I like your love letter appreciation.

I still remember seeing you for the first time. The teacher took us to practice and met you for the first time at the dinner table where the teacher invited us to eat. To tell the truth, at that time, you didn't leave a deep impression on me.

We stayed in Maanshan for two weeks and practiced for two weeks. For me, it was a happy time, because I just graduated from college. During my summer vacation as a graduate student, I was very happy to meet so many brothers and sisters and you. You know, I'm a sociable person. I don't know how you feel in these two weeks.

I have been following you since the day I went to KTV. Your liveliness, like a blue spirit, beats in my heart. I don't know how we sat together. I deeply remember one of your actions. I don't know what joke made you laugh so happily, and my body left me here. I felt warm and my heart beat a little faster. Another action is that you pulled my arm when you laughed. At that time, my heart was fluctuating.

In fact, what excites me most about you is that you can be quiet sometimes. Your eyes are like a quiet night in summer, soothing people's restless hearts. Sometimes, you are especially cheerful, like a lively bird, beating gently in my heart. I remember, I failed in math statistics, and I was very anxious. Your calm eyes calmed me down when you gave me advice. It seems that nothing is the immediate problem. Your eyes are like calm lake water, clear and deep. We rode out together, and you sat behind Xiao Qiang's car, your legs kept swinging, and you laughed so happily, like a little girl, which made people feel the urge to hold you in their arms or touch your head, and then told you like an elder that the little girl was really likable.

We have always been good friends. Until that day, I confessed to you, saying it was a confession. Actually, I was just testing at first. I told you that someone in the lab said I like you. What do you think should be done? Say what others say. What can I do? Then I'm still testing. I said, do you really not understand or are you playing dumb? Do you really don't understand or play dumb? I thought you had feelings for me. So I got up the courage to say that I was moved by you. You asked me why, and I simply said why, why this, why. My understanding is that you don't need any reason to like someone. If you ask me now, I can say a lot, but I don't know if there is any chance to say it. Ever since I told you that I like you, I feel that you don't treat me like before. I always feel that there is something between us, like an invisible wall that makes me suffocate. I don't know if there is anyone you like in your heart, but it always bothers me for a long time. Every time I go to the lab, I think the first thing I see is you. When I saw you sitting there, I was very happy and stable. However, sometimes, your seat is empty, as if my heart is empty, and I wonder if you are dating someone else.

I told a good friend about my struggle and asked her how to pursue girls. She told me that her boyfriend often texted her when he was chasing her. After a long time, she got used to his short messages and was moved by them, so she agreed to be his girlfriend. After listening to her words, I began to send you text messages. Every morning, when I wake up, I send you a short message, wishing you happiness with the best sentence I can think of. I remember receiving your reply after I sent it to you for the first time. You said, thank you, I hope you are happy. You have no idea how happy I am. Really, I've been excited all day. I think as long as I insist, you will be moved by my news, but one morning, after I sent you a message, you replied, thank you. I hope you won't send me a message again. After reading your message, I can hear my heart breaking. My heart is like a needle, and I can feel it dripping blood. I was thinking, you turned me down.

Since I confessed to you, the words between us have become less and less. Sometimes I think you're avoiding me. You can have a good chat with each of them, but once you see me, you talk less. I don't know why. Sometimes, I want to make you happy, but I get an embarrassing scene. You know, every time I see you online on QQ, I have the urge to chat with you, even if it is a simple greeting, but you told me before that you don't like QQ chat, so every time your dialog box pops up, I think about it and close it helplessly. Sometimes, I can't help myself, I will send you a naughty icon, or I will ask bored, did you go to the lab today? The result is either my naughty icon in the dialog box or a cold answer, no.

I like studying horoscopes, because I want to know a little about you through horoscopes. You are Scorpio and I am Pisces. According to the horoscope book, these two constellations will be very good together. However, up to now, I haven't found it. My friend said to me, maybe you should find another scorpion. Okay, I don't know what to do. The constellation book also says that Scorpio girls are mysterious, which is the most difficult to chase among all constellation girls. I believe this sentence. You are mysterious, at least to me. You are really hard to chase. You told me before that you were slow to heat. Maybe, just for me.

You said, you hate boys saying you can't, and you hate boys belittling yourself. You know, since I heard you say that, I silently told myself in my heart that in the future, I will identify myself in my heart, and there is nothing I can't do, as long as I work hard. I decided not to make soy sauce bottles at that time. I want to be the best I can be, complete my tasks and get recognition from others, especially you. From then on, I won't allow others to make fun of me. When someone makes fun of me, I will give him a reply. At least, in this way, I won't let others look down on me.

Remember that day when the five of us went to sing together? Then we sat together and talked for a long time. I said at that time that I would never treat my girlfriend like Xiao Qiang. After hearing this, you specifically asked Xiao Qiang what I said. Have you considered me? Why else do you care so much about what I say? Actually, I just said what I really meant, because I didn't want to cheat. I won't promise what I can't do. Maybe I should say something nice to you. In this case, maybe I will give you a better image. To tell the truth, maybe I can't be as strong as Xiao Qiang, but I can assure you that my girlfriend must be happy.

Perhaps it was my amorous feelings that destroyed our friendship; Perhaps, it was my words that made me move my heart to you and made you start to avoid me; Perhaps, it's my sentence, I won't treat his girlfriend like Xiao Qiang and my girlfriend to let you escape from me; Maybe my constant pestering makes you hate me.

However, I just want to say to you now, I'm sorry, just because I like you, please forgive me.