How to evaluate Haizi?

The death of the poet Haizi will become one of the myths of our time. As time goes by, we will see more and more clearly what a precious friend we lost at dusk on March 26th, 989. Losing a true friend means losing a great inspiration, a dream, a part of our life and an echo. For us, Haizi is a genius, but for himself, he will always be a lonely "king", a "lover with short material life" and a "rural intellectual". Haizi only lived for 25 years, and his literary creation only lasted for about 7 years. In the last two years of his life, he was like a young star, racing against time and then suddenly exploding.

The formation of Haizi's personality should have both congenital factors and acquired factors. The so-called acquired factor naturally refers to its agricultural background. Haizi is the son of agriculture. He is infatuated with soil, and he is naturally sad about something that dies with the development of the times. At the beginning of 1989, Haizi returned to Anhui. This trip to his hometown brought him a great sense of desolation. "Some things you are familiar with will never be found again," he said. "You have become a complete stranger in your hometown!" As for congenital factors, I mean his horoscope. Haizi was born in1April 2, 964 and belongs to Aries. If we look at his horoscope not only out of superstitious interest, we can at least find something interesting here. Haizi loved Brahma all his life? Gao, called Vatican? Gao is a "skinny brother" and Van Gogh was born in Aries. Isn't there some mysterious connection? Are people born in this sign prone to adventure? As early as 1984, Haizi wrote a poem dedicated to Brahma. Gao's poem is called "Al of the Sun". The poem wrote:

Thin brother van Gogh, van Gogh/strong spray from underground.

As reckless as a volcano/as reckless as cedar and wheat fields/

And you/spit out the extra time to live.

This poem is about Van Gogh. Can't it be regarded as something about Haizi? How apt the word "recklessness" is to Haizi!

The fall of this comet is shocking: when and how it fell. His whole life seems to be just to shine. He condensed a very limited life and let it show all the brilliance of life in a short process.

Everyone's life is different. Some lives are relatively long, and the display of this kind of life is like a series of continuous shots, which is a slow and rhythmic development. The poet we commemorate today is not. He seems to know that he can only worry, and he can't tolerate such tenderness. His life is a concentrated display of the essence. This is the fall of a comet. The whole process is burning, burning into a hot arc. Burn it before going out. Its extinction is sudden, lightning and thunder!

Because there is a strong lightning burning in a limited time and space, the fall of this star has left people with long-term thoughts. Of course, behind this yearning is a tribute to a talent. Talented poets have disappeared, but people still miss this glory. No matter which way you take, human life will eventually disappear, but the life of art will continue because of the flash of talent. The length of this continuation is directly proportional to the accumulation of talent.

The poet comes from a deep and barren land. He is connected with the villages on the earth and the wheat fields around the villages. All his life, he used the voice full of juice and moisture to call for the land where grain and life grow. His singing of land and life on land has a long and broad background-there shines the light of noble human mind. The modern poet loves the spirit of classical poetry so much: Qu Yuan, Dante and Shakespeare. He claimed to continue the epic tradition created by those big stars. This statement is undoubtedly solemn and dignified.

The burning and final disappearance of stars in the sky is exciting. That arc is an eternal memory, but it is more like a sad rehearsal. It indicates the end of a cultural spirit. Since then, the poet's unforgettable admiration for the great epic and his unremitting practice of this ideal realm seem to disappear with the disappearance of the arc. The 1990s seemed to be an era of rejection. The more people miss the poet's lifelong pursuit, the more they feel a loss close to despair because of his absence.

Admittedly, as a process, the poet's life is too short. Unfortunately for him, his talents ended before they were fully displayed. However, his soul-stirring conciseness has won people's long-term nostalgia, and the longer this nostalgia is, the more enthusiastic it is, but not all poets can have such luck. This can't be said to have nothing to do with his sudden disappearance, but it must have something to do with the poet's contribution to poetry. He has become a symbol of a poetic era: his poetic ideal, his unique series of images, his creative contribution to China's poetry-he successfully blended classical spirit and modern spirit, local culture and foreign culture, local China and urban civilization, his professionalism and persistence in poetry.

After Haizi, is there any topic that can make people talk for a long time and generate passion? We are undoubtedly looking forward to it with doubts.

As young people, we should not learn from Haizi, but learn from Haizi's suicide: we should live an optimistic life.