Why did you lose a very important thing and suddenly feel free?

I'm relieved, you know. Because what you think is very important has caused you a lot of pressure and burden. This kind of burden is beyond your capacity. So you will feel very relaxed after losing a single order. Some things are yours and yours, and don't be forced if they are not yours. Happiness is the most important thing. There is no need to wronged yourself. Become humble.