The dim love of stars

Scattered rice fields are rippling with the wind, and green waves are shining with the brilliance of the sunset. She sat on the train and looked out of the window. The sky is divided into several layers by the afterglow of the sunset, like a cocktail at one end of the mountain.

He sat next to her, put his arm around her shoulder and looked out of the window together. There are children crying in the car, businessmen boasting and students playing cards laughing. They don't seem to hear them. They lean together quietly and look out of the window. When the sky is completely dark, it is full of stars.

"See that? That's Vega in Lyra, Tianjin IV in Cygnus and Hegu II in Aquila. These three stars make up the Summer Triangle, and Gu Er also has a name called Cowherd Star, so in that case, Cowherd and Weaver Girl are not far away. " As a science student, he pushed his glasses and said, I don't know if this scientific explanation can bring any romance at all.

She nodded in confusion. In her eyes, all the stars seem to be similar, but she still tries to identify them and says, "The Cowherd and the Weaver Girl are together. What's that star for? " Little three? "

He laughed and said, "You really think it is the main star of Cygnus, called Tianjin IV, 19 bright star, and it is one of the famous big stars."

"Oh, we have already passed Tianjin." She interrupted him and let him go on forever. The common fault of science and engineering men seems to be that you can talk with you rationally for a long time by looking for something casually.

"You passed, I didn't." He pointed out. They are not in the same city, one is in Beijing and the other is in Xi 'an. They made an appointment to go to Xitang for school holidays and chose to meet in Jinan. Who knows this guy bought the wrong ticket, or he would have arrived in Jiaxing at noon. For this reason, she almost quarreled with him, but soon he used his killer weapon, doodle mouth and innocent eyes, which made her lose her temper.

"What a nuisance! Can't you be romantic! " She punched him, he smiled, and then turned back. When will this guy grow up? Really, like his buddies, she wrestled on the train until the water splashed all over his desk.

"Oh, really, you got me covered in water!" He rubbed his clothes and spoke like a child.

Just a child, she can't help laughing when she thinks about it. No matter how he dresses or talks, he will always be like a child.

"Still laughing, hum." He pouted and looked at him innocently.

The most resistant to this, she pounced on him, threw herself into his arms and said, "What about our constellation? Which one is it? "

"well. . . My horoscope is invisible at this time. let me take a look at it. No, there are no bright stars in your constellation. It is the darkest of the twelve constellations. " As he spoke, he looked at the night sky and learned about the great events in the world, but he just twisted his beard.

"ah? The darkest one should also be visible. How beautiful it is today. " She pretended to be unhappy.

"It is because other stars are too bright that I can't see clearly." He said.

She continued to look for those dim stars and fell asleep quietly in his arms. He hugged her until the train was about to arrive. There are a lot of saliva marks on the clothes, and the air conditioner in the car is blowing, which is really cold. She smiled and was very satisfied with her work. He has a sad face, like a wronged kannika nimtragol who bullies others.

When I got off the bus, only a few black cars were waiting to lie down outside the station. There was silence outside and the whole city fell into a deep sleep. Two people found an express hotel to stay. The next day, she got up early, and she was in a good mood at the thought of going with him to the ancient town she had longed for for for a long time. After getting up, he began to wash, everything was packed and he fell asleep like a pig.

This made her very unhappy, thinking that she should be able to wake him up with her mind. She sat on the bed and didn't wake up until she fell asleep staring at him.

In the end, the two arrived in Xitang that afternoon. She was angry all the way, but he didn't notice anything and hummed and held her hand. When I found her angry, I immediately pursed my lips and looked at her innocently. Her anger disappeared for no reason.

I don't know whether it's beautiful scenery or delicious food, which makes her forget her previous unhappiness. The bridge goes deep into the lane, and there is an antique wooden house next to the bluestone slab. They lived in an inn by the river, put down their things and walked hand in hand in this romantic ancient town. It seems to travel through the past a long time ago. In a trance, the two crossed into ancient times.

He wore a crown, dark brown clothes and no glasses, but he was still full of books. He wore a jade card around his waist, which was just his name. He was still a child when he smiled. She wore a light pale pinkish purple Confucian skirt with a phoenix and a Yu Pei tied around her waist. She carefully followed his footsteps through the alley, across the stone bridge and walked to the clear river. The wind is blowing and the water is wavy.

"Eat this!" He dragged her to a stinky tofu stall. This is the fourth stinky tofu today. I don't know how he was fascinated by it. But watching him eat is also a kind of enjoyment. He looks like a child who has not grown up yet. He often burns himself with food and then gets angry.

"If you eat it again, it will become stinky tofu." Although she protested, she still ate more than half.

"You see, you can eat more. Can eat well, can eat and drink long and strong! " He used the word "hearty laughter" unique to the northwest people, and especially aggravated the word "strong".

"Fuck you!" After eating stinky tofu, she wrestled with him and finally got tired of it in his arms. They walked aimlessly and watched. There are not many people on the road. Xitang seems to be much bigger than the map. They kept walking and laughing. At three o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was shining, and his smile was so bright that it seemed that the sun was shining for him. They are gone. I don't know how far they have gone. The scenery in front of them is not important. The important thing is that he is with them.

She suddenly thought of the sentence in Faust: Time, you are so beautiful, please stop here.

Walking, his cell phone rang. She gave him an unhappy look and hung up the phone. He explained, "It's a dog! Ask me if I can't get on Warcraft! "

"You didn't say where we were." Her tone is complaining.

"Yes, that grandson." He mumbled, and then said, "The arena won't play this week, so we'll talk about it next week." He is a pvp player. They met in World of Warcraft. She still remembers what his first words were. They met in a duel. No one expected that they would come together. The two schools are not in the same city, and the home is not in the same city, but Warcraft has come to reality for several years.

It's been several years ... some ... three ... four ... I don't know why, but she suddenly hesitated, but when she saw him rushing to the fragrant shrimp, she followed.

After eating shrimp oil, she found them on an island. This island is obviously not Xitang, like Gulangyu or other places. There are several ships parked not far away, and on the other side are high-rise buildings. But she's not afraid. She is not afraid of anything with him.

There is a high arch bridge in front, which is unscientific in radian. He walked up easily, but she could not get up. I had to step back and start the run-up, and then I went up with the trend, but I couldn't stand it and slipped down. He looked at her and smiled. She doesn't want to settle. She stepped back more, then sprinted hard and tried several times until she was exhausted. She didn't succeed and slipped every time. I wonder how he got up.

He didn't mean to get off the bridge and continued to walk across the street. She was in a hurry and found a path under the bridge, which was a flat bridge built on the water. It's no use. Many people come and go. She ran from below and found that the distance was shorter than she thought. After passing by, she saw him still on the arch bridge and walking down. She wants to see him. She was about to leave when she found a stinky tofu seller next to her, so she bought a book and walked onto the arch bridge. I don't know why, it looks no different from an ordinary bridge from here. You don't need a run-up and you won't slide down.

"Really, you won't come with me." She complained to him and handed him stinky tofu.

"I just wanted to buy it." His expression suddenly became complicated, and he took the stinky tofu and ate it. She smiled and watched him eat, and tasted a few pieces herself. After dinner, they haven't got off the bridge yet. She went to shake his hand, but he shook it off. She didn't understand what happened, stood there and looked at him in confusion.

He also stood in the same place, looked at her and said with a wry smile, "Forget it, we have broken up."

She froze, her eyes moist instantly, blurring everything in sight. At the moment of tears, Gulangyu, Xitang, arch bridge and sunshine all disappeared.

It is still night outside the window, and the yellow constellation is covered by the light of the city. She sat on the bed, trembling slightly, and her tears kept falling. We have broken up ... we have broken up ... yes ... we have broken up for more than a year, so ......

She shook her head hard and tears ran down her cheeks to the mat. My mind is constantly echoing with broken words that should have disappeared in time.

"Are we like the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl? We can't always meet. Your mother is the queen mother and still cares about you! "

"When will you come to Xi 'an and take you to see the Yellow River! There are snacks in Huimin street, which is great! It's delicious! Compared with mutton buns in Beijing, it's nothing! "

"Oh, how the saliva flow such a big beach! Stupid. "

"You can't find anything better than me!"

"I'm sorry, I can't accompany you tonight. I must go to Tianjin. A classmate is coming. "

"This server thief also disarmed?"

QQ can no longer see his name, only from the original trade union group of Warcraft. He changed his number, maybe blocked her, and he would never talk to her again. In Warcraft, he has deleted his real-name friend and won't miss her because he can't send a request.

He has left the city. When she learned about his family changes, she wanted to fly to him and tell him that I would always be here. However, she didn't. That was their last contact, and he never heard from her again.

From then on, whenever she accidentally saw the words Jianxiang Qiaodong, her heart would hurt. She still remembers that school. He was wearing a white T-shirt, blue jeans and a doll head, smiling at the sunshine.

After that, Xi 'an, the city she once wanted to go to most, became a forbidden place, so don't pass by wherever she travels. She still remembers the place where she saw him for the first time and the last time, both in Xizhimen subway station. That place, she will never go again. The pillar on which he once waited for her is long gone. He is long gone.

From the mouth of his friend, I know that he is living well now. Judging from the photos on Renren and WeChat, he has gained weight and matured a lot. He is no longer the pouting coquettish child. And she began to make up, read the books she once hated most, and learned to say different things to different people.

Everyone's best friend is the name of that classmate, the classmate he went to Tianjin to find, the lovely classmate he has said many times. Wechat personally signed that his wife would give it to you for the rest of her life.

Seeing this, she suddenly smiled and remembered Muma's songs.

"We met so much and left so much. The world has changed you and me, she said. Don't be sad. This is the love of dark stars. We have a body, not ugly. "

She opened the curtain, it was Tanabata again, and the dim stars were still invisible.