What you have experienced makes you who you are.

A year ago, I felt that I was growing very fast, and I was pushed to an awkward position before I could savor it.

? I can't sleep at night. In retrospect, many things that seemed bad or meaningless at that time were just transitions from one stage to another, and you will always understand something from them.

I started to learn tattoos two years ago. At that time, I was not a tattoo lover. I'm just an ordinary fan. I met a friend of a tattoo artist by chance and learned that tattoos are very profitable. This is a good way for me to drop out of school early, always ignorant and unwilling to do anything.

At that time, my mind was full of making money, making a lot of money. I don't know until I start learning. No exquisite craft can be done in a day or two, and money is not so easy to earn. Copy manuscripts and watch master tattoos every day. The master said, if I don't understand, remember to ask. I didn't know what questions to ask at that time. There are too many questions. After studying for a while, I started tattooing people and tattooed the first pattern several times in advance. If you have nothing to do, just stare at the pattern. Although it is only a simple geometric pattern, your mind is full of how to tie it and how to do it well. All I can think about is what the master said. When I tie it for someone, I feel at ease. It's not as difficult as I thought. It is this idea that makes me feel that everything is simple. As long as you master the basic principles, anything can be done. Look at the picture and forget to sleep. Practice a serious attitude. I forgot that's because I used to be cautious.

I think many people feel this way. At first, they put a lot of pressure on themselves. It's not that difficult to find out, and they think so. But the second time, the state and effect were obviously not as good as the last time. That's because our thinking deceives us. We feel relaxed because the matter itself is simple. We forget that it is that kind of pressure that makes us feel more responsible and the result is better than expected.

? Later, I started to come to the studio by myself. On the one hand, I feel that I haven't learned anything by staying in the master's shop. On the other hand, it is forced by the pressure of life and needs to make money. It happened that I met a new friend at that time and established a crackling relationship. We walked together and opened a studio. The degree of concern is no less than a mother's love for her children. At first, I met the first bottleneck. Because I have no friends in the new city, I do all kinds of activities from scratch in order to attract tourists. If it's just to make money, it's nothing. I began to find that I didn't seem to know anything, so I began to catch up on all kinds of professional knowledge, which was very boring for my former master. At the moment, I feel like a white girl with a tattoo, and I have too much to learn.

Then I experienced many bottlenecks, and I was at a loss. I never knew how to break through, but in fact, as long as I don't give up making a little progress every day, the changes will be considerable after a long time.

? A year later, my studio died, and so did my relationship with that friend.

? For more than a year, I have not only saved any money, but also owed a lot of money. I packed my bags and went our separate ways. I couldn't make a living, so I went to a colleague's house to continue my career as a tattoo artist.

In fact, this is all an inclusion, so I won't say the details one by one. I just want to say, don't be afraid of adversity, don't bow to difficulties, don't be afraid of failure, and be ready to start again at any time. When you are really stuck in the swamp and can't save yourself without help, think about everything you have experienced in the past, think about your previous gains and losses, and think about your shortcomings and shortcomings. Even if you stand still, you should constantly enrich yourself. It's time to work hard. Diligent people are diligent, constantly enrich themselves, practice their careers to the best, and then wait while enriching. God will not be kind to those who work hard, let alone sympathize with those who pretend to work hard.

? It will be a qualitative leap for your life and pattern to survive.