If I am a Capricorn with dual personality, can I match a Gemini man who is very playboy and good at playing, and is five years older than me? (I am 20 years old this year)

Some people say that Capricorn, as the twin of air signs and the earth sign, is Manzhu Warsaw and reincarnated as a human being. Even if she is incarnated as a human being, she is still a little sad that flowers and leaves will never meet, but she can't be together when they meet.

Perhaps what is the fate between Gemini and Capricorn is unknown after all, but who can ignore it:

Sticking to the soil, the wind gently blows back and forth, rubbing hands with the soil and turning thousands of times;

With the wind, the soil has already turned into invisible gravel and gone with the wind forever.

Gemini's love for Capricorn is not achieved overnight, but accumulated bit by bit, because she does not understand Capricorn's forbearance, and Gemini mistakenly thinks that Capricorn has no tenderness in spirit;

Capricorn's love for Gemini is not fixed at a glance, but at a glance. It's just that this love can't be started because he doesn't understand Gemini's seriousness. Capricorn assumes that Gemini's hit is not permanent;

Thus, Capricorn and Gemini buried a knot in each other's hearts.

In fact, Gemini, like Capricorn, is also a sensitive and fragile child at heart. They expect the world to give a kiss of truth, goodness and beauty with all its life enthusiasm. They look at the world with childlike and clear eyes, but often, those actors who have no depth and loneliness look back at the world and hurt Capricorn's eyes and Gemini's heart. Face painting and niche are still talking in a drunken dream. So, habitually, Capricorn wears a plain mask and Gemini wears sly makeup, mixing in the crowd and walking silently. Many times, Gemini looks at the sky with his eyes open, not conceited and indifferent, but wants to pour out the tears that are about to fall out; Sometimes I pretend to understand, not playing hard to get, but knowing clearly that clarity is not necessarily the most suitable background for all pictures.

However, since the dull Capricorn and the overflowing Gemini met, there are always some feelings destined to sprout. Just as they get closer, criticize each other and recognize each other, Capricorn and Gemini find that their souls are so similar. In the space where the gas fields overlap with each other, you can always receive a familiar tenderness, which can make your true self take off the layers of camouflage and smile at each other. This feeling is quite a bit fatalistic.

In those gathering occasions, especially in the bustling crowd, his meeting with her began to become unspeakable.

He always looked at her casually, and saw that this fast-moving woman could be as cold as ice rationally, but she handled things about him in an orderly way and was always careful as dust.

She couldn't help staring at him, and could see that this supercilious man was not paranoid or indifferent, but after several introspection about her unpretentious comments and exhortations, he would take off Capricorn's symbolic gloomy mask and thank her for her advice. Hidden under that mask is a shy, cheerful and handsome face, a face as deep as a man and as sincere as a boy.

In the growth of love, sometimes two people's fantasies are out of sync. I think Gemini has surpassed Capricorn. Her heart moved uncontrollably and quietly, and she never came back.

He patted her on the shoulder, and when she looked back, she suddenly got lost in the hidden and cerebral cortex, which seemed to be the memory of past lives. No matter how he pretends to be indifferent and aloof, his eyes can't hide his inner compassion and pity, which hurts her heart. When he read the email she wrote to him, he really lamented that at her age, she also had such a keen mind and mind to understand the world. The agility of accompanying him on the road of chasing dreams touched his feelings, but it was only this feeling that kept him at the level of liking and refused to move forward.

For Gemini, it is not only slow but also cruel.

What is really cruel is Capricorn's awkwardness.

Because it's slow, it's cruel ... this is a robbery from Capricorn, and Gemini can't escape it.

The reason why a person can indulge his feelings is because he has few feelings; The reason why a person wants to restrain his feelings is because the concentrated energy under the cover of calmness, once released, has an amazing aftermath. Gemini knows this very well.

Gemini, who doesn't know what a smile is and what an ambiguous Gemini is, begins to ignore other colorful choices in life, as if there is only one place in the world that attracts her most, and she doesn't want much, just hanging around Capricorn. Capricorn once said, "In a woman's longing for the future, knowing that there is a man in her heart, that man should be the happiest person". In fact, how much Gemini wants to tell Capricorn that Capricorn is in every possible realistic picture in her multi-dimensional vision of the future, but she can't tolerate leaking any news, because some confessions are selfish, and Gemini can't let the so-called clarification and calm tie Capricorn to the invisible ambiguity. In fact, Gemini is not without confidence. There is no definition of Capricorn in this period. How long can feelings like the moon shadow in the water last? Maybe one day, they will unconsciously nirvana and disappear. With the invasion of time, even those mottled waves have nowhere to pursue. The ultimate pursuit is always vague, and Capricorn has a natural fear of uncertainty. Gemini just can't stand letting Capricorn fall into fear of life.

So Gemini has been waiting, quietly waiting, waiting for a firm Capricorn should be the best, waiting for Capricorn to come over without hesitation. In those waiting days, Gemini often strolls along the cobblestone road alone to the place where she once had lunch with Capricorn. Many scenes are replayed, the same street, the same scenery, the same restaurant. However, the cold today is not as gentle as the parallel afternoon in Capricorn. Everything would be different without him.

Now that I think about it, in those days, Gemini may not be waiting for a person, a relationship, but waiting for time. Waiting for the flow of time and the deep-rooted acacia that melts in it can make her grow up, make her will more determined, make her mind fuller and get rid of her childishness. With the imprint of Capricorn in her life, she will continue to laugh at the ebb and flow of the world with those sharp eyes that know the world. Love for Capricorn makes Gemini learn to grow into a big tree when no one can rely on it, and gives vulnerable children a shelter from the wind and rain. This is the homework that Gemini needs to complete in this life.

Many times, maybe we don't fall in love with anyone, but with ourselves-this is the characteristic of women, especially Gemini women. But if you have never loved, how can you understand? Back to the beginning, Gemini was burning all his thoughts, just to be good to him.

Again and again, Gemini repeatedly asks the familiar Capricorn, don't you understand?

There is no answer.

It's not that he doesn't want to answer, but that he won't.

After a long time, in the precipitation of years, Capricorn began to understand that there are not only black and white in the world, but also layers of gray between black and white; The other party listened, touched, and hurt, and answered early.

At that moment, however, he didn't give her an answer.

Time often challenges the eternity we have been longing for with a contemptuous look. The cause and effect of several generations of reincarnation can't be said by people, and fate has finally come to an end. Gemini feels a powerful airflow directly penetrating the body and soul. For resentment, some people will fly into a rage, show their emotions to the fullest, and pop this air stream out. These people are lucky; There are still some people who can't move. At most, one or two hairs that hang down will sway leisurely, not because they don't want to attack, but because they can't attack, and maybe they are born without this ability. So the airflow will go straight to their hearts, shattering seven tendons and six veins and tearing their internal organs. Unfortunately Gemini belongs to the latter. Gemini never tears in front of people, because when she is sad, her mood temperature is always negative, and all her tears are solidified; However, once love is hurt, the disappearance of love is a gorgeous gasification, and no traces of suffocation can be found. Perhaps the luck and tragedy of Gemini's life are rooted in this. From beginning to end, she failed to learn to truly reconcile with her heart.

Turn your face away, Gemini will never look back, not because "turning your face is as fast as turning a book", but because she has not learned to stand opposite Capricorn without tears; The tears in the corner of my eyes are not because I am about to leave, but because Capricorn needs to work harder in the future, because the Gemini who can guess what Capricorn will say in the second half of the sentence and arrange it for him silently is gone.

Every parting is the end of one journey and the beginning of another, but unfortunately, the road in the world is often only a hundred turns, not a thousand times; Only bearing, no transfer.

In the days without Gemini, there are still many people who are kind to Capricorn, some because of admiration, some because of awe, and some because of desire. Capricorn begins to understand that what he wants most is Gemini's kindness to him, which has nothing to do with his academic appearance and economic status, but because of his heartfelt attachment to the incarnated child in his soul. Gemini's unrequited transparent love is the simplest and softest appeal in Capricorn's heart.

After leaving Capricorn, Gemini began to understand that some shortcomings don't need to be filled, because no matter what you fill, it destroys the beauty and beauty of half the moon. Some ideas must be experienced, and they can only grow after experience. The most unforgettable thing is not to show the perfect chop suey to people, but to freeze it at the moment of formation, leaving a sad gap for the people in it. During that time, Gemini's brain often became empty, and deep cracks appeared in his heart, from which the pain of emptiness kept pouring out. Gemini doesn't want to artificially investigate the source of this pain, but some pictures always appear silently in countless quiet nights. Capricorn continues to look forward to the day when his Gemini returns to his side. In a hurry, Gemini left only a whip to beat the half-step bluestone, which echoed in the night in this Capricorn man's dream, branded into a heart chart and sang a song of Xijiang Moon.

One was born in winter and the other was born in summer. Perhaps the challenge that Capricorn and Gemini are destined to face is not that they don't love each other enough, but the distance of gazing at each other, which is formed by the difference of time.

His feelings did not move, and she also changed her mind; When he was lovesick, she left disappointed.

Whether together or not, they left each other a memorable time and an unspeakable tenderness during that time. Gemini, Capricorn, this meeting may not have been to be together, but to start the spiritual growth that only each other can support.

So, when he grew up, he made an appointment with her to stay in the next life and get married as soon as possible. Only she is still a Gemini, and he is still a Capricorn. There will always be a bitter angle between them, and they will always grow up behind each other.

Later, Gemini finally understood why men love a woman too much and let her wander, because he is a pure and forbearing Capricorn, and he only wants the person he likes to soar in the most desirable sky (Capricorn's creed: if I can't give you enough, I will leave);

Later, Capricorn learned to believe why a woman loves a man too much to keep him, because she is a clear and sensitive Gemini, and she doesn't want the person she likes to fall into emotional difficulties (Gemini's creed: if I can't love you completely, I won't come).

Gemini and Capricorn are true love, no matter what kind of reincarnation, it will be goodbye.

Even if I miss you again, I will meet you again. Even if it is just a "peer", I will turn my back and continue to love you after I leave.