablets. Qixi, who always fills the refrigerator with ice cream, finally left this slightly sad city. ......

Well, and you, you stayed up for a long time, listened to songs for a long time, waited for the sunrise that didn't appear for a long time, and finally stayed up until dawn, waiting for the sunrise to come to the end.

Along the way, I threw away a lot. At first, I thought I grew up just to be a quiet adult. Later, after becoming a real adult, I returned to my youth and moved on for what I loved.

I know, you know, we wander around and don't care about anyone anymore, but we can't fall in love with others easily.

I know that what I try my best to do is not rewarding, and the moment I give up is completely willing.

I know, you know, I should move on, for all the good things on the road, for all the hard work around me, for all the things that are not optimistic.

Bear the weight of loneliness, because there is a place to go and someone to see, and one day it will be sunny.

I still can't forget Jiang Ying in your book "Two Faces". She has seen and experienced many things and understood many truths, but she is curious about the world, but both of them are the truest of her. This part of her is me, maybe I will become her completely, maybe I am becoming her.

The worst experience in the world is the right time, the right place and the right person, and the chess game is wrong.

Originally intended to pass by, the best meeting in the world turned out to be good friends.

As you said, we are already very good friends. It is rare to have one or two bosom friends in life. Fortunately, I have many. Fortunately, I met a group of such people.

Then, knowing the cruelty of the world, please push aside the thorns; You must know that you may not get it if you work hard, but you must redouble your efforts; Knowing that we may be apart, we should love without reservation; Knowing that you will eventually grow into an adult, please keep your heart.

We have walked a long way alone, and we will continue to walk.

"There are two things that time can't take away. One is the ability to get along with myself, and the other is the person who keeps pace with me. "

So, stay up all night until sunrise.

Because you don't have to do your best to stay a little longer, the night will become long and the scenery on the road will not be finished.