The head of Lolita in the zodiac

"I heard the children's laughter, but nothing else. What disheartens me is not that Lolita is not with me, but that she is not in the laughter here. "

-humbert

? This is a movie that will be depressed for a long time no matter how many times you watch it.

? Humbert, the hero, once had an unforgettable love. This was his first love and the only relationship he had before he met Lolita. In his words, "If I hadn't met Annabel, there wouldn't have been Lolita".

? When she was young, humbert fell in love with a 4-year-old girl named Annabel. They hit it off immediately and fell in love with each other. But this feeling of anticipation didn't last long. Humbert's first love died because of Annabel's sudden illness. This is a huge blow to this 14 year old child. Even after that, he couldn't overcome his psychological barrier of longing and admiration for girls for decades.

? "Like poison seeping into a wound, it will never heal."

? More than 20 years later, he accepted the invitation of beardsley University and became a university professor. He went to New Zealand alone, and with the help of a friend, he was introduced to a widow named Charlotte as a tenant. After visiting Charlotte's mansion, humbert was not satisfied with the living environment, perhaps because she couldn't accept getting along with older women, and humbert wanted to refuse to stay because of her trip. Charlotte obviously didn't want humbert to leave, and insisted on taking him to the yard to continue his visit. As a gentleman, humbert can't refuse. He can only reluctantly take Charlotte to her backyard, but what he didn't expect was that what he saw in Charlotte's yard would completely change his future life.

A 12-year-old girl was lying on the grass in the backyard, turning over a magazine with a celebrity's head. The spray wet her clothes, made her underwear and skin looming, and outlined her graceful curve. Humbert couldn't take his eyes off it at a glance. He looked at the girl on the grass as if he saw the shadow of his first love Annabel. He hesitated for a long time, and his mouth lightly sighed: "It's beautiful."

? The girl noticed his eyes and looked up and smiled innocently at her. Although she showed funny braces, her sweet and innocent smile melted humbert's heart again.

? Because of this girl, humbert chose to stay.

? "She is Luo, wearing socks in the morning, forty inches tall; When wearing slacks, she is Lola. At school, she is Dolly. Her pen name is dolores. But in my arms, she will always be Lolita. The light of my life, the fire of desire; My sin, my soul. Lolita. "

? Lolita is a precocious girl. She always deliberately made many outrageous moves towards humbert. This made humbert mistakenly think that Lolita had a crush on him and planned to be with her step by step. In order to stay, he had to marry Charlotte who liked him. It was not until Lolita was arranged to go camping by the school that his love for Lolita was discovered by Charlotte who was looking through his diary one day.

? Charlotte died in a car accident on the way to deliver a letter to Lolita because of excessive sadness. This is a blow to humbert, and it is also the most anticipated result. A few months later, he received Lolita from camping, found an excuse to prevaricate Charlotte's whereabouts, and started a trip with Lolita.

? During the trip, Lolita had sex with humbert. All this is just because Lolita did such a thing with boys when she was camping. She just thought it was funny. Naturally, she never loved humbert. But humbert is different. What Lolita did to him made him more deeply immersed in his possessiveness and affection for Lolita. He is more and more afraid of losing Lolita, but Lolita is losing interest in getting along with him.

? Lolita has always dreamed of becoming an actress. In a hotel encounter, she met the famous director Quilty. She fantasized that relying on this lifeline would enable her to claim possession from humbert completely, so at a suitable time, she eloped with Quilty.

? Humbert who lost Lolita seems to be a walking corpse without soul. He frantically searched around for Lolita's whereabouts, trying to find out who took Lolita away from him.

? After a long time, he finally received a letter signed "Mrs. Richard", only to find that Lolita has married a woman now. Lolita said in her letter that she had a hard life recently and hoped to get his help. Humbert immediately drove to the address in the letter. Years later, he finally met Lolita, whom he once loved deeply. Lolita is not who she used to be. She became mature, pale and pregnant with someone else's child.

? "Flower witch days, but now like dead leaves to return home. This Lolita is pale, vulgar and bloated, and the flesh and blood in her belly belongs to others. She will rot and wither, no matter what. I don't care. I just need to look at her again, and all the tenderness will come to my mind. "

He looked at Lolita affectionately, only twenty-five steps away from her familiar old car, and she could still follow him if she wanted to. But Lolita refused without hesitation. She knew that she had never loved humbert, and that was not love. Desperate, humbert had to leave her money and drive away. When he left, he looked at Lolita from the car, as if he saw that she was still the girl with all kinds of amorous feelings.

At the end of the story, humbert killed Quilty, so he was chased by a police car and drove into a vast grassland on the road between villages. He stopped the car and walked to the place where he could see the town, as if he could hear the children's laughter coming from the town. Unfortunately, there was no Lolita in that laughter.

? Humbert was sentenced to death, and Lolita's life stopped forever at the age of seventeen because of dystocia.

Although the story is based on humbert's dying memories, the content of the story is disturbing. This is a complete tragedy. No one can say that neither humbert nor Lolita is wrong. Without Lolita's active attraction, humbert will not completely release their evil desires, nor will it lead to their own tragic ending. They are not so much "love" as possession, desire and destruction.