After breaking up with her two children, she didn't delete any of your contact information, just ignored you and gave up.

Not deleting contact information can only show that I cherish my past experience, and not replying to you means that I won't get back together with you at present. Maybe the other person has completely started his new life, maybe the other person is observing your development, and whether you can get rid of bad habits and constantly improve your ability. I suggest that you don't bother yourself frequently, develop and improve yourself with your heart, and show it to each other with your own practical actions. Even if two people don't get together in the future, there will be great improvement.